I take one, one, one cause you left me and
Two, two, two for my family and
Three, three, three for my heartache and
Four, four, four for my headaches and
Five, five, five for my loneliness and
Six, six, six for my sorrow and
Seven, seven for no tomorrow and
Eight, eight I forget what eight was for and
Nine, nine, nine for a lost God and
Ten, ten, ten, ten for everything

It could be so much better than this
It could be so much better ...

I don't want you to love me anymore
I don't want you to love me anymore

*listening to The Get Up Kids*

How did I get here?

"All men betray. All men lose heart."
- 16th Earl of Bruce, Braveheart

I realize its just a movie quote, but it has always seemed profound to me from the time that I heard it about 12 years ago. Profound and sad and true.

"Life's tragedy is that we grow old too soon and wise too late"
- Benjamin Franklin

Merry belated Christmas everyone!

I spent the holidays with family, which is always a bittersweet thing. I do not like being confronted with the inevitable passage of time, and watching my family get old (and even the family pets) is extremely distressing.

I don't know what any of it means, except that lately I have felt very keenly that I have wasted alot of time with not alot to show.

Back in Black!

I need a drink, in the most unhealthy way.

My frog died. RIP Jazz Hands.