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Happy New Year SG.

gosh i havent been around in a very long time. i miss this place so much. SG...how i love thee. absense totally makes the heart grow fonder...x 10.

im pretty sure that isnt the correct spelling of asbense.. absince? no, definetly not. i used to be a really good speller. what happened to that?

there are so many awesome new girls around, i see. must look more. bye!

I have stopped paying for internet. Now I just..borrow.. a wireless connection from one of my neighbors. It rarely works and there's a much better chance of it working consistently if i bring the laptop out on my back stoop and use it there. Not always practical and never comfortable. oh well. I finally rented black snake moan last night. Great movie. I think a lot of movies want to show that fucked up people can still have a happy ending. But those movies seem to always end up too sugary or really watered down. This one was just right.

New Post. Nothing much to say. Well, there are a few things but I don't feel like writing about it right now. I will say that I'm reading Ellen's book "The Funny Thing Is..." again. It's so fun. Ellen DeGeneres is a wonderful person.

I'm poor. And I'm really worried and sad about it. I waxed my little mustache the other day and the results were fantastic! I was really impressed. Legs, you're next!!! I like talking about topics that aren't very pretty. Like that time I did the blog about how I stopped shaving for like 2 months. No one really knew what to comment. whatev. haha

Don't worry, though, my next blog will most definetly not mention a mustache or any kind of hair removal method or lack thereof. I know it's not cute.

Now I would like to talk about my husband. Not because of the creepy messages, but because I like to and I think it's kind of a shame that it's more socially accepted for you to bitch about your spouse that it is to go on and on about how much you love them. So yeah, it's not just me bragging and being sappy. It's a political statement or something...yeah. So if you think this kind of thing is annoying and/or makes you feel like crap. seriously don't read it. join the Dating Sucks group or if you're already in it then read some of thier threads.

I love Josh. I love when we high five. I love when I hear a crap love song I still think of him even though it's a crap song. He really is my best friend. I don't just mean like were close, I mean we laugh and talk and hang out like friends. We have times when we're lovey or cutesy or when we're a couple or fighting or we're sexual, but day to day we're great friends. One of our friends said " When something happens or I tell him something, Josh is always like "oh fuck! really? I cant wait to tell Bri..." and its just so funny because it's just so obvious that your shit is real". The reason I thought that was a cool comment is because usually people say that stuff won't last. To that, I answer: 6 years. But I don't answer that way all the time, sometimes I just say "ok." because I know there are people who say 6 isn't long enough, that we've still only been married for 3, we're still in the honeymoon stage. I know people will say it after 10 years and people still separate after 20 or 30 or 40 years. So we will never really be able to prove we'll last to everyone. But telling each other is enough. He's really the only one who should be convinced that I'll always be there for him. fuck everyone else.

It's also funny how he can tell me a story and I'll be like "ok, you're lying about this this and this but this part is true." and he'll be like "fuck! youre too good! you're no fun." And one time, we were walking and we walked by a place that had part of the paint peeling off it's door. It's right across the street from where I wait for the bus and I look at it all the time and I always think shape of where the paint peeled off looks like Johnny Bravo turning into a hamster. I was like "oh my god, I can finally show you this. I look at this door all the time. Doesn't that look like Johnny Bravo tuning into a hamster?"and he just laughed out loud so hard. I was like "what?" and he's like "I just love that you think wierd things like that...yeah I see it..." and then he made a motion like he was turning into a hamster. I totally wasn't expecting that reaction partly because I thought I told him about it before, he just never saw the door. and I just didnt expcet such an over the top response. I was just hoping he would see what I was talking about. So I guess I just felt good because he understood me and loved that about me.

the end.

and also hello to my new friends. I have about 5 or so.

Thanks to everyone for the nice comments on my pictures. And especially thanks to everyone who was my friend before I had pictures of my "special place" on here. I guess it still counts if you were my friend in hopes I would have naked pics eventually. haha.

and to some other people:

At first, when I got a few friend requests the same day as I put those pics up I was like "uhhh" but then I was like "jeez Bri, get over yourself. It's not like you're a SG. They're the only ones who get a ton of random friend requests and creepy messages.,,right?" Wrong-O, Bucko (btw, I love that phrase). I got some wierd messages and about 9 friend requests. Considering I only have about 20 friends, that's kinda a lot to me. I'm sorry to be a biotch, but I don't think that you seeing my vagina is a good enough reason for us to be friends. I know being friends on here isn't that big of a deal, but I like my friends and have something in common with each of them. I want to at least semi-keep up with thier journals, and comment sometimes. I don't want people I genuinely like to get lost in the shuffle of people who just want a collection of naked chicks as "friends". When I request someone's friendship, (which I don't do super often), most of the time I've commented on something they've said in groups or boards or in thier journal or sometimes it's just because I have something in common with them or I think they're funny etc. I may also think they're hot, but that's never the only reason. So anyways, I really hope this didn't sound too "I'm soo totally cool and hott and sexy 4ever!!1" I just felt like I had to say this. I understand that stuff comes with the territory of having naked pics up, I'm just explaining why I may have denied some people. thanks again for all nice comments.

Love, me