My cat is back safe and sound, guys! 
It appears he must have got trapped in someone's shed or something. He was really dehydrated when he got home, but he appears to be recovering.
In other news, I feel sick. Just had one of those horrible conversations with my boyfriend. Contemplation of a break-up. Shock and tears and anger. Urgh.
I feel drained and crappy, but I hope things will look up.
Love to you all.
x
It appears he must have got trapped in someone's shed or something. He was really dehydrated when he got home, but he appears to be recovering.
In other news, I feel sick. Just had one of those horrible conversations with my boyfriend. Contemplation of a break-up. Shock and tears and anger. Urgh.
I feel drained and crappy, but I hope things will look up.
Love to you all.
x
Life is strange at the moment.
I'm reading a lot, so I'm learning, and I'm thinking and developing. I feel like my mind has started working again, and it's making me very happy. =)
Spent the weekend with my boy. We cwtched up and watched a couple of movies (Hairspray, Ace Ventura, etc). I had an amazing time, even though I wasn't sure I would. I've just been feeling rather deflated lately, and expected this weekend to follow suit, but the moment I saw him - well, - I couldn't stop smiling!
In other, less cheesy news!
I have work tomorrow. Woop. I do 4 hours voluntary twice a week. Should be pretty fun, but the getting up early (I say early - I need to wake at around 10am) is killing my brain. My body is now used to getting up at around 12. I know, lazy bitch, right? But, being as I can't find a job, college isn't started yet, and I have to look after my sister for a couple of hours each day, I'm not too bothered about it. It's probably one of the last chances I'll get to be lazy for a couple of years, so I'm grabbing it with both hands.
Crappily, my cat, Fester, has gone missing.
It really sucks. He's soooo affectionate, even to strangers, so I'm wondering if he's been taken by someone. The old couple across the road from my house keep feeding my cats (I hate people who do this. He's a completely healthy cat), so maybe they've locked him in. In the worse case senario, maybe he's been hit by a car. There's a large road not far from here, and when my last cat went missing, that's what had happened to him.
I really hope he hasn't been killed - I've looked after that cat since the day he was born. *sigh*
You know, I meant this to be long, and interesting, and I'm just talking crap! Hah. I'll stop now, but update soon.
x
I'm reading a lot, so I'm learning, and I'm thinking and developing. I feel like my mind has started working again, and it's making me very happy. =)
Spent the weekend with my boy. We cwtched up and watched a couple of movies (Hairspray, Ace Ventura, etc). I had an amazing time, even though I wasn't sure I would. I've just been feeling rather deflated lately, and expected this weekend to follow suit, but the moment I saw him - well, - I couldn't stop smiling!
In other, less cheesy news!
I have work tomorrow. Woop. I do 4 hours voluntary twice a week. Should be pretty fun, but the getting up early (I say early - I need to wake at around 10am) is killing my brain. My body is now used to getting up at around 12. I know, lazy bitch, right? But, being as I can't find a job, college isn't started yet, and I have to look after my sister for a couple of hours each day, I'm not too bothered about it. It's probably one of the last chances I'll get to be lazy for a couple of years, so I'm grabbing it with both hands.Crappily, my cat, Fester, has gone missing.
It really sucks. He's soooo affectionate, even to strangers, so I'm wondering if he's been taken by someone. The old couple across the road from my house keep feeding my cats (I hate people who do this. He's a completely healthy cat), so maybe they've locked him in. In the worse case senario, maybe he's been hit by a car. There's a large road not far from here, and when my last cat went missing, that's what had happened to him.
I really hope he hasn't been killed - I've looked after that cat since the day he was born. *sigh*
You know, I meant this to be long, and interesting, and I'm just talking crap! Hah. I'll stop now, but update soon.
x
I'm dying to do something exciting! Damn these apathetic friends. I can't wait until Friday!
In other news . . .
- My Psyduck, Migraine, jusy grew to level 16. We're getting there!
- I am free of all ills, so no more moping for me! Wooot!
- I'm currently reading 'The Great Gastby'. Interesting stuff!
x
In other news . . .
- My Psyduck, Migraine, jusy grew to level 16. We're getting there!
- I am free of all ills, so no more moping for me! Wooot!
- I'm currently reading 'The Great Gastby'. Interesting stuff!
x
We-ell. Hopefully I shall be just productive enough to include everything in this journal that I wanted to 
The weekend was GREAT. It didn't start out that way though, but I shall talk more about that later.
The SG Night in Vice, Swansea was a-maz-ing.
Firstly I got to meet (after sitting next to them and not saying anything for ages because I am a big WIMP) the SG Cymru members! Oh my word. I'm not just saying this, but they were some of the lovliest, most welcoming people I've ever encountered. I hadn't really spoken one-to-one with anyone online before either, so I was astounded by how lovely everyone was monkeyspoon, finlay, boomstyle, gtwr, jenova and lembow were the people I spoke to in particular, and they were all darlings.
The night it self was amazing too. Wow.
I got to see some of my all time favourite Suicide girls! Yummm! They were all even more lovely in the flesh, espcially Zoey, who was a perfect hostess Her and Aymie's fire breathing was my favourite part of the night! I filmed it *uploading later*. The heat was intense! Even though I was ill, the night was fantastic, and went sooo fