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It recently occured to me, that I know what I don't believe but I don't know what I do believe.
"Early One Morning Late At Night"
One fine day in the middle of the night,
Two dead boys got up to fight,
Back to back they faced each other,
Drew their swords and shot each other,
One was blind and the other couldn't, see
So they chose a dummy for a referee.
A blind man went to see fair play,
A dumb man went to shout "hooray!"
A paralysed donkey passing by,
Kicked the blind man in the eye,
Knocked him through a nine inch wall,
Into a dry ditch and drowned them all,
A deaf policeman heard the noise,
And came to arrest the two dead boys,
If you don't believe this story's true,
Ask the blind man he saw it too!
"Early One Morning Late At Night"
One fine day in the middle of the night,
Two dead boys got up to fight,
Back to back they faced each other,
Drew their swords and shot each other,
One was blind and the other couldn't, see
So they chose a dummy for a referee.
A blind man went to see fair play,
A dumb man went to shout "hooray!"
A paralysed donkey passing by,
Kicked the blind man in the eye,
Knocked him through a nine inch wall,
Into a dry ditch and drowned them all,
A deaf policeman heard the noise,
And came to arrest the two dead boys,
If you don't believe this story's true,
Ask the blind man he saw it too!
Hmmm. Crazy week.
On Friday night at work some asshole grabbed a manager and poured HOT coffee down her shirt because she refused him more alcohol. He got arrested. She got 1st degree burns.
Poor dear. She's really sweet too.
I finally went back to school. Took my film midterm. I got a good grade but they had to deduct because it was late. so...Its better than taking a zero though. Hopefully i can pull my grade up before the semesters over. i dunno what i'm gunna do about piano.
I decided to skip barback at the casino and just go straight to bartender. I have heard that they train so i'm hoping it all works out. Stillllll trying to get that second job. i really need it.
I slept through Easter.
Lori and isaac...
On Friday night at work some asshole grabbed a manager and poured HOT coffee down her shirt because she refused him more alcohol. He got arrested. She got 1st degree burns.
Poor dear. She's really sweet too. I finally went back to school. Took my film midterm. I got a good grade but they had to deduct because it was late. so...Its better than taking a zero though. Hopefully i can pull my grade up before the semesters over. i dunno what i'm gunna do about piano.
I decided to skip barback at the casino and just go straight to bartender. I have heard that they train so i'm hoping it all works out. Stillllll trying to get that second job. i really need it.
I slept through Easter.
Lori and isaac...
...have birthdays coming up at the beginning of April. I guess I should start thinking about their gifts. What would a good gf get? Iono.
Oh yeah...i've been talking to my Ex-girllfriend.
Mindy
I dunno why but I kinda miss her.
And I keep changing my mind about my current gf. She's starting to grow on me....
Lori...
I was trying to hook her up with my first gf and first love, but I dunno now.
Tabb...
Whatever 
Probably going to get my ass kicked for saying this, but...
In my humble opinion, Bi chicks with "supportive husbands/boyfriends" are something to be avoided.
Bi people in general have been known to be a little wishy-washy anyway (Of course that's not for you upstanding Bi's, so put your tire irons down). Now, thats not to say that theres anything wrong with being Bi or having a man in your life. Its just that in my experience - it's bad news.
Scenario 1 - The girl who's Bi FOR her boyfriend/husband.
For the record, I'm not the type of lesbian who hates bi chicks but I am a little weary of them and this is one of the reasons why. Many a time I have met girls who claim to be bi. After getting to know them better I find out that they are "involved with someone" who turns out to be a husband or boyfriend - but don't worry because "My boyfriend supports." For the sake of this scenario lets say I agree to continue seeing this girl, eventully it becomes apparent that she has no previous lesbian experience (which again is troublesome but not entirely a bad thing)...okay...next thing you know she starts talking up her boyfriend and dropping little hints about incuding him in our "fun". That is where I would draw a line. The girls who clearly only "emerged from the closet" to appease the fantasy of their male lover with no regard to the feelings of the lesbian hottie they coerced are slime. They should be shot. This scenerio has played out many times and alot of times even if the bi chick in question doesn't have him join in or watch, she's telling him about it. Believe that he's getting off on your intimate experiences with this girl and/or gets off on the fact (or not) that his chick likes chicks.
