A lot of bad things happen. But you can not let it get you down.

People are really animals who are supposed to live in a pack. Like wild dogs. Or a troop of monkeys.

No matter how you feel. Someone out there cares. I promise you.

I found out the hard way. Life can suck. And somebody really does care.

In yesterdays journal I mentioned how tired I was.

Then I slept for 14 hours.

Feeling good now.

If I could just get a woman to touch my penis.

Tired. So very tired. Been on my feet 8 hours both Sat. and Sun.

Ate pasta. Got in the sleeping bag. Mmmm futon.

Boom.

Started at the fireworks store today. It was alright. Pretty quiet. The place is literally twice the size of the other store I worked at. So there is plenty to do. (stocking, etc.)

My car has been giving me the "check engine" light. It has been burning oil. So I got an oil change. At Wal-Mart.

Guess who was Working? Mary. So we chatted while I got my lube job. And I finally gave her my number.

Last night caught me off guard when I saw her. AND she was wearing more make-up than usual. So it was weird. Don't know why. It just was a little weird.

Today was a different day. And I was in there, like swimwear. (wedgie)

Oh, she also told me she was pretty much a slut. So I am such a happy boy.

Buenos Noches.

Crap.

I saw Mary. She came over to talk to me as I left the store. She had come in to get honey bbq wings. I had gotten groceries.

Didn't give her my number or get hers. It just didn't happen. So fucking frustration. Not sure, this might be a sign.

Where are the 25-30 year old women?

Spring break startis at 8:55 tonight. That is when my last class lets out.

Got a job. Week ends running a fire works store. Woo hoo.

I saw Mary this morning. Finally got to school on time. And there she was, on her way to class. Saw her from a long way off. Then started running. Then called her name. "MAREEE" Heart a flutter.

OK Better day. Things went well at school.

Guess I really like school. Learning is fun. (Me=Nerd)

Gonna go to JOBLINK to use there fax machina and printer.

In the immortal words of Hannibal Lecter: "Okee Dokee"

I have a sore throat. And its raining.

I need a job.

Today is my Birthday.

The world is at war. I got fired on Wednesday.

But I am going to have a Happy Birthday! Damn it.

There are 2 girls that seem interested in me. So I am going after the two of them. Today.

Gonna see a movie.

And dinner with my Mom.

"A boys best friend is his mother"-Norman Bates.

What a fucking day.

First, the good news. I had a hard time sleeping last night. So I went online to find some SX-70 film. Found it.

So, at lunch I went by the place that had the film. Then drove to the beach to look at girls in bikini's.

At the end of the work day, my boss lets me go with no warning. I knew working for that crazy bastard was iffy.