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APRIL 30, 2008 @ 11:21 PM | 1 COMMENT

I don't take shit from anyone.

Especially anyone with a penis.

Don't fucking be rude to me and try to use having a bad day as an excuse.

There's never an acceptable excuse to be rude or mean to anyone.

There's nobody I need in my life bad enough to excuse that kind of behavior.

so FUCK OFF.

That is all.
APRIL 30, 2008 @ 06:06 PM | NO COMMENTS

The Bottom

Been livin this little lie
For too long now
Been taking up all this time
With too much wine
Well you know that you've forgotten
When you can't remember what you know

If I could find the bottom, baby
I'd crawl back to you

I'll take a glass of sympathy
If love runs dry
It doesn't matter much too me
But, don't say goodbye
I know I was the one you wanted
But that was ended long ago

If I could find the bottom, baby
I'd crawl back to you

Mystified by the distance were apart
But if you try you can listen to my heart
When every thing you love is gone
All that's left is what is true

If I could find the bottom, baby
I'd crawl back to you


APRIL 27, 2008 @ 07:31 AM | 1 COMMENT

1) If you got married to your significant other what would your last name be?
Corgan! Ha, I wish.

2) What did you do today?
From Midnight til 6:01am I was working then drove home, now this. Today just started obviously.

3) When do you plan on having kids or your next kid?
NEVER

4) Do you know a secret about your last ex that would embarrass them?
Yes

5) Can you take a bra off with one hand?
Yes, yes I can.

6) Can you use chopsticks?
Yes

7) How old were you when you lost your first tooth?
Who knows dude<--Right?

8) Were you a hyper or mellow kid?

Mellow

9) Why did you throw up last?
Vitamin C OD

12) Ever been to the Statue of Liberty?
Nope

13) Voting for Hillary?
Maybe

14) How many e-mail addresses do you have?
A Few

15) Do you HAVE to have brand name stuff?
Nup

16) Last time you washed your hair?
Um...Lol.

17) Who will you be sleeping with tonight?
Nobody, I work at night

18) Do you like Oreos?
Nah not really

19) Do you send out Thank-You cards?
Nah

20) Can you ice skate?
Yep

21) Do you have a brother?
Yep

22) Do you know how to change a diaper?
Yep

23) Do you flip people off while driving?
Yep

24) what color is your car?
Black

25) Would you take a bullet for anyone?
Maybe

26) Do you keep a planner?
Nah

27) Who's your favorite American Idol judge?
None

28) Do you like to grocery shop?
No

29) What kind of mood are you in?
SLEEPY

30) Last time you cleaned?
Today at work shiiiiiit

31) Did you get an Easter basket?
Yes, actually. loris gave me one <3

32) What pills do you take daily?
Mind your own!

33) Are you in anyone's wedding this year?
No

34) Do you do your own laundry?
Yup

35) Do you go tanning?
No

36) Has someone close to you passed away this year?
No!!! frown

37) Bubble baths or showers?
Shower

41) Paper or plastic?
Plastic

42) Do you watch "The Hills"?
Nup

43) Last CD you played?
A mix I made

44) What did you do last Saturday night?
Worked

45) What do you order from mcdonalds?
Ew

46) Which one of your friends is going to have the cutest baby?
I dunno but Ethan is the cutest so far

47) What is the theme of your bedroom?
Drunk Lesbian

48) Wearing any bracelets?
My cum bracelet

49) Last thing someone bought for you?
ummm....Iono. Loris and Tabbis got me gas the otherday. Or Petrol.Ay Tabb?

50) What are you going to do now?
Sitting on my floor right now. about to get in bed. Just realized i'm drinkin OJ for the first time since I vomited from drinking all that damn OJ at Tabbs. frown Puke.

APRIL 22, 2008 @ 12:32 AM | 4 COMMENTS

My back hurts. That is all.
APRIL 20, 2008 @ 06:17 AM | 2 COMMENTS

Update!

Lori moved in. She's having childcare difficulties and the Daddy's family keeps scaring her with threats of taking her son away. Both the Daddy and I have assured her that they can't and have no rights to him at all. She's still freaked out about it. Other than that. Everythings going okay with her. She's working which is great, we totally need the money.We found a roomie for our apartment in OC. Still have yet to find an apartment though. We'll get on that. Trying to get Lori her driver's license. Still waiting to hear back from my old boss about re-hiring me. My job is stressfull as fuck. The coworkers are insane! Only a month left right?

It 420! Lori and I are gunna buy a hookah...machine? What do they call them? I dunno. But I need sleep. And thats about all the update I can handle right now.

You know who's sexy as? Jonathan Davis. Yep.
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APRIL 13, 2008 @ 12:57 PM | 4 COMMENTS

Ahhhhh fuck. The shit is hitting the fan and everythings happening so fast.

Lori's gran kicked her out and she has to be gone by tonight. I told her to pack her and Isaac's things and she can come over here for a bit, but in reality I dunno if that will fly. Not because I don't want her here but because it's not my house. Hopefully no one will notices that she's moved completely in, because she does work and her ex takes Isaac for visitation 3 days a week and his mum babysits when she's at work so hopefully they'll just think she's here a lot. It's not like she's not always around anyway.

We are planning on moving to the OC in about two weeks but I'm not sure if we can find a room to rent or an apartment that quick. Lori has a guarunteed job there, which is where I used to work, but I pissed off the owner when I left so i'm still waiting to see if she'll take me back. They're apparently really desperate for people right now, so I'm hoping. We have to get Lori a drivers license and a car, find me a job, find a place to live and find daycare for Isaac. All of this can be done, but we have almost no time and not much money at present.

I was planning to move out there alone for 2 weeks and ask Elissa to stay at hers for a bit but now that Lori has nowhere to go she'll have to come when I do and I don't think Elissa will let us both stay. She might but we'd have to leave Isaac behind for about a month at Lori's mums until we get settled and i don't think Lori would do that.

I HATE my job at present. I thought I could move up to bartender from my position but the manager told me it requires 3 months in the barback position prior to 3 months in the shit graveyard bartender postion where you don't even work with alcohol. So, i'm not holding on to this job. I'm trying to find another suitable job in the OC before I put in my two weeks notice at this job though.

Even though I crave change and fun, I also need stability and to feel safe in my choices. We're pretty much screwed. I'll let you know what happens. I'm hoping, a MIRACLE.

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APRIL 10, 2008 @ 07:09 PM | 5 COMMENTS

APRIL 10, 2008 @ 01:56 PM | 5 COMMENTS

I'm Your Lover...
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I'm Your Zero...
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love
APRIL 4, 2008 @ 06:17 AM | 5 COMMENTS

I broke up with Lori Finally. I felt bad but it needed to be done. We're still friends thankfully. Hopefully we both find someone we truly care about in the future.

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MARCH 30, 2008 @ 06:11 AM | 5 COMMENTS

Who would You Pick?

LORI
Current Gf.

Pros: Sweet, Caring, In love with me, Im used to her and comfortable with her
Cons: No Spark, Has A Kid (and a baby daddy), Has a crazy ass family and ghetto ass friends, is (Kinda) stupid...



CHRISTINA
Former stalkee

Pros: BIG JUGS (haha), Intellegent, Cute, She's interested
Cons: Has a bf named Billy (Whom I actually like but still)



MINDY
Underaged X

Pros: I like her, used to her, good kisser, She's in love with me
Cons: She lives 40 minutes away, She's underaged (17 and threfore Immature and insecure to an annoying level), She's jaded( I broke her heart)



I've never had this problem before...

Also Frankus is in love with me. Haha jk buddy.

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