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JULY 3, 2008 @ 08:38 PM

So many times things happen on here and i dont say anything. I am continually let down and all I say is "It's okay".
NOT THIS TIME.

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So we all know I dont hardly have money to eat. We all know it costs MONEY to get waxed and get nails done and get the stuff I needed for the shoots I have this weekend. I say shootS because i was supposed to be shooting for MY BOSS as well. The owner of the Zone owns a body mod magazine and we have spoken about me shooting for the cover. Something which made me so happy that I spent $80 on a dress for the shoot. I also got waxed, my nails done, and my eyebrows done for my SG shoot.
Then I log on TONIGHT (keep in mind we are shooting SUNDAY) and have a message from Seoma asking me if she will see me tomorrow. I go to her page to respond and find out we are not shooting this sunday. Sets cancelled. I call Morningstar55, no answer. I call Itsy, who is supposed to be doing the makeup and she tells me to check my email. I find that we are not shooting. Long story short? The photographer cant afford to shoot anymore and is disenchanted with the site. I JUST SPOKE TO HIM TUESDAY AND ITSY SPOKE TO HIM YESTERDAY! THIS FUCKING INFORMATION WOULD HAVE BEEN HELPFUL BEFORE I SPENT ALL THIS MONEY I DONT HAVE!!!
I only make $7.65 an hour. I put off bills so that I could do something I love. I have defended him when there was drama about him in the hopefuls group only to have him not only let me down but do exactly what ppl said about him.
He is a good person. I think his priorities are a little fucked up. I mean come the fuck on, if you couldnt afford it you shouldnt have agreed to DO it. OR, use your brain and keep your commitments and than say no more after these.
I have had more than one person tell me to save my money and get a different photographer and these ppl will tell you I defend him.
Now this.
He said he didnt want to burn bridges. Well he should have thought about that before he cost us girls a couple hundred EACH!
Itsy and I are willing to travel, where we will come up with the money only a higher power knows but if anyone knows of any SG photographers or photographer hopefuls please please PLEASE let us know.

I was mad, now I am crying. I cant afford any of this and its not like I can take my snatch hair back and ask for a return.

I guess this just proves my point. I can NEVER count on anyone but myself.
This is the last time I trust anyone.
I dont know if I am even gonna shoot again. Just depends what happens.

And Dave if you are reading this? I am sorry you are going thru so much. if you had just stated that from the beginning this all could have been avoided. NO i dont want to shoot with you. NO i will not be recommending you to anyone. YES I will be letting Roger know WHY I am NOT giving him pictures. I wish you the best of luck but please I dont even want an apology from you. I am DONE.

A very distraught,

Pisces

PS Rigel you were so right. I was wrong. I'm sorry. I love you?

OH and if ANY of you motherfuckers have issues with me, by all means. I will now give you all my PERSONAL home number. It is 1-800- fuckyou.

NOT intended for those of you that have a place in my heart!

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BDeyeD

Ottawa, ON

January 2007

JUL 03, 2008 08:42 PM

I'm so sorry about that, hun. *hugs*

Frankus_Suicide

Tolleson, AZ

March 2007

JUL 03, 2008 08:52 PM

I hope you can get hooked up with a photog in the end of all this. I know what it is to have little money to dick around with and then get dicked around

lilli

Santa Cruz, CA

January 2006

JUL 03, 2008 09:00 PM

That is fucked up. I do remember you defending him-- at what you felt may have been your own peril-- and it shows a lack of integrity for him to behave this way. I hope you find a new photographer ASAP-- while you can still use the effects of all that hard earned money!

((hug))

aldremech

Tucson, AZ

July 2006

JUL 03, 2008 09:09 PM

I'll get the butter It makes everything better, no?

Cyberiouse

Chicago, IL

August 2004

JUL 03, 2008 09:19 PM

WOW!!!!!!!!!! I remember all the drama that happened in Hopefuls and even i defended him on your part because i highly trust and believe in you. This really pisses me off and hurts me. I am so fucking sorry. I know you were looking forward to and nervous about the shoots this weekend... and now this.......... god babe

*hugs*

R0nin

Chicago, IL

October 2005

JUL 03, 2008 09:19 PM

Who is this photog so I can verbally bitchslap him?

Karella_Deville

Santa Fe, NM

July 2006

JUL 03, 2008 09:29 PM

HAVE YOU TALKED TO MARIPOSA?

asylum643

Boston, MA

November 2007

JUL 03, 2008 09:53 PM

All I can say is I am real Sorry you got fucked over. HUGS

ki1

Ireland

September 2007

JUL 04, 2008 12:59 AM

damn, that sucks. hope it turns out good hun.

Jaebin

Australia

October 2006

JUL 04, 2008 03:13 AM

Do I have a place in your heart

Faetree

I'm lost

May 2007

JUL 04, 2008 04:10 AM

Oh dear I have to say that is so F*&%ed and very unprofessional. You DON'T arrange something and then cancel because you are disenchanted when all you are doing is letting others down, selfish P**ck. Sorry I have been in a bad mood all day.

Morningstar55

Albuquerque, NM

February 2004

JUL 04, 2008 07:10 AM

In my own defense, I was fully intending to shoot this Sunday with you and Seoma which included ME paying for the studio and ME paying for Itsy to do your makeup, until I got my paycheck and saw that it was not as much as I had planned after they took out the semi-annual insurance premiums. So I had to make some quick decisions knowing that I didn't have enough to pay for studio for a full day shoot and makeup artist and other expenses. I knew you were at work and didn't want to call you there and knew that a text message would be too brief I email all 3 of you right away knowing that you probably wouldn't be getting the waxing this early before the shoot and that you would be able to contact people and do other things in time.
The more I carry on my shoulders to get these shoots done, the greater the chance I'm going to let someone down.
Because of my family situation, the number of SG sets I will be shooting will be dwindling down to none, I have to make sure they have the best chance of being accepted possible.
And, no Rigel was not right. 99% of the people agreed, what she did was wrong, and you know in your heart it was wrong, too.
I will call you later today.

Lymphae

HOPEFUL

Manchester, CT

JUL 04, 2008 07:51 AM

Oh hun ! Im so sorry. I guess that phone call tomorrow is really in order! I will so be there for you doll! I loves you wifey. Keep your chin up!

khoos

HOPEFUL

Ottawa, ON

JUL 04, 2008 10:18 AM

*hugs*
Come to Jersey, I'll shoot you
*hugs*

Cattie

HOPEFUL

Coquitlam, BC

JUL 04, 2008 01:11 PM

Aww I am sorry to hear this. I know how exciting it is to know your getting a set shot and you get all dolled up, then to get let down. Reminds me of getting stood up for a date.

I hope you can find another photog soon so not all the money was wasted at least you can still use the dress. Not sure though if you could find another one quick enough so you don't need the snatch hair waxed again. Good luck

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