IPOD
RADIO
Today, or yesterday rather, I miss my grandparents most.
sigh sorry. I probably should have warned you about that before!
If you made it thru than thank you, thats a little about me that I dont normally post.
Work was so tiring! I cant wait to get on the phones!
I gauged my ears last night. Let me give you some info and please pay attention.
NEVER EVER GAUGE YOU EARS WITH ACRYLIC OR SILICONE!!!!!
Acrylic absorbes the bacteria from your body and releases it back in to give ya a nice infection.
But SILICONE? What I gauged with? This can cause Necrosis!! I had no idea and luckily I was in a lot of pain and called a fantastic piercer who told me to get my diabetic ass to the shop so he could take them out.
I should tell you that I never yelp or scream when I am getting a tattoo or piercing or even at the doctor.
Yaaa I yelled.
Its better now. I have a pair of new pretty Pyrex plugs in and almost $60 later (which I really cant afford right now) I am better.
A very expensive lesson!!
OK so I am pretty winded from talking, errr typing so much so I am gonna end this.
I am still excited to go to Arizona!
I hear I have 40 days to wait tho and am surprised I didnt calculate that myself! 
This is gonna be hard!
Pisces
I dont have much new to say.
Work was the same and so was coming home to an empty house.
I DO have to give MAD kudos to the lovely ladies in the Hopefuls group!!! I learned something that made me fall off my couch! and yes, I bumped me head!
a fucking tampon!!! gross and funny at the same time!!!
sigh its the little things that please me!
I also wanted to tell Jewelz and Flashmo to have a great time this week. I am sure they will come up for air a LITTLE bit but I want them to have a great week. they are wonderful people and they deserve the best!!
OH so no video blog. My crappy cam wont do it!
Hopefully next week I will be getting a new one if I can find it cheap and you all with have to look at me face live!!
Question:
If you could have ANYTHING or anyone right now what/who would it be?
ME? I wanna cuddle.
I loves ya!
The Fish
Work was the same and so was coming home to an empty house.
I DO have to give MAD kudos to the lovely ladies in the Hopefuls group!!! I learned something that made me fall off my couch! and yes, I bumped me head!
a fucking tampon!!! gross and funny at the same time!!!
sigh its the little things that please me!
I also wanted to tell Jewelz and Flashmo to have a great time this week. I am sure they will come up for air a LITTLE bit but I want them to have a great week. they are wonderful people and they deserve the best!!
OH so no video blog. My crappy cam wont do it!
Hopefully next week I will be getting a new one if I can find it cheap and you all with have to look at me face live!!
Question:
If you could have ANYTHING or anyone right now what/who would it be?
ME? I wanna cuddle.
I loves ya!
The Fish
I dont want to go into WHY I dont have lots of pictures for you all to see.
Just know that if you have a medical question, I'm your girl. If you want me to do something with computers? Well...ya I would ask someone else. ANYONE would do actually, as lon all while thinking about you all and well they are now gone forever.
So I lost a good friend Sunday. They didnt die or anything. One minute they were on my top friends list on Myspace and about 4 hours later they werent. He actually took me off his friends list! FUCKER. I thought me and Aaron (remember the guy I took pics with the helmet on at my old job? ya thats the one) were good friends. All the sudden I find out we arent. So I send him a message and ask why. He reads it but doesnt respond!
grrrrrr
THEN I start thinking about it. AARON loves football. More so than life. MYKEY asked if I wanted to be in the football pool which I said I didnt. he talked me into it and I told him I was gonna get help. He said fine. So my great guys in Geezer Chat helped me with my picks and I turned them in.
I am up 9 games.
Mykey says I am probably going to win!
lmao so I honestly believe this is why Aaron is mad. I didnt want to play but I did and got help and now I am gonna win and he is pissed! giggle
Its all I got so I dont really know if this is it but I havent spoken to him and so I know I havent done anything wrong. If he wants to throw a friendship away over a $5 fun bet than fine...his loss. I am just glad to know NOW instead of later!
If I win, that is most of my plane ticket!!
GAWD they are working on the water line again. Fuckers. Its so damn loud!!!
Anyhoo...I promise I will work on the picture thing this week. Probably tomorrow as when I get off work you all are asleep.
