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First MY update!
Ok I am not really sure what to do...I actually really like my job. But i dont make enough!! I DID get a second job but to be honest 5 surgeries in a year on my foot WITH diabetes has made me very scared of working on my foot. So I am thinking that the NEW job is out....Maybe a roommate??? bleh I am very stressed about it tho! I need a car so i can go to school. I guess I am gonna have to put off school ANOTHER year!!! ARRRRRGGGGHHH!
My set is being photoshopped as we spaek! My photographer is just sao wonderful that everyone wants to work with him and he is swamped! its cool tho....I am being patient...which is odd for me but I honestly think he is worth the wait. And I would rather have a GREAT set sent in than have crap and waste everyones time! So its VERY cool to wait!!!
First MY update!
Ok I am not really sure what to do...I actually really like my job. But i dont make enough!! I DID get a second job but to be honest 5 surgeries in a year on my foot WITH diabetes has made me very scared of working on my foot. So I am thinking that the NEW job is out....Maybe a roommate??? bleh I am very stressed about it tho! I need a car so i can go to school. I guess I am gonna have to put off school ANOTHER year!!! ARRRRRGGGGHHH!
My set is being photoshopped as we spaek! My photographer is just sao wonderful that everyone wants to work with him and he is swamped! its cool tho....I am being patient...which is odd for me but I honestly think he is worth the wait. And I would rather have a GREAT set sent in than have crap and waste everyones time! So its VERY cool to wait!!!
So I am not the praying type. I have NOTHING against those that are..I think its WONDERFUL to have faith in something. I am kinda a free spirit. A little of this, a little of that but here is the problem. I have several friends that are going through some very tough times. I dont pray, I light candles. But I think I would burn down my house just trying to keep them all lit!!! So can you please all pray or light a candle or meditate or chant or whatever your cupa tea is for them? I really need your help with this one ppl. I am only one person and I can only do so much. I cant get drained and have nothing for ME...as selfish as that sounds!!! These are really wonderful people that have touched my heart in many wonderful ways. They deserve to have some happiness.
Thanks! Pay it forward ppl...life is a circle...everything comes back around!!! 
So last night was SOOO much fun!! I met up with MANY SGNM ppl and had a blast! I met two new hopefuls (and damn are they beautiful...stunning actually!) and several members!! We met because our very own member WolfJ married the fantastically beautiful Kovu suicide!!! She is in town for a month and we all wanted to show her some love!!
I intended to stay sober but in the one picture with Kamuela (the one with _Rae_s finger almost up his nose you can definately see a very drunk Jeanka!!!
We WERE missing some of the wonderful members and SGs of NM and they were missed terribly (I think at one point a few of us girls sent Vanessa a video of us in the bathroom blowing her kisses and such!) so for those of then that were not able to go and the friends that are outta state here ya go!!! enjoy!!
I KNOW there were some pictures of other ppl but for some reason I dont have them on my camara??? hmmmm? I will go back and check.....
So have a great weekend everyone!
I'm OUT!!!
OH and if you love this place like I do show it some love somehow...go buy something in the shop or show one of your favorite girls some love!!
I wanna give a special hug to
Itsy she is really so beautiful and just plain wonderful!!!
Jeanka
So I watched The Secret of Nimh last night. And than today I fed my baby ball python his dinner. Consisting of a small grey rat! I DID kinda feel a little bad when the poor rat squealed but Alexander needs to eat. Plus I eat meat so its just the eternal circle of life. Still, thats kinda funny huh?
sigh. I hate doin laundry. It was nice when I had the house. I didnt have to trek up and down stairs with a bad foot. Plus its $1 to wash and $1 to dry!!! SUCKS!
I am trying to be entertained online tho...its not working.
I still cant get that movie The Fountain outta my head....guess thats just gonna be another John Q or Steal Magnolias movie for me. I watch it over and over and although it makes me sob like a crazy person I cant seem to turn it off....
I need a ladyhawke night again.....
Been thinking about my new job. I dont think it will be THAT bad. I will make more money and be able to get a car and go see some ppl that make my heart smile....Thats a good thing NO?
I should be taking a lot of pictures tonight. I promised Kovu that if she took down the horrible one of me that I would let her take as many as she wants! I need to go check and see if she has done that yet....
