Hi!

So I guess this is my last post on here.
This website was the door to amazing experiences with wonderful people. And shitty people too, but hey. I'll take those as a lesson, and keep all good memories very close.
I don't handle goodbyes very well, so I'm gonna keep it short.

Thank you all, so much. For every single thing.

And here's a load of pictures before I go...

Love, always.

Polly

Hi everybody....Thank you so much for the thoughts and the comments....I wish you could all come over and give me a group hug.
I'm still scared of walking to that same place now, but I haven't been going alone...Augusto, my co-worker and friend, usually comes with me, he had his bicycle that day so he didn't.




That's him next to me at a party at work...


In other news...
I really hate the principle of shows like Miami Ink, where every tattoo you get has to have a story. I got a new one though, and let me tell you - it's probably one of the most meaningful tattoos to me. I love it. And I came up with the design and the colors too, so that makes me pretty proud...

NYCFTW. Always.

Here's a picture of me last night with a friend. I looked good, I was even wearing heels...I never say I looked good, so yeah...I guess she has some sort of full body picture of me somewhere, but I stole this one from her page....



My eyebrows make me look mean.

I got til saturday here, I'll try to make it count.

Love,
Polly

Fuck fuck fuckkkkk!
I fucking hate "emo" blogs, but I need a hug.

This fucking 17-year old just tried to rob me in front of the subway station while I was coming back from work.
He grabbed my arm, but came at me with nothing. I reacted, didn't give him shit. He threaten to hurt me another time.

Thank you, you motherfucker. Thank you for scarring me. Now I'm never gonna feel as safe as I did before coming back for work. I hope they fucking catch you and beat the shit out of you. I fucking work my ass off to get the things I own, and you want to take shit from me like that? FUCK YOU.

I fucking need pepper spray. I don't know where to get it.

I need someone to make me feel safe right now too, and I don't know where to find that either.

Fuck, fuck, fuck.

Look! There's little Polly and her sister in the pool....




Hey...

Thank you for all the nice wishes. I have to schedule 2 heart exams, and I'll let you guys know as soon as I know too. Hopefully before my time is up on here.

I reaaaally want some Cadbury Creme Eggs. I asked Rex to send me some, but I know he won't do it lol...Any volunteers?
Cadbury (although the company operates in Brazil and I WORK FOR THEM on ocasion) does not sell chocolate here. It's one among the many things we don't have.
I've never actually tried the Creme Eggs, but Mir talked about them in the past, I remembered that the other day and it made me crave it. Anyways....

Holy shit, it's March already. This is crazy, crazy, crazy.
April is my birthday, WOO! 26.....ouch. Plus, next year I'll be the age my mom was when she died. It's insane to think about that. I mean...I'm turning 26, and I feel I have NOTHING accomplished, so much to do, and that bastard took that away from her, you know. From her, and from me.

It's been crazy hot down here. But work has been fun, so has school, but I HATE homework, holy shit. I never did hw in school.

Well, I guess that's that for today. Here's my e-mail address again, pollythundercat@gmail.com

Thanks again...=)
xoxo

Polly

I'm going to a cardiologist today....I'm pretty sure there's something wrong with my heart.
Wish me luck.

Also, I have less than a month in here. If we've talked along these 3, 4 years I've been in here, please send me an e-mail to pollythundercat@gmail.com if you'd like to stay in touch. I have been a shitty friend on SG for a while now, mainly because I've lost interest on the site as a whole, but it's not your fault, of course, so I apologize.
I also have a fotolog...you can't comment unless you have one, and I write in portuguese sometimes, but you can still look at the pictures if you'd like...it's www.fotolog.com/eusouapolly

It's hot as balls down here. Jesus, I could barely sleep.

Work is going well, it makes me very happy to be able to pay for such an expensive course with no one's help. And have money for the rest of my bills as well. I have nothing left to spend after that, but it still feels like I'm accomplishing something, you know? It's pretty much what's been keeping me positive.

Well, I'm off. Thanks for the input on the hair, I'll keep it long for the time being, but I will chop it in a few months...=)

Ok, I'm off to a cold shower...
Muah

So...this...

or this??

=)

Hi, I'm Polly.

I'm gay and listen to HOOBASTANK. That's right, mofos.

Tomorrow is my best friend's bday, and it's not gonna be so great, given his huge fight with his ass dad yesterday and him being out of the house temporarily. Homeless, mofo. With his shitty girlfirend. Ew.

I made this...doesn't look like much, but given it was a REALLY BAD phone pic, I'm proud....I like how light it looks...



We both looked really gorgeous that day. Too bad there are no decent pics....

Fuck, it's hot down here. I'm gonna go take a shower and get ready for work....
xoxox

Hi, I'm Polly. I'm working during Carnaval (this weekend, btw)
I have a muffin top and wear boxer shorts to work.



I was gonna write more, but it will inevitably refer to my shitty ass week, so I'll just leave it at that.

At least I'm still moving forward.




Muah.

Happy V-day.

This is me.



This is me and my grandmas.



This is me in my new bedding.



This is me in my new hair.


This is me on a wheelchair.













These are me trying to hide the gross bits and look somewhat sexy. I think it's the hair.


I got about a month and a half to go here. I'm leaving before my birthday. Go check my wishlist out, send me a farewell/early birthday surprise maybe, or just know what I like (shoes, mostly.)

I'm gonna sleep now. I fainted (twice!) last night and banged my head on the curb. I'm fine now, but took a day off work to rest.