1. What size are you? And what are you looking for to wear for your photoshoots? I have way too much lingerie and pvc and shit. You are more then welcome to borrow them! I can mail them out to you.

2. I can't even imagine what it is like to be so ill. I can't imagine the toll it takes mentally.

I know! When I saw yours, I was like...hmmm.

But seriously.
I need to give this stuff away. I have three drawers stuffed with lingerie, SG stuff, vinyl, pvc. You can't really sell it.

If you change your mind, seriously let me know!

There just are not adequate words.

((hug))

If I could take some of the pain for you, I'd do it in a heartbeat.

dont give up! i wish i could snap my fingers and take away all your health issues!

Honey, you know I would do anyhing, and will. 2 weeks and I will have you laughing until you pee yourself. Then I will be laughing

1. my giveashitter is broken for good - MINE TOO

2.My belly hurts so bad and I dont think its a cyst that burst. Would it still hurt every once in a while? - COULD IT BE IBS?

3. He is young but treats me better than I have ever been treated yet I am so scared I am gonna loose him. Its really not fair to HIM that he has to watch me go through all this and there is nothing he can do to help. - MINE IS YOUNGER TOO AND HE IS SOOO UNDERSTANDING, BUT MY ILLNESS IS MENTAL NOT PHYSICIAL.

4. I have Medicaid and I cant find a dentist that accepts it so I am just in pain all the time. - ME TOO, MEDICAID SUCKS, I CAN'T FIND A DENTIST EITHER.

5. I keep fighting and fighting and it never gets better. - I FEEL THIS WAY ALL THE TIME.

6. YOU NEED HAVE ALL MY LOVE AND UNDERSTANDING. YOU NEED TO CALL ME SO WE CAN COMMISERATE TOGETHER.

FROM ONE PISCES TO ANOTHER, YOU ARE MY PISCES WIFEY AND i LOVE YOU TO DEATH. Anything I can do, just call darling.

I'm not going to patronize you and tell you everything's gonna be ok, so cheer up, etc etc etc. But I am going to tell you that you have a lot of people in your corner rooting for you, myself included. Good luck, sweetie. I'll be thinking of you.

my give a damn was busted before i got sick, hang in there things will work out


yes if it is a burst cyst it could still hurt off and on my wifes hurt off and on until her hysterectomy,


I am 13 years younger than my wife (who I love) and I knew going in that the kid thing was iffy. If children are going to happen they will if they aren't going to happen they wont that is for fate to decide. There is always the possibility of adoption somewhere down the road. If he loves you like i loved my wife when she was going through all of her health problems then it is is tearing him up that he can not do more to help you


as far as the teeth see if you can find a dental school somewhere close by that is what i am having to do


I know the feeling but it will get better it just takes time

as always you are in my thoughts and prayers

hugs

Love you sweetie. I'm here if you need me.
hugs

I understand what you're going through. I had similar thoughts myself coping with illness. We'll be thinking about you.

If the cyst has burst I think you would still be in pain from the toxic stuff that came out of it..my workmate has a lot of problems with cysts, she had one that burst and it made her quite sick.

I also think that your boy is old enough to make up his own mind, he knows the situation so just try to relax and enjoy it.

I can't imagine how you feel, everything sounds so difficult for you, I do hope that things improve and *hugs* and stuff

First: *hugs&

Second: No, the pain wouldn't go away if a cyst burst. There would be inflammation all over from the fluid spreading between layers of tissue, and possible infection to follow.

Third: I hope venting was therapeutic. It's hard to see any good sometimes when all the shit is piling up. I'm glad you recognize that you have a good man behind you. And he's there buy choice, so you don't have to feel bad about him watching you go through this. He wants to be there. Let him. Lean on him.

Fourth: *bigger hugs a-comin'*

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Sometimes you just need to talk about things just to get them of your chest,i hope it helped,you know were here for you hon x