Its not a BAD picture...but I hate my teeth. I really dont like to smile with my mouth open because of it. I AM currently working on getting them fixed but I am VERY self consious of them. But I guess we ALL are about SOMETHING!!!
I talked to my best friend last night. One of the greast things about us is when we argue we just leave each other alone for a bit and then we are fine. Poor girl...her sister is very sick and she is about to loose her mind! I TOTALLY understand and it really sucks for her...wish there was something I could do...I am running out of ideas to help the ppl that I care about. It seems that EVERYONE is going through something tough right now. I wish I could just travel all over and give them all a hug. Or....sigh...I dont know. I do what I can but I m not sure that it is appreciated. They are just kinda MIA and I have no idea if I should jsut give them space, walk away, or keep sending them messages of support. This is happening with about 5 ppl. Maybe its ME. Maybe they just dont wanna talk to me anymore. aaaarrrrgggghhhh I cant abandon them...its not who I am.
Well the first load is done. I really need someone to do my laundry FOR me!! hahahahahha
Have a kick ass day!
And stop by my page and tell me a joke! I NEED to laugh!!!
MUAH....to all!
Jeanka....aka Kate from Lost...its scary how much like her I am...except I havent killed anyone...yet!
OH and this was edited to say that I keep playing that song by Carrie Underwood...Before He Cheats. I didnt get cheated on this year to my knowledge but the song just really makes me smile! I keep picturing her in Jail singing about what she did...LOL But keep THAT part to yourselves!!!!
Here...the words...just in case you HAVENT heard it...
sigh. I hate doin laundry. It was nice when I had the house. I didnt have to trek up and down stairs with a bad foot. Plus its $1 to wash and $1 to dry!!! SUCKS!
I am trying to be entertained online tho...its not working.
I still cant get that movie The Fountain outta my head....guess thats just gonna be another John Q or Steal Magnolias movie for me. I watch it over and over and although it makes me sob like a crazy person I cant seem to turn it off....
I need a ladyhawke night again.....
Been thinking about my new job. I dont think it will be THAT bad. I will make more money and be able to get a car and go see some ppl that make my heart smile....Thats a good thing NO?
I should be taking a lot of pictures tonight. I promised Kovu that if she took down the horrible one of me that I would let her take as many as she wants! I need to go check and see if she has done that yet....
Its not a BAD picture...but I hate my teeth. I really dont like to smile with my mouth open because of it. I AM currently working on getting them fixed but I am VERY self consious of them. But I guess we ALL are about SOMETHING!!!
I talked to my best friend last night. One of the greast things about us is when we argue we just leave each other alone for a bit and then we are fine. Poor girl...her sister is very sick and she is about to loose her mind! I TOTALLY understand and it really sucks for her...wish there was something I could do...I am running out of ideas to help the ppl that I care about. It seems that EVERYONE is going through something tough right now. I wish I could just travel all over and give them all a hug. Or....sigh...I dont know. I do what I can but I m not sure that it is appreciated. They are just kinda MIA and I have no idea if I should jsut give them space, walk away, or keep sending them messages of support. This is happening with about 5 ppl. Maybe its ME. Maybe they just dont wanna talk to me anymore. aaaarrrrgggghhhh I cant abandon them...its not who I am.
Well the first load is done. I really need someone to do my laundry FOR me!! hahahahahha
Have a kick ass day!
And stop by my page and tell me a joke! I NEED to laugh!!!
MUAH....to all!
Jeanka....aka Kate from Lost...its scary how much like her I am...except I havent killed anyone...yet!
OH and this was edited to say that I keep playing that song by Carrie Underwood...Before He Cheats. I didnt get cheated on this year to my knowledge but the song just really makes me smile! I keep picturing her in Jail singing about what she did...LOL But keep THAT part to yourselves!!!!
Here...the words...just in case you HAVENT heard it...
I am so effing tired of this roller coaster ride!
Up. Down. Good things. Bad things.
BLEH!
I hate to be so negative but this is a little rediculous...
I cant even go into it all with ya guys!!!
I put this all in a spoiler so you can skip it if ya want. Its long and it explaines WHY I did it....
Up. Down. Good things. Bad things.
BLEH!
I hate to be so negative but this is a little rediculous...
I cant even go into it all with ya guys!!!
I put this all in a spoiler so you can skip it if ya want. Its long and it explaines WHY I did it....
