Hey everyone

Not a happy blog today....one of the girls I grew up with passed away this week, so things have just been completely fucked....She was like a little sister, only 18....RIP Jamie Lee. The funeral is on Monday and till then ill be busy with funeral stuff and after that, I dont think ill be in a very good state...So ill be offline for a week or so..


Love Ya

Hey Everyone

Just a quickie

So its saturday nite here, and im just getting ready to head out, been busy with the webcam and dressing up..Have a great weekend everyone.....

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Hiya

So ive packed in my job, probably not a good thing at the moment with so many losing theirs, but ive been so unhappy there....Now I just have to find something new that I love....That should be easy...NOT. I can be so fickle if I am not kept interested
I am thinking tho, I might even look abroad, its about time I had a new adventure

I finally got my new lounge delivered, I bought it in December and its only just been finished and delivered....How long does it take to make a couch????? But I must say I LOVE it...very comfy.

So here's to some time off and hopefully a wonderful new job soon....

Love Ya

Mwah



Getting ready for bedtime

Hello Everyone

Been a while since I logged on, things have been a little hectic in paisita world....All is good tho

Been missing SG heaps, but im back now and I ain't going nowhere......

It was Mardi Gras this weekend here in Old Sydney Town......The parade was awesome and partying afterwards was even better....Here are a couple of photos of me heading out to a friends mardi gras lingerie party.....Very interesting party There were sex toys being waved about at one point and all sorts of things

Not sure if you can see in the photos properly, but I chopped my hair off last week. Not completely, but this is definitely a new look for me, I still freak out when I see myself in the mirror

I have finally managed to get some time of work and wouldn't you know it???? Raining I was so hoping that I would be able to spend a few days at the beach, gettin a bit of sun, I guess I am just going to have to go shopping instead

Well I gotta love you and leave you for now

you all

Mwah

Hallooo big wide world....

Had a fantastic day today, keeping busy and behaving (its fun to do sometimes)......

Had a great dinner with one of my oldest girlfriends and after a few too many wines, I thought I'd take a couple of pics now that im home....

Enjoy..







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Hi All

So im feeling much better today......Still like crap, but better. Spoke to MM's mum and she made me feel better. I still just need to speak to him to make sure he is ok, then I will be ok.....

Anyways, heading out for a night on the town with one of my oldest girfriends tomorrow night....Lets see if I can get her to stay out and have a few too many So much more fun that way....We'll see how we go...

Lots of



Mwah



Love U MM

So I just found out that my ex bf is back in gaol after only 7 months out after a long 6 years inside......I feel absolutely sick

I may not want to be with him (as his gf) anymore but he is one of my bestest friends and I love him beyond words. There is nothing I would not do for him......I feel like my heart is breaking, this actually hurts a million times worse than we we broke up. I feel so awful for his family, new gf and him....But it was always on the cards with his kind of lifestyle I dont even know how to put into words how hollow I feel knowing that he wont be around to hang out with for at least another couple of years..........

To make things even worse (and on a some what lighter note), he is the one who is doing my back tatt and I dont want anyone one else to touch it but him, so I guess that its going to stay unfinished for a while yet....I am just going to have to get started on the next one in the meantime....

Well bye for now...

Mwah

Hello Everybody.....

Hope everyone had a GREAT weekend.....I have an awesome one. My friends took me for a belated birthday night out, and we had a ball I cant believe that the sun was up when I got home...I havn't done that in years

I am hoping to have a quiet week this week. I think im coming down with the flu and it fells horrible so I am at home today, very naughty not going into work.....

Hope you like the couple new pics I put in my album, took those as I was getting ready to head out on Sat night.

And this is a painting my ex bf did of me....although I dont remember my skirt being quite that short Still I love the painting (its hangs above me bed, used to be in the living room in my old place but somehow I dont think that my flatmates girlfriend would appreciate it in the living room here).

As for my date from last week. I have put an end to that little tryst....It can only end badly.......Besides ive just finished reading Twighlight and am now in love with a vampire ....Nuts I know

Well I am going to say bye for now, goin to try get some rest and get rid of this icky feeling.

Lots of love and kisses to you all

Mwah

Howdy Y'all

So I went on a date last night (I met him while out celebrating my birthday on Saturday nite).....

He seemed (well is) a really nice guy. Smart, very cute, funny. Really a catch..................................................

And here comes the but; he was already trying to tell me wat to do I mean I only just met him and he was telling me that I wasn't to wear anything short anymore unless I was out with him, no more tattoo's and a few other things. And he seems to be the VERY jealous and possessive type.

Now I like my men to be men, but wat is it with men who think that they can tell a woman what to do and expect her to answer to him?????? (That's wat he told me)...

Where are all the good men????

Other that that, it was good to get out on a date. Only my second one since the end of my last relationship. Good practice I guess

Other than that, this rainy weather is killing me. I couldn't even go to the beach for my birthday cause it was all cold, rainy and windy. Fingers crossed that it clears up before the weekend when I have the last of my birthday nights out with all my girlfriends who were with their men and not me for the valentines day weekend. Watch out parra here we come

Lots of love, sunshine (soon hopefully) and kisses to all

Mwah

Happy Valentines Day to Everyone out there......

Ive given up on Valentines Day this year, and just concentrating on my birthday today.....Only crappy thing is the weather. Its cold and raining . The big 29

Its been a busy week (not) at work....I really need to find something new!!!! Im going round the bend......

My darling tattoo artist has taken off on holidayz so I dont know when I am going to get my back finished?????? I was hoping this week so I would have it complete for my birthday, but I guess that I will have to wait

Well im off to have a birthday drink with my Daddy.

Love you all
Mwah