Scenario 2 - The "it doesn't count with a girl" girl
This one is particularly annoying.
Have you ever known a bi girl who has a boyfriend who "allows" her to see women on the side because "being with a woman doesn't count"? I've actually had people say this to me. YEAH. Crazy, right? There are some bi chicks who don't take lesbian relationships seriously. They see it as something fun on the side with no real emotional attachments and no deeper levels of intimacy. it's just casual sex that they can get away with and still keep their man.
Scenario 3 - (Kinda off topic but...) - The Jump out, Jump in girls
This goes for some gay/lesbian people as well but I find its more prevalent in Bi folk.
Lets say you start dating a(n unattached) bi chick. Fine and dandy. You like her, she likes you, everythings great. You take her to the movies and snuggle as you watch, you take her to the park for a picnic and feed eachother grapes, you go to the grocery store to pick up some whipcream and...she's sees her aunt, immediately lets go of your hand and (if you "appear gay") wont even stand too close to you and almost acts like she doesn't know you. WTF? Usually, before you date someone you have that "how out are you?" convo. For some reason, possibly to help assure you of their dedication to queerdom, a lot of bi chicks will say they're out completely in the beginning and then you'll learn they're only out to some people or possibly only to you.
That always burns my buscuits.
While we're at it...
Scenario 4 - The girls who want you to be their lesbian science experiment
You all know what i'm talking about. That's bullshit.
For all these reasons and certainly more I avoid bi chicks and their husbands/boyfriends at all costs. I'm sure there are some solid bi chicks who actually appreciate lesbian love and all, but they seem to be few and far between.
Wow, that was long.
End.
In my humble opinion, Bi chicks with "supportive husbands/boyfriends" are something to be avoided.
Bi people in general have been known to be a little wishy-washy anyway (Of course that's not for you upstanding Bi's, so put your tire irons down). Now, thats not to say that theres anything wrong with being Bi or having a man in your life. Its just that in my experience - it's bad news.
Scenario 1 - The girl who's Bi FOR her boyfriend/husband.
For the record, I'm not the type of lesbian who hates bi chicks but I am a little weary of them and this is one of the reasons why. Many a time I have met girls who claim to be bi. After getting to know them better I find out that they are "involved with someone" who turns out to be a husband or boyfriend - but don't worry because "My boyfriend supports." For the sake of this scenario lets say I agree to continue seeing this girl, eventully it becomes apparent that she has no previous lesbian experience (which again is troublesome but not entirely a bad thing)...okay...next thing you know she starts talking up her boyfriend and dropping little hints about incuding him in our "fun". That is where I would draw a line. The girls who clearly only "emerged from the closet" to appease the fantasy of their male lover with no regard to the feelings of the lesbian hottie they coerced are slime. They should be shot. This scenerio has played out many times and alot of times even if the bi chick in question doesn't have him join in or watch, she's telling him about it. Believe that he's getting off on your intimate experiences with this girl and/or gets off on the fact (or not) that his chick likes chicks.
Scenario 2 - The "it doesn't count with a girl" girl
This one is particularly annoying.
Have you ever known a bi girl who has a boyfriend who "allows" her to see women on the side because "being with a woman doesn't count"? I've actually had people say this to me. YEAH. Crazy, right? There are some bi chicks who don't take lesbian relationships seriously. They see it as something fun on the side with no real emotional attachments and no deeper levels of intimacy. it's just casual sex that they can get away with and still keep their man.
Scenario 3 - (Kinda off topic but...) - The Jump out, Jump in girls
This goes for some gay/lesbian people as well but I find its more prevalent in Bi folk.
Lets say you start dating a(n unattached) bi chick. Fine and dandy. You like her, she likes you, everythings great. You take her to the movies and snuggle as you watch, you take her to the park for a picnic and feed eachother grapes, you go to the grocery store to pick up some whipcream and...she's sees her aunt, immediately lets go of your hand and (if you "appear gay") wont even stand too close to you and almost acts like she doesn't know you. WTF? Usually, before you date someone you have that "how out are you?" convo. For some reason, possibly to help assure you of their dedication to queerdom, a lot of bi chicks will say they're out completely in the beginning and then you'll learn they're only out to some people or possibly only to you.