So my rent was paid by the bank. I am negative $150 tho but I can keep my apartment.
I got a second job. I start next Wednesday. I will be working with Riley17 so that a big plus...but waiting tables in a strip club is not at the top of my list. Oh well...I must do what is necessary right?
Tomorrow I am going out with a bunch of SGNM ppl. Thats always fun. Even when not a lot of ppl show up I still get excited. This place has become a part of me and seeing them in life puts a smile on my face...
My x box is broken. There is a movie stuck inside and I cant get it open. There are weird screws holding it together...sigh.
Twisters rules. But I might not think that tomorrow morning....
I really miss some of you that I havent talked to in awhile. I know that things are rough but sometimes it helps to have a friend just listen. I can be "mom" but I can listen...remember that.
My mom told me she didnt want to spark a debate but that i was stupid for having my tats and piercings. That if SHE had a diabetic kid she wouldnt take them to ME!! WTF?? I wasnt even allowed to defend myself! Maybe Med school is not for me...who knows. I will have to give it some thought....
OK so I am off. I think a hot bubble bath is in order. Too bad I dont have any wine....or lilies...me thinks that a hot bubble bath...wine...and something pretty to look at would be heaven right now...
Take care ya'all....please.
MUAH
A
OK OK things ARE better. Here is my official update...
I just lost ANOTHER friend to diabetes! One of the messed up things is everyone keeps telling me that these things come in 3s. Well the only other diabetics I KNOW is my tattoo artist and MYSELF!!! So yes depression set in!
I wanted to do something nice for her family so I took out money from my bank account. I thought it would leave me enough but instead it left me short for rent!!! I get paid next wednesday but still...I dont want to loose my apartment!! So I am selling some crap...I have this framed poster that is signed on the matting. It is a 1972 Rolling Stones. There were only 5000 made and I have the 520th one printed! I set up a paypal account and am trying to sell it on Ebay. sigh. Bad thing?? Its worth about $600 and I am selling it for $300!!! I am gonna go sell the game cube and some jewelry that my grandmother left me. Which hurts more than I could ever explain but...I need to pay rent and eat right??!! It feels good to do something nice but I am such a tard...I need to take care of ME first!!
There is a lot of sickness and death surrounding me right now. Makes it hard to focus and test my blood and crap. Weird. SHOULD make me try harder...but no. Just scares me.
On a positive note my tattoo looks GREAT!! I promised him no pictures until it is finished. We need to color in the hearts and touch up the black but all the artists at work are SO impressed!! Makes me very happy! I think this is the best work I have had done yet! I promise when it is done i will post a picture but you should go see Dave Briggs at 71 tattoo anyway! He has a great hand and is just the nicest guy in the world! I am trying to get him some health insurance so he can start using the insulin pump so go get some work done!! He really IS great and needs the support and money!!
Also I am SOOOO in love with Lost!! I know I am like Kate...yes..I run but no I havent killed anyone yet...and Charlie???SUCH a cutie!! If I still liked the bad boys than Sawyer would be in trouble!! hahahha
I got to meet Vanessa last week for her birthday. She is SUCH a doll! I hope she doesnt kill me for posting this but its a great picture!!!
and this is me while I was GETTING my tattoo...It hurt SO effin bad...the back of the thigh and the inside was almost too much to take...as you can see here!!
OH and if you ever get the chance to have Devious make you some cheesecake...JUMP on it! I was very very impressed!!! Rasberry swirl....mmmm straight to the thighs!!!
Well me and my dyslexic bad spelling butt is out....
I would have a song for you but I am feeling lazy today...how about a cat pic instead????
Its a GANSTA KITTY!!! LMAO!!!
Try to make someone smile today...i am having a hard time with that one...so make ME smile too!!!! I command it!!!
MUAH!!!
A
I just lost ANOTHER friend to diabetes! One of the messed up things is everyone keeps telling me that these things come in 3s. Well the only other diabetics I KNOW is my tattoo artist and MYSELF!!! So yes depression set in!
I wanted to do something nice for her family so I took out money from my bank account. I thought it would leave me enough but instead it left me short for rent!!! I get paid next wednesday but still...I dont want to loose my apartment!! So I am selling some crap...I have this framed poster that is signed on the matting. It is a 1972 Rolling Stones. There were only 5000 made and I have the 520th one printed! I set up a paypal account and am trying to sell it on Ebay. sigh. Bad thing?? Its worth about $600 and I am selling it for $300!!! I am gonna go sell the game cube and some jewelry that my grandmother left me. Which hurts more than I could ever explain but...I need to pay rent and eat right??!! It feels good to do something nice but I am such a tard...I need to take care of ME first!!