Maybe you will have something nice to wake up to!
*giggle*
Pisces
PS I have black hair again. It feels so good to feel like ME again! Can you all remind me when I say I want to change my hair that I DONT wanna go back to plain brown??
EDIT:
I might have a surprise for chat tonight...MAYBE! Lets see just how bad my skills ARE. I didnt fry Thor so maybe thats a good sign!
Just know that if you have a medical question, I'm your girl. If you want me to do something with computers? Well...ya I would ask someone else. ANYONE would do actually, as lon all while thinking about you all and well they are now gone forever.
So I lost a good friend Sunday. They didnt die or anything. One minute they were on my top friends list on Myspace and about 4 hours later they werent. He actually took me off his friends list! FUCKER. I thought me and Aaron (remember the guy I took pics with the helmet on at my old job? ya thats the one) were good friends. All the sudden I find out we arent. So I send him a message and ask why. He reads it but doesnt respond!
grrrrrr
THEN I start thinking about it. AARON loves football. More so than life. MYKEY asked if I wanted to be in the football pool which I said I didnt. he talked me into it and I told him I was gonna get help. He said fine. So my great guys in Geezer Chat helped me with my picks and I turned them in.
I am up 9 games.
Mykey says I am probably going to win!
lmao so I honestly believe this is why Aaron is mad. I didnt want to play but I did and got help and now I am gonna win and he is pissed! giggle
Its all I got so I dont really know if this is it but I havent spoken to him and so I know I havent done anything wrong. If he wants to throw a friendship away over a $5 fun bet than fine...his loss. I am just glad to know NOW instead of later!
If I win, that is most of my plane ticket!!
GAWD they are working on the water line again. Fuckers. Its so damn loud!!!
Anyhoo...I promise I will work on the picture thing this week. Probably tomorrow as when I get off work you all are asleep.
Maybe you will have something nice to wake up to!
*giggle*
Pisces
PS I have black hair again. It feels so good to feel like ME again! Can you all remind me when I say I want to change my hair that I DONT wanna go back to plain brown??
EDIT:
I might have a surprise for chat tonight...MAYBE! Lets see just how bad my skills ARE. I didnt fry Thor so maybe thats a good sign!
Once again...
sigh.
I am tired. Tired of the crap of the world.
Be a decent human being.
Keep your shit to yourself
Or go the fuck away.
That is all.
Pisces
sigh.
I am tired. Tired of the crap of the world.
Be a decent human being.
Keep your shit to yourself
Or go the fuck away.
That is all.
Pisces
Long night at work.
This has really been a very long week for me. The nice thing is I got paid more money than at the Zone. I actually made almost double than I would have at the head shop in TWO weeks!!
and yes, I will still be broke!
I honestly tho cant wait until I get out at 9 pm instead of midnight. This is killing me. I am horribly lonely and its actually making me sick. I got a migraine at work tonight and threw up like 5 times! Plus the upstairs bathroom was closed so everytime I had to go thru the upstairs call center, down the elevator, thru the DOWNSTAIRS call center and than to the bathroom on the other side! I made it each time tho! 
Tori rushes me home after work, and when we get here apparently there was a fire in the building next to me and there was a HUGE hole in the middle of the parking lot. When the fire dept hooked up the hose it blew a water line so our water is shut off! My car was the only one in the parking lot because I was at work and I had to move it faaaar away! The water dude watched me walk to my apt tho which was nice.
Except, now I am home alone, bored, tired but wired, with no water and no one to chill with.
Maybe i SHOULD make some more friends here while I am stuck in NM? sigh I dont know.
I kinda feel all emo...but kinda not.
I kinda feel sad, yet happy that I have a better job.
I kinda feel lonely, but I know I have some great friends here.
*big sigh*
I just wish I could come home and have someone here. Even if they are asleep it would be a warm body in the house.
I know this is temporary and all blah blah blah but I am sitting here looking at a computer screen sick as a dog and have no one here to just chill on the couch and watch a movie with.
A pisces is supposed to LIKE seclusion. Time away from the world.
I guess I am a DIFFERENT kind of fish.