That always burns my buscuits.
While we're at it...
Scenario 4 - The girls who want you to be their lesbian science experiment
You all know what i'm talking about. That's bullshit.
For all these reasons and certainly more I avoid bi chicks and their husbands/boyfriends at all costs. I'm sure there are some solid bi chicks who actually appreciate lesbian love and all, but they seem to be few and far between.
Wow, that was long.
End.
Two (?) Year Plan:
Education:
All things going well, graduate Valley College with an AA in Liberal Arts in May 2009.
Begin CSULB as an English Major with a focus on Creative Writing and a Minor in Business in August 2009.
God only knows how long it will take me to graduate but thats the plan so far.
Career:
I'm currently working as a Busser at a Casino. I've been told (and have researched) that this will aid me in my attempt to become a Barback and then finally Bartender.
So Currently - Busser. In 90 days my 120 day probation period will be over at the casino and I will transfer to Barback.
However I am currently applying at other establishments as Barback. So sometime in the next 3 months I WILL be a barback.
Bartenders the tricky part. I have no experience which is why I want to barback first. I decided against bartending school, so I will be self-taught until I get some hands-on experience hopefully during my work as barback.
Long story short : Busser - Barback - Bartender
Eventually I want to own my own bar..but...that'll take more than two years.
Location:
Currently residing in Shithole, Inland Empire,Ca - 2008
Long Beach, Ca (due to school) - august 2009
Dublin, Ireland - Hopefully 2012
Is it funny that my life is revolving around Alcohol and I don't even drink?
Thats the plan. Lets see how it works out....
Education:
All things going well, graduate Valley College with an AA in Liberal Arts in May 2009.
Begin CSULB as an English Major with a focus on Creative Writing and a Minor in Business in August 2009.
God only knows how long it will take me to graduate but thats the plan so far.
Career:
I'm currently working as a Busser at a Casino. I've been told (and have researched) that this will aid me in my attempt to become a Barback and then finally Bartender.
So Currently - Busser. In 90 days my 120 day probation period will be over at the casino and I will transfer to Barback.
However I am currently applying at other establishments as Barback. So sometime in the next 3 months I WILL be a barback.
Bartenders the tricky part. I have no experience which is why I want to barback first. I decided against bartending school, so I will be self-taught until I get some hands-on experience hopefully during my work as barback.
Long story short : Busser - Barback - Bartender
Eventually I want to own my own bar..but...that'll take more than two years.
Location:
Currently residing in Shithole, Inland Empire,Ca - 2008
Long Beach, Ca (due to school) - august 2009
Dublin, Ireland - Hopefully 2012
Is it funny that my life is revolving around Alcohol and I don't even drink?
Thats the plan. Lets see how it works out....
Hey.
Been super busy!
I got my check today. its so lame. Way smaller than I expected. Hardly enough to cover my bills. I went today and applied for a second job. Overnights 3 days at a fast food joint. Atleast with overnights Its just drive thru customers. Less bullshit. They can't get in. hahaha.
I'm confused about the girlfriend situation. Last week I wanted to break up with her and I have been trying to hook her up with my ex but I dunno now. eh.
Been super busy!
I got my check today. its so lame. Way smaller than I expected. Hardly enough to cover my bills. I went today and applied for a second job. Overnights 3 days at a fast food joint. Atleast with overnights Its just drive thru customers. Less bullshit. They can't get in. hahaha.
I'm confused about the girlfriend situation. Last week I wanted to break up with her and I have been trying to hook her up with my ex but I dunno now. eh.
I'm sleepy.
Monday - Temecula with Tabb (My First Love) and Lori (My Current Gf)
Wednesday & Thursday - Anahiem for April's (My BFF) Birthday
Check it!
Wednesday & Thursday - Anahiem for April's (My BFF) Birthday
Check it!
Fun Fun Fun
I got new work shoes today with extra cushion. I hope they help my feet. I can barely walk at the end of my shifts. They feel all soft n stuff though so, here's hoping.
