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NOVEMBER 12, 2006 @ 02:32 AM


I AM SOOOOO FUCKIN SICK WITH COMPLETE SADDNESS RIGHT NOW AND I DON'T THINK I WILL EVER BE THE SAME.... MY BEST FRIEND AND ROOMMATE SAINT RUSSELL IS GONE..... HE COMMITTED SUICIDE ON HALLOWEEN AND I FOUND HIM ON NOVEMBER 1st (ALL SAINTS DAY) I AM SOOOO LOST RIGHT NOW... I FEEL SO LOST!!! I CAN"T BELIEVE THIS FUCKIN SHIT!!! IT IS A NIGHTMARE YET I CAN"T WAKE UP FROM IT!!! I MISS HIM SOOOO MUCH, WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHY ALL THE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE ALWAYS LEAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS YOU RUSSEEL PLEASE COME BACK TO ME... I NEED YOU SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!! I LUV YOU BABY!!!! THERE IS A HOLE IN MY HEART AND SOUL...... I AM SO LOST...... I AM SO LOST!!!!!!!!!!


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LucieFurr

LucieFurr

Honolulu, HI
July 2005

NOV 12, 2006 02:36 AM

Sweetie I am soo sorry you are going thru this if you need to talk to some one you know where to find me kiss

moldspawn

moldspawn

Philadelphia, PA
September 2006

NOV 12, 2006 04:35 AM

I'm really really really sorry - wow.....there's never much that you can say about it other than it's a horrible thing to find and to deal with the aftermath. If you need to talk, you can email me. My partner and I lost a friend 2 years ago - he also committed suicide. It was horrible.

Afterbirth

afterbirth

Johnson, VT
January 2003

NOV 12, 2006 06:22 AM

How awful.
I had a best friend friend kill himself many years ago.
What can I say, other than hang in there, and we love you, and things will get somehow.
I promise.
kiss

Rock_Starry

Rock_Starry

Alton, IL
July 2005

NOV 12, 2006 07:44 AM

I am so sorry to hear about this hun you have had some pretty hard times lately I hope that you are doing all right

big hugs to you

nikonphoto80

nikonphoto80

Lexington, KY
December 2004

NOV 12, 2006 08:27 AM

frown i'm so so very sorry, he was a cool guy, why would he do a thing like that, my best friend killed himself 2 years ago, i know how bad it sucks. frown

_Tab

_Tab

USA
September 2004

NOV 12, 2006 09:36 AM

That is fucking aweful frown

Tikki

Tikki

Mansfield, OH
March 2003

NOV 12, 2006 11:55 AM

Sorry hun frown robot

spooky520

spooky520

La Grange, KY
October 2004

NOV 12, 2006 01:06 PM

i am so sorry.....you have been having it tough lately.

I wish i could give you a big hug right now....i know it really doesn't help but just knowing someone cares hopefully does...

kiss

spooky

MetroPunk

MetroPunk

Calgary, AB
March 2006

NOV 12, 2006 01:33 PM

I'm very sorry about your loss hun....I hope what I say helps a little bit.
You call him Saint Russel right,so now he truly can be your saint.He may no longer be with you in the flesh but I think that he is porbably still with you daily.He is now YOUR saint,and he is probably always looking out for you.I am not a religious person but I think you should maybe try to pray to him.Talk to him and tell him you miss him etc.He'll let you know in some way your still together and he's still watching over you.
I really hope you start to feel better soon hun,excepting death in these circumstances is really hard I know,but you cant let yourself be dead too.You have to grow from every situation and become stronger,no matter how hard it is.
I'm here if you ever need to talk.
1 Love,Ch3

happycherries

happycherries

La Crosse, WI
February 2004

NOV 12, 2006 04:51 PM

OH darling! I'm so sorry. You've had so many hard times lately. You're such a sweet girl. I hope you can get through this horrible thing. kiss kiss

JennyLou

JennyLou

Danvers, MA
December 2002

NOV 12, 2006 04:56 PM

I am so sorry to hear of your loss. You'll be in my thoughts.

LadyRune

LadyRune

Bowling Green, KY
November 2005

NOV 13, 2006 02:58 PM

OH MY GOD. I know I'm sitting here typing this with my mouth hanging open and I can't even think enough to shut it. No way. Please tell me that's not true. oh my god. I can't even begin to think about that. It seems like it was just yesterday that we were all hanging out at nikonphoto80's for his b-day party. That's insane. What happened? Are you ok? I miss you sweetheart! I'm moving down there in just 18 days and I can't wait to see you!

*LOTS OF LOVE AND KISSES*

Please, give me a call if you need anything. kiss kiss kiss

PunkNiteMike

PunkNiteMike

Piqua, OH
OLD SKOOL

NOV 13, 2006 10:59 PM

im so sorry! *hugs*

velvetfaerie

velvetfaerie

Australia
December 2005

NOV 14, 2006 01:32 AM

words fail me..... but my thoughts are with you

Vellin

Vellin

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

NOV 14, 2006 10:36 AM

i'm so sorrrry frown that is so heartbreaking frown keep close friends and family near you at this time, you need all the support from them, so that you can see that you still love love in your life frown i'm sorry sweety, that just breaks my heart frown

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