I"M sorry for posting yet ANOTHER whiny blog...I just havent been able to completely escape the feeling that I am all alone. No matter how many wonderful comments I get on here. No matter how many fantastic phone calls I get, I am still very aware that I am all alone.
I guess I should just do what I know you are all thinking and suck it up and do what I have to do.
I WISH I was strong like that.
Unfortunately, I am not.
I....am...alone.
I guess this is why drugs and alcohol were invented...I have the drugs, I have the alcohol, yet dont have the desire to get up and get EITHER.
UPDATE
So its 3:30 in the morning. I THOUGHT I was dont throwing up but I was wrong. Because of the fire I mentioned above, they are jack hammering about 3-4 car lengths OUT SIDE MY FUCKING WINDOW!! Yes yes yes i KNOW its so we have water in the morning but jebus christ on a fucking dry ass cracker I am very sick and need some sleep!!!
Thats it. I am gonna HAVE to murder someone.
aaaaaand now I am crying. Migraine. Vomiting. exhausted. REAL jack hammer outside.
Is this hell? Why did I come to HELL? I thought the DECENT ppl went someplace with nice things like chocolate and great sex and things that smell nice and ppl that love you surrounding you. I have the COMPLETE opposite right now.
sigh
Hello Jack hammer my name is Pisces. Since you crawled up my ass and resided in my brain I thought I would introduce myself.
This has really been a very long week for me. The nice thing is I got paid more money than at the Zone. I actually made almost double than I would have at the head shop in TWO weeks!!
and yes, I will still be broke!
I honestly tho cant wait until I get out at 9 pm instead of midnight. This is killing me. I am horribly lonely and its actually making me sick. I got a migraine at work tonight and threw up like 5 times! Plus the upstairs bathroom was closed so everytime I had to go thru the upstairs call center, down the elevator, thru the DOWNSTAIRS call center and than to the bathroom on the other side! I made it each time tho!
Tori rushes me home after work, and when we get here apparently there was a fire in the building next to me and there was a HUGE hole in the middle of the parking lot. When the fire dept hooked up the hose it blew a water line so our water is shut off! My car was the only one in the parking lot because I was at work and I had to move it faaaar away!
The water dude watched me walk to my apt tho which was nice. Except, now I am home alone, bored, tired but wired, with no water and no one to chill with.
Maybe i SHOULD make some more friends here while I am stuck in NM? sigh I dont know.
I kinda feel all emo...but kinda not.
I kinda feel sad, yet happy that I have a better job.
I kinda feel lonely, but I know I have some great friends here.
*big sigh*
I just wish I could come home and have someone here. Even if they are asleep it would be a warm body in the house.
I know this is temporary and all blah blah blah but I am sitting here looking at a computer screen sick as a dog and have no one here to just chill on the couch and watch a movie with.
A pisces is supposed to LIKE seclusion. Time away from the world.
I guess I am a DIFFERENT kind of fish.
I"M sorry for posting yet ANOTHER whiny blog...I just havent been able to completely escape the feeling that I am all alone. No matter how many wonderful comments I get on here. No matter how many fantastic phone calls I get, I am still very aware that I am all alone.
I guess I should just do what I know you are all thinking and suck it up and do what I have to do.
I WISH I was strong like that.
Unfortunately, I am not.
I....am...alone.
I guess this is why drugs and alcohol were invented...I have the drugs, I have the alcohol, yet dont have the desire to get up and get EITHER.
UPDATE
So its 3:30 in the morning. I THOUGHT I was dont throwing up but I was wrong. Because of the fire I mentioned above, they are jack hammering about 3-4 car lengths OUT SIDE MY FUCKING WINDOW!! Yes yes yes i KNOW its so we have water in the morning but jebus christ on a fucking dry ass cracker I am very sick and need some sleep!!!
Thats it. I am gonna HAVE to murder someone.
aaaaaand now I am crying. Migraine. Vomiting. exhausted. REAL jack hammer outside.
Is this hell? Why did I come to HELL? I thought the DECENT ppl went someplace with nice things like chocolate and great sex and things that smell nice and ppl that love you surrounding you. I have the COMPLETE opposite right now.
sigh
Hello Jack hammer my name is Pisces. Since you crawled up my ass and resided in my brain I thought I would introduce myself.