There is a lot of sickness and death surrounding me right now. Makes it hard to focus and test my blood and crap. Weird. SHOULD make me try harder...but no. Just scares me.
On a positive note my tattoo looks GREAT!! I promised him no pictures until it is finished. We need to color in the hearts and touch up the black but all the artists at work are SO impressed!! Makes me very happy! I think this is the best work I have had done yet! I promise when it is done i will post a picture but you should go see Dave Briggs at 71 tattoo anyway! He has a great hand and is just the nicest guy in the world! I am trying to get him some health insurance so he can start using the insulin pump so go get some work done!! He really IS great and needs the support and money!!
Also I am SOOOO in love with Lost!! I know I am like Kate...yes..I run but no I havent killed anyone yet...and Charlie???SUCH a cutie!! If I still liked the bad boys than Sawyer would be in trouble!! hahahha
I got to meet Vanessa last week for her birthday. She is SUCH a doll! I hope she doesnt kill me for posting this but its a great picture!!!
and this is me while I was GETTING my tattoo...It hurt SO effin bad...the back of the thigh and the inside was almost too much to take...as you can see here!!
OH and if you ever get the chance to have Devious make you some cheesecake...JUMP on it! I was very very impressed!!! Rasberry swirl....mmmm straight to the thighs!!!
Well me and my dyslexic bad spelling butt is out....
I would have a song for you but I am feeling lazy today...how about a cat pic instead????
Its a GANSTA KITTY!!! LMAO!!!
Try to make someone smile today...i am having a hard time with that one...so make ME smile too!!!! I command it!!!
MUAH!!!
A
I think this says enough.....
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lyin' here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it
go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I am going to work. I am coming home. And I am gonna keep myself numb. I dont want to feel anymore....This isnt a bad thing, just a necessity.
My Pisces self retreats....swims away....protects herself...
But no worries...
I am never gone for long....
and my usual happy self will return...probably even more jaded but hey...thats better than how I am right now!
A
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lyin' here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it
go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I am going to work. I am coming home. And I am gonna keep myself numb. I dont want to feel anymore....This isnt a bad thing, just a necessity.
My Pisces self retreats....swims away....protects herself...
But no worries...
I am never gone for long....
and my usual happy self will return...probably even more jaded but hey...thats better than how I am right now!
A
I wanted to write in my journal...but I changed my mind!!! LOL sorry!
I will update later...promise! I will even have pictures!
A
Si its been awhile....sorry for that! I haven't really been all that busy.....hmmmmm? I don't know...just been...preoccupied I guess.
Work is OK. I am kinda pissed at one of the Artists there. I will not say who because I don't want ppl to NOT go to him because I am hurt. Whatever. Anyhoo...he told me that since i am in my 30s and I have never been married and I don't have any kids than I MUST have major baggage and that there is something SERIOUSLY wrong with me! I just SAT there like an idiot! Then he told me that I will probably die alone because no one want someone with so much baggage! I'm like....what BAGGAGE???/ THEN after I walk off he asks me why I walk so stupid!!! (I just had 5 surgeries on my foot last year!!) So I look at him and I say "Do you always vomit words so much? Because after awhile vomit starts to smell...and people wont like you. Like ME right now!" It was lame but I was so hurt that after i said that I went in the bathroom and cried! I mean what was next....my WEIGHT???? He has been a real prick lately. I have decided that I am going to go to someone else for my work that he was gonna do. He is a GREAT artist but his head is so big I don't know how he fits in his room!
Whatever....Ppl can think what they want about me. I didn't get pregnant at 13 and I didn't marry the first man to say I love you either. I believe I was smart to wait for the right one. So he can fuck off....I am not turning ppl away but I am not sending him any more work EITHER! HMM so THERE! LOL
I think I am gonna look for another job. I cant decide what to DO tho. Get a second job or find a job where I get paid more.....something to think about I guess.
