SO IV MADE A LIFE-CHANGING DECISION!!

SINCE LEAVING HOME AT 16 AND BECOMING INDEPENDANT EARLY IN MY LIFE, I CAN SAY IV EXPERIENCED A LOT OF THINGS, GOOD AND BAD! AT THE SAME TIME I HAVE BEEN CHALLENGED WITH OBSTACLES I WOULDN'T WISH UPON MY WORST ENEMY..

MANY OF THESE NIGHTS WERE FUELED WITH COCAINE WASHED AWAY WITH BOOZE AND/OR PILLS. SOME OF THE NIGHTS I REMEMBER AS IF IT WERE LAST NIGHT WHILE MONTHS OF THAT TIME IS ONLY A WHIRLWIND ON BLURRYNESS..?????

IM A GROWN WOMAN AND I TAKE FULL RESPONSIBILITY FOR MY OWN ACTIONS SO I BLAME ONLY MYSELF. I KNOW HOW "CLICHE" IT SOUNDS BUT WHAT HASN'T DESTROYED ME HAS ONLY MADE ME STRONGER!

ALONG THE WAY I HAVE MET AND BECAME FRIENDS WITH SOME AMAZING PEOPLE. SADLY I WAS ALSO IN THE PRESENCE OF EVIL, PEOPLE THAT NEED TO DIE SLOW PAINFUL DEATHS!!! HHHAAA (IM SERIOUS)

BLAH BLAH BAH BLAH!!
LETS MAKE THIS SHORT BECAUSE I CAN GO ON & ON..

POINT BEING:
**IF I WANT TO CHANGE MY LIFE I NEED TO CHANGE MY LIFESTYLE..

**I HAVE CUT OFF ALL NEGATIVE PEOPLE -- I RATHER BE ALONE WITH 1 OR 2 FRIENDS THAN HAVE DRAMA IN MY LIFE.

**I AM CLEAN OF ALL DRUGS.... INCLUDING WEED AND/OR PILLS OF ANY SORT

THOSE WERE EASY DECISIONS, THE HARDEST PART IS NOW.
**IV DECIDED TO CUT OFF BOOZE.. ANY AND ALL SOCIAL DRINKING ..
THOSE OF YOU WHO LIVE A BIT OF A PARTY LIFESTYLE KNOW HOW HARD THIS COULD BE SINCE EVERY NIGHT IS "THE NIGHT" ..

ITS FUNNY, I HAVE SOME FRIENDS REALLY BEHIND ME & SUPPORTING EVERY STEP ALONG THIS JOURNEY WHILE OTHER "FRIENDS" DONT UNDERSTAND AND TRY TO PRESSURE ME TO DRINK AT ANY GIVEN CHANCE

SO THANKS TO ALL WHO ARE BEHIND ME IN THIS CRAZY DECISION..
AND FUCK OFF TO THE REST..

GO AHEAD CHALLENGE ME -- SO I CAN PROVE U WRONG