So we are really going to Germany...and Im torn!!

I really wanna go; its a great opportunity plus there's all the traveling that we'll be able to do....but I wont have my girls!! I'll have to leave them behind for three years!! Chris says I can come visit but its just not going to be the same without them!!

We've made arrangements for the girls to stay with Chris's dad but...my girls are so spoiled I know his dad will do a good job taking care of them but its not going to be the same level of care that they receive from me!! Plus we have to get a fence put up around his dads yard cause Mali is afraid of being put on a run!! Shes afraid of a lot of things including the dark she hates floaties in her water and dosent like to be cold!! Likes to be tucked in at night, has never slept without me!! Is afraid of loud noises, the broom and the vacuum!! Loves playing in the water but refuses to walk in wet grass!! Shes never met a stranger or a food she dosent like!! She also as a sensitive stomach and is on the bland diet at least one every two months and has allergies, in addition to a preexisting skin condition!!

Zada on the other hand is easy going. Very low maintenance she only has one quirk and that abandonment issues!! She doesn't like to be separated from Mali and needs a set schedule!! Any disruption of said schedule results in her acting out in order to cope!!

Not only is my life going to be turned upside down so is the girls, I just hope the next three years go by with out any snafu's!! I am really looking forward to going for the whole experience though!!

So Im a whole year older now...and not much the wiser!! Took another stupid management position (even though I swore I never would) and Im right back in the middle of the same ole bullshit just with a different company!! I'd love to just walk out and say take this job and shove it I dont need you or your idiot ways but there's the sadist side of me that wants to stick around and see how bad it can really get!! I mean how much more torturous can it be to go thought 40+ sittings a day with out of control kids, screaming babies and grumpy piss poor parents all with a holiday smile on!! Cant be any worse than a normal soul sucking day of 15+ sittings with out of control kids, screaming babies and grumpy piss poor parents!!

I dont know if this is an upside or a downside we are currently hiring looking for anybody no experience reqiured!!

Just great!!

So Im all by my lonesome!! Its just me and the girls till the 26!!

Six whole years on Tuesday!! Its unreal how time has flown by!!

The big bosses are coming to see me today!! Damn everyone for talking me up now I really have some big shoes to fill!! Why couldn't I just be a failure then there'd be no pressure!! Well cross your fingers, say a prayer wish me luck or whatever!!

Im back!!

And I have good news and bad news!!

Good news is Chris and i are moving to Germany!! Bad news is that I'll have to leave my girls behind for three years!! We are looking into see if we can take both girls but if not we have made arrangements with his dad to watch them!!

Now I have to write a care guide so they continue to get the level of care they are accustomed to!! Yes I know they are spoiled but they deserve it!!

...headed for MI for 2 weeks!!

So I got an awesome job offer today!! Working at Owen Mills as a photographer!! Hours are great, the people I would be working with seem really cool!! The pay is decent and theres bonuses to make as well!! And they said its not hard with their location to meet and get the bonuses!! Which is even better!! Karen the one lady really loved me the only problem is that I have a vacation scheduled to see my family (whom I haven't seen in about a year) in about 3 weeks and would be gone for about 3 weeks!! I don't know if I should wait and see if i can get hired after I get back or forgo my vacay and see if they will hire me right now!! Decisions!! HELP!!

On a light note this pic cracks me up!! LOL Her shirt says Biscuits are a Girls Best Friend!! LOL

So I got a job....

Yeah Im happy to be working but I really didnt wanna be a waitress!! I really wanted to do something with my degree but nope we live in suburbia hell!! I cant wait to get outta TX!!

Well Im not a librarian!! And Im kinda bummed!! I guess Im going to have to resort to rolling up my sleeves and getting a job in either retail or at a restaurant!! Damn this suburbia hell hole!!

Keep your fingers crossed for me!! I applied for a job as a library clerk!! How hot would that be!! I am concerned about my girls though!!


And how they will take being left alone!! Mali has SA!! She has been doing really well since we got Zada!! The longest we've left the two alone was almost 8 hours one weekend and we came home to no messes what so ever!! Which was really nice but in all fairness we made sure that they were going to be tired by taking them on long walks the day before and running them to death cause after all a tired dog is a happy dog!! So we shall see....