I am getting one of my new tats today. I am really excited! The guy is quite good and this just might be the best work I have had done thus far!! His name is Dave Briggs and he is at 71 tattoo. I will post a pic in my journal or something later tonight or tomorrow. I am actually nervous! This is my first tat below the waist! I was told I couldn't have anything on my arms or legs...which is WHY I got my wrists done! So now I am a diabetic who is venturing out to tattoo her legs!!! OHHHHH scary!! LOL But I am SOOO happy to get more work!
I was supposed to go to OPM tonight....I don't know if I can go. I have to get up SO effin early tomorrow and I would need a ride there and home. I cant stay long and I don't want to make someone leave all early because of ME! But I really wanna go! Its Vanessas birthday party!! Hey head over to her page and tell her happy birthday! Its NOT today...its the 8th I believe!! But send her love anyway!!!
So I AM a very happy girl!!! Life is just handing me happiness right now. I know it all balances out so I WILL have unhappiness but for the time being...this is GOOOOOD!!!
Here is your pic of the day!!! I just LOVE these cat pics.....
A
Oh YES...I WOULD!!! Well not the person in the pic....but he knows who he is!! LOL
Work is OK. I am kinda pissed at one of the Artists there. I will not say who because I don't want ppl to NOT go to him because I am hurt. Whatever. Anyhoo...he told me that since i am in my 30s and I have never been married and I don't have any kids than I MUST have major baggage and that there is something SERIOUSLY wrong with me! I just SAT there like an idiot! Then he told me that I will probably die alone because no one want someone with so much baggage! I'm like....what BAGGAGE???/ THEN after I walk off he asks me why I walk so stupid!!! (I just had 5 surgeries on my foot last year!!) So I look at him and I say "Do you always vomit words so much? Because after awhile vomit starts to smell...and people wont like you. Like ME right now!" It was lame but I was so hurt that after i said that I went in the bathroom and cried! I mean what was next....my WEIGHT???? He has been a real prick lately. I have decided that I am going to go to someone else for my work that he was gonna do. He is a GREAT artist but his head is so big I don't know how he fits in his room!
Whatever....Ppl can think what they want about me. I didn't get pregnant at 13 and I didn't marry the first man to say I love you either. I believe I was smart to wait for the right one. So he can fuck off....I am not turning ppl away but I am not sending him any more work EITHER! HMM so THERE! LOL
I think I am gonna look for another job. I cant decide what to DO tho. Get a second job or find a job where I get paid more.....something to think about I guess.
I am getting one of my new tats today. I am really excited! The guy is quite good and this just might be the best work I have had done thus far!! His name is Dave Briggs and he is at 71 tattoo. I will post a pic in my journal or something later tonight or tomorrow. I am actually nervous! This is my first tat below the waist! I was told I couldn't have anything on my arms or legs...which is WHY I got my wrists done! So now I am a diabetic who is venturing out to tattoo her legs!!! OHHHHH scary!! LOL But I am SOOO happy to get more work!
I was supposed to go to OPM tonight....I don't know if I can go. I have to get up SO effin early tomorrow and I would need a ride there and home. I cant stay long and I don't want to make someone leave all early because of ME! But I really wanna go! Its Vanessas birthday party!! Hey head over to her page and tell her happy birthday! Its NOT today...its the 8th I believe!! But send her love anyway!!!
So I AM a very happy girl!!! Life is just handing me happiness right now. I know it all balances out so I WILL have unhappiness but for the time being...this is GOOOOOD!!!
Here is your pic of the day!!! I just LOVE these cat pics.....
A
Oh YES...I WOULD!!! Well not the person in the pic....but he knows who he is!! LOL
So are we all happy today?? I sure hope so!!!
Work is the same.
I think I am going to prostitute myself for Manson/slayer tickets!!! Good idea?? Yes? No?
anyhoo....
I think I have to give up my belly button piercing! But its OK because i am getting a new tattoo on Thursday...another in about 2 weeks...another about 2 weeks after that...and ANOTHER 2 weeks after THAT!! And I am only paying $200 for ONE!!! YEA ME!!! So piercings shmiercings!!!
I quit smoking!! Well I have had about 3 today...not bad from almost a pack!!! And I am crazy!! ppl keep asking me if i am on crack because I am so hyper and nutzos!!! LOL
My house is a mess....who want to come clean it for me?
so...ummmm...happy...happy...happy! LOL
I am running out of happy birds so please let me know if they are workings so I can recharge them and send them to others!!!