Tell me if you think this is crazy. I work 9p.m. to 5a.m. at the casino thursday thru sunday. I want to work 4p.m. to 4a.m. at the bread factory monday thru wednesday. Mind you, it's a 12 hour shift but it is only 3 days and it will only be for about 3 months. It does mean I won't have days off and I won't have a social life. But I will get ahead on my bills and be able to save up. I'm going to wait until April or May to start because I still want to make sure I do well in school. It looks like I'll be working 7 days a week. For 3 months. Yep.
Oh at work yesterday I saw one of the bartender chicks all dressed up. Turns out she got promoted to supervisor. WTF? I mean its kewl and shows we can definately move up there. But thats a huge leap. Oh well. It wont be long before I move up to Barback and then finally bartender. Then I'll stick around for about a year before I take off to Long Beach. I'm actually considering moving to Ireland. I want to take a trip there next year first to see how it agrees with me. We'll see.
Love you Bitches!
Tell me if you think this is crazy. I work 9p.m. to 5a.m. at the casino thursday thru sunday. I want to work 4p.m. to 4a.m. at the bread factory monday thru wednesday. Mind you, it's a 12 hour shift but it is only 3 days and it will only be for about 3 months. It does mean I won't have days off and I won't have a social life. But I will get ahead on my bills and be able to save up. I'm going to wait until April or May to start because I still want to make sure I do well in school. It looks like I'll be working 7 days a week. For 3 months. Yep.
Oh at work yesterday I saw one of the bartender chicks all dressed up. Turns out she got promoted to supervisor. WTF? I mean its kewl and shows we can definately move up there. But thats a huge leap. Oh well. It wont be long before I move up to Barback and then finally bartender. Then I'll stick around for about a year before I take off to Long Beach. I'm actually considering moving to Ireland. I want to take a trip there next year first to see how it agrees with me. We'll see.
Love you Bitches!
Yesss. I got paid today. I also got my schedule. They gave me 3 days off which normally i'd bitch at, but since I need a second job anyway i'd rather have 3 days off from the Casino.
Now, I just have to find a part time job. I'm probably just gunna go for something easy - minimum wage. Like fast food or something. It will suck but it isn't permanent anyway. I just need to get ahead on some bills and save up some extra dough.
My break light keeps coming on when I press the break and then the gas. Does anyone know what that means? I don't. I'm gunna have my dad check it later today.
I'm tired as fuck. Its nearly 6a.m. I have class at 9a.m. and then another at 1p.m. (And Its a test so I have to show up). And then I have work again at 9p.m. So yeah. Thinking I might skip some of my first class. Show up at 11 or so maybe? its from 9 - 11:50 and then math is from 1 to 2:50. ugh. School is kickin my ass.
I talked to my girlfriend about some of the things that have been bothering me. She's completely clueless. that's all I have to say about that.
Happy Leap Day!
Now, I just have to find a part time job. I'm probably just gunna go for something easy - minimum wage. Like fast food or something. It will suck but it isn't permanent anyway. I just need to get ahead on some bills and save up some extra dough.
My break light keeps coming on when I press the break and then the gas. Does anyone know what that means? I don't. I'm gunna have my dad check it later today.
I'm tired as fuck. Its nearly 6a.m. I have class at 9a.m. and then another at 1p.m. (And Its a test so I have to show up). And then I have work again at 9p.m. So yeah. Thinking I might skip some of my first class. Show up at 11 or so maybe? its from 9 - 11:50 and then math is from 1 to 2:50. ugh. School is kickin my ass.
I talked to my girlfriend about some of the things that have been bothering me. She's completely clueless. that's all I have to say about that.
Happy Leap Day!
QUick Updates.
I'm Curious.
I want to break up with her.
My account is overdrawn.
I love my frikin car.
I'm getting ready for work.
I'm horny.
I'm Curious.
I want to break up with her.
My account is overdrawn.
I love my frikin car.
I'm getting ready for work.
I'm horny.
GOOD NEWS!!!!
I'm soooooo frikin happy!
OMG.
I have to get ready for work now but YAYYYYY! one more time. SOOO happy!
Thank God..
