I am canceling my account this year...
So if you want to stay in touch, send me a message or a comment.


Also, if anyone needs a bartender in NYC, I'm looking for a job- I'm certified.

I AM BEGINNING TO Feel like every new set I see on SG, I've seen it all before....

Does anyone know of a good piercer somewhere in NYC>?

I've been wanting a good piercer here, but all I see are trendy places...(one piercer I talked to was high....which is cool, but not when you're about to put holes in my body).

I'm looking for someone safe and talented.
I don't think it's too much to ask.

Well, hello SG.
I haven't been on here in so long. I decided to visit, and I remember what I was missing.

I guess I don't have much to write, really.

Since I last posted, I am in school in Brooklyn.
I went to Costa Rica this summer.
I fire danced for the first time, which was Amazing.

I am really Happy I am here. Where I live now sucks balls (no, not in that good way), but I am near NYC. There's so much opportunity here, and good people. Much better than New Hampshire, though I miss it there..some places will always be home, even if they have sucky aspects.

Coming on here again reminds me of how celibate I have been for...so long. At first it was by choice...I decided to be celibate for a little while after a break-up, to decide what I wanted. But then my celibacy was slightly broken over the Summer. Now I have been (celibate), not really from deciding to be so, but because the opportunity has not arisen, or I have not taken the bait, or pursued anyone enough. I usually don't pursue much, I enjoy being pursued.

So, oh well I suppose.
Since I have been pretty much celibate for about 9 months now, I know that when I finally have sex again it will be Amazing.

I am dating one person right now (not relationship, just dating casually), and I am interested in a couple other people...mostly one in particular, which is progressing painstakingly slow. I don't know what's with men who don't like to pursue someone.
And it is hard to tell if the Beautiful women in my life are gay/curious. It used to not really matter....cause straight girls would easily become curious. But I think I am more reluctant towards straight girls since I had a bad experience.....and besides, where am I really going to go with a straight girl? She'll still claim to be straight when someone asks her.

This is how I feel>

Still sick...avoiding going to the doctor cause I have no health insurance for the time being.....and I don't like doctors.

I found a Kitty outside the garage door a couple nights ago, so I let her sleep in the basement, and put my Cats in my room....she left in the morning, and last night she came back again.....poor Kitty. She has no collar. I let her stay in the garage today..I'm glad I did because it started snowing ::yuck:: today, and she would be very cold and without food...and even easier prey for the Owls, Coyotes, and whatever else it is that eats Cats around here.
I am taking her to the SPCA by the end of the week. I'll be sad to see her go...she's the friendliest Cat I've ever met...even friendlier than Oscar....but there are already two Cats here.

My Dog died a week or two ago. It fucking sucked. I was mad because we put him to sleep. I miss him a lot.

Banana sucks my ass...but it's a job. MOST of the Manager's are pretty nice...besides not being allowed to leave when I'm sick. I think I actually get paid more than most of the associates, which is kinda surprising. And they're nice about ordering Vege head food when we have store money. I just have to remember that it's normal none of their clothes fit me because they're clothes are not made for real sized people...just very skinny ones. and I have big boobs...which are Delicious and Beautiful.

Okay, that's it for now.

Adios

Wow...I haven't written on here in forever.....well, I got a new tattoo since I last wrote, Yay....It's a Rainbow Star on my right inner/upper arm ....it's done in a dotmatrix style, so the only solid line is the black outline...I like it very much...

I've also moved to New jersey...and right now I am searching (seemingly endlessly) for a job and an apartment. I'm Hoping to find something in Counseling/Social Services, but I'll take whatever comes along at this point.

One of my friends recently passed away.......this is very sucky....I'm not really sure how to talk about it.....it just sucks...he was so young....one of those people, you know, who is really sweet-hearted, gentle and understanding....I just don't get it...

I guess there's not much more I want to write about right now, so...that's it for now

Ah, Lovely car accident today. I have not had any luck around cars lately...I should start taking the bus or find my bike to ride.

On the way to meet Korbsy at the SPCA, some kid slammed on his brakes in front of me, and I whacked him from behind.....so it's almost definite insurance will blame me. Here's to wishing I hadn't just dropped my collision. Damnit.

Skeleton Key is a pretty messed up movie...but it's still pretty good (that's my randomness for the night).

I AM 20! I feel old, which is silly, I know, but I do. I went to Canobie Lake Park to celebrate, and there were definitely WAY too many screaming little kids, yikes. I guess I've outgrown places like that. I might still give Watercountry a try this summer (I dont think you can ever outgrow that).
AND, for one of my bday presents I got a gift certificate to Spiderbite to start my tattoo I'm pretty psyched. but still second-guessing the placement.

That's pretty much it for new and exciting news.

(Justin fell in Love with a one-eyed Kitty today )

My left nipple ring grew out:*(

Well, it was beginning to grow out, and I was advised to take it out and wait a few months to get it done again....there is now a HOLE in my nipple....not where the metal used to be....weird.

Ellissa moved out yesterday.
It was weird.
Sad.
Bittersweet.

We were just starting to get along again, and starting to talk again, and then she left.

I talked to Dane tonight, which made me very happy.
I haven't talked to him (besides letters) since before xmas when he left.
He's doing pretty well...he says trainging is easy and stuff. he sounded exhausted. I miss him..can't wait for him to come home to visit....two more months.

Does anybody know anything about....those tattoos that are done like...dots>? It's hard to explain...and I do not know if there's a specific name or something for it...I know I've seen them in some tattoo mags before....but I haven't been able to find any examples since, and I don't know of any artists who do it.
But that's what I want for my Star tat...and now that I managed to save some money, I'm looking into it. I don't want to have someone do it who doesn't know what to do and have it look shitty tho.....so if anyone knows anything about this, I would greatly appreciate it.

Oh, did you know "pussy" isn't actually a word>?(not pussy as in Vagina, pussy as in piercings puss...)...the real word is "purulent" and/or "suppurative"....hm.