Here is your funny cat picture....I will post one every journal post!!!
See ya laters alligators!!!!
A
Work is the same.
I think I am going to prostitute myself for Manson/slayer tickets!!! Good idea?? Yes? No?
anyhoo....
I think I have to give up my belly button piercing!
But its OK because i am getting a new tattoo on Thursday...another in about 2 weeks...another about 2 weeks after that...and ANOTHER 2 weeks after THAT!! And I am only paying $200 for ONE!!! YEA ME!!! So piercings shmiercings!!! I quit smoking!! Well I have had about 3 today...not bad from almost a pack!!! And I am crazy!! ppl keep asking me if i am on crack because I am so hyper and nutzos!!! LOL
My house is a mess....who want to come clean it for me?
so...ummmm...happy...happy...happy! LOL
I am running out of happy birds so please let me know if they are workings so I can recharge them and send them to others!!!
Here is your funny cat picture....I will post one every journal post!!!
See ya laters alligators!!!!
A
I have decided that everyday I am going to post something happy!! Even when I dont FEEL happy! I kow that when I am sick sometimes all it takes is a shower and to make myself look/feel pretty and I suddenly feel better!! So I am gonna try it here. Maybe some of my happiness will rub off!!??
Last night I had another migrane. I'm ok tho...no worries! A friend came over and I smoked a tiny bit and we watched my favorite movie Ladyhawke. Its such a cheesy romantic movie from the 80s!! It always makes me happy and so does my friend!! Just over half way into the movie I fell asleep! That never happens when I watch THAT movie! I was just so relaxed and content that off to mimi land I went!! Even with my headache I just feel so happy and content! I am gonna work hard to make sure that everything stays like this.ME happy!
*sending out happy birds*
So I didnt get to it this week but next week I am going to go start getting stuff ready for school. Not sure how I am gonna get there but I will figure something out I am sure. This is my dream. To help Diabetic children and I am not letting my lack of transportation get in the way! PERIOD!
Ummm OH! My pictures are getting photoshopped. I decided I wanted Kate Beckinsale for my face!! It was a tough decision and very hard to convince Dave to do but hEY! Its Kate Bekinsale!! LOL j/k
They are getting photoshopped tho...I had some help picking out the pictures I wanted to use (thanks...you know who you are!!) and I think we did a very good job. Although, Morningstar55 IS amazing I had a hard time looking at ME!!! I mean, it was ME naked! SO weird!
We are also planning another set. I am very excited for this one. I have never taken pictures anywhere other than a studio so this is a new one for me!! YEA ME!!!
So since i am supposed to be sending out good vibes to ya all I decided to post a funny picture...I saw this one this morning and I had to laugh. If it was black it would be MY cat Lucia....she always does this!!!
Take care all!! Remember if ya need me let me know!
A
Last night I had another migrane. I'm ok tho...no worries! A friend came over and I smoked a tiny bit and we watched my favorite movie Ladyhawke. Its such a cheesy romantic movie from the 80s!! It always makes me happy and so does my friend!! Just over half way into the movie I fell asleep! That never happens when I watch THAT movie! I was just so relaxed and content that off to mimi land I went!! Even with my headache I just feel so happy and content! I am gonna work hard to make sure that everything stays like this.ME happy!
*sending out happy birds*
So I didnt get to it this week but next week I am going to go start getting stuff ready for school. Not sure how I am gonna get there but I will figure something out I am sure. This is my dream. To help Diabetic children and I am not letting my lack of transportation get in the way! PERIOD!
Ummm OH! My pictures are getting photoshopped. I decided I wanted Kate Beckinsale for my face!! It was a tough decision and very hard to convince Dave to do but hEY! Its Kate Bekinsale!! LOL j/k
They are getting photoshopped tho...I had some help picking out the pictures I wanted to use (thanks...you know who you are!!) and I think we did a very good job. Although, Morningstar55 IS amazing I had a hard time looking at ME!!! I mean, it was ME naked! SO weird!
We are also planning another set. I am very excited for this one. I have never taken pictures anywhere other than a studio so this is a new one for me!! YEA ME!!!
So since i am supposed to be sending out good vibes to ya all I decided to post a funny picture...I saw this one this morning and I had to laugh. If it was black it would be MY cat Lucia....she always does this!!!
Take care all!! Remember if ya need me let me know!
