hey guys... i made the decision that i will not be doing another set for suicidegirls. :/

im not leaving suicidegirls as a member though, because i <3 all you guys.

ill get back to my messages really soon, i've just been busy with school and stuff.

and for those you i had been talking to about acting.. im going to have a headshot done soon. and then!!! maybe... i can be in a student film. lol. or something bigger. who knows?

but ill try and load the headshot on here once i've done it. maybe in about 3 weeks?

i thought id post some pictures from a recent hiking trip. the view was really cool.

if anyone wanted to get megan fox to be my girlfriend. id dig that.

hi. im so sad. i feel so alone and trapped. as some of you know, i live in isla vista which is like this crazy party town and i hate it. im only here for school but im miserable. i hate the parties, the noise, the drunk girls wobbling down the street... i hate having to go outside, so i hate going to lecture, i hate talking to anyone and avoid saying anything if i dont have to.

i dont know why im so unhappy but i feel so trapped between conflicting emotions.

i think im alone because i choose to be but im so sad....

theres so many bad things happening in the world, and i feel selfish for feeling sad. i want so bad to travel around the world doing humanitarian work but i feel like i have to do school first.

anyway, im babbling but im so frustrated.

im just so disturbed by whats going on with me and everything else thats wrong in this world.

like why are 700 teachers being cut from the schools i came from? theres already overcrowding, and school is becoming a joke. its becoming a pathetic propagandistic tool (not that it wasn't before).

anyway, FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKK. jeez.

okay so i know i havent got back to my messages yet. im really sorry.

im pretty swamped with school but on the bright side, hopefully i will do another set within a month.

hey so i know ive been gone for a while. sorry. i got really busy with school which was pretty overwhelming. im double-majoring as most of you know and working so.. it got pretty busy and stressful.

first of all, thanks for all the birthday comments that was really sweet.

also, i do want to do another set soon, i just need to get out of a financial craphole first. lol.

anyway, but i am going to try and get back to everyone as soon as possible.

but im back.

guys.. i only meant for like a week. lol

not forever.. just for a little bit. i need some time to clear my head