A
What the hell is going on??? I am SO confused right now! I keep seeing all this anti SG stuff on MySpace and then I come here and everyone is all emo and sick!!!
Look people, there are always problems with internet sites. Always. There are always people who are sick and tired (I know I am) but its how we pull together and support each other that matters.
We need to remember that what might be good for one is not for someone else.
People get sick...and when they do we need to help them. Give them a call, email, or get them some chicken noodle soup.
And when we are tired we have great friends to put our heads on their shoulders and cry.
I am happy here. I may not always agree with decisions made but they are not MY decisions to make. I am kinda glad for that considering my need to please! We all have a reason for doing the things we do and those reasons are our own. No need to judge someone because they did something you wouldnt necessarily do.
I like the diversity and the suport I get frome the friends I made and I will always support my friends in any thing they do or say. I may not like it but they are my friends and hopefully they would do the same for me.
I dont know if Missy or Sean ever read the members journals. I DO know that when I applied I was told that there was an SG collective conscience. It was actually refrencing girls sending in sets. That one will get a set idea and all the sudden ther are 20 sets sent in just like it. I think that it holds true for set ideas AND mood.
A while back an SG friend of mine sent out good vibes to everyone. She said that she was happy and that she wanted everyone else to be happy just like she was. ( yes my sweet
Dinah I DO listen when you speak! ). All the sudden not only MY journal posts were happier but I noticed a big difference in my friends posts as well!!!
We are a community. A "family" if you will. It cant be easy to be the head of such a big family as this. I imagine Missy and Sean have a hard time. I admire them for their strength. I wish I knew them personally so I dont keep thinking of them as floating heads in jars like on Furturerama!!!
So I guess my point is I have read the cons and I have read the pros and to be honest...I havent experienced anyting negative about the site. Like I said I dont always agree but I didnt agree with my cats decision to stink up the bathroom an hour ago either!!! I still love her and wouldnt leave her for the world!!!
Lets support each other ppl. Like I said. Pick up the phone. Send them a message. Make someone smile!!!
In the meantime I am sending out all the little "good vibe" birds I have.
Have a great day ppl!! If you have my number than calll me...I will do my best to make you smile!!!
Always,
Amy
I am SO confused right now! I keep seeing all this anti SG stuff on MySpace and then I come here and everyone is all emo and sick!!!Look people, there are always problems with internet sites. Always. There are always people who are sick and tired (I know I am) but its how we pull together and support each other that matters.
We need to remember that what might be good for one is not for someone else.
People get sick...and when they do we need to help them. Give them a call, email, or get them some chicken noodle soup.
And when we are tired we have great friends to put our heads on their shoulders and cry.
I am happy here. I may not always agree with decisions made but they are not MY decisions to make. I am kinda glad for that considering my need to please! We all have a reason for doing the things we do and those reasons are our own. No need to judge someone because they did something you wouldnt necessarily do.
I like the diversity and the suport I get frome the friends I made and I will always support my friends in any thing they do or say. I may not like it but they are my friends and hopefully they would do the same for me.
I dont know if Missy or Sean ever read the members journals. I DO know that when I applied I was told that there was an SG collective conscience. It was actually refrencing girls sending in sets. That one will get a set idea and all the sudden ther are 20 sets sent in just like it. I think that it holds true for set ideas AND mood.
A while back an SG friend of mine sent out good vibes to everyone. She said that she was happy and that she wanted everyone else to be happy just like she was. ( yes my sweet
Dinah I DO listen when you speak!
). All the sudden not only MY journal posts were happier but I noticed a big difference in my friends posts as well!!!We are a community. A "family" if you will. It cant be easy to be the head of such a big family as this. I imagine Missy and Sean have a hard time. I admire them for their strength. I wish I knew them personally so I dont keep thinking of them as floating heads in jars like on Furturerama!!!
So I guess my point is I have read the cons and I have read the pros and to be honest...I havent experienced anyting negative about the site. Like I said I dont always agree but I didnt agree with my cats decision to stink up the bathroom an hour ago either!!! I still love her and wouldnt leave her for the world!!!
Lets support each other ppl. Like I said. Pick up the phone. Send them a message. Make someone smile!!!
In the meantime I am sending out all the little "good vibe" birds I have.
Have a great day ppl!! If you have my number than calll me...I will do my best to make you smile!!!
Always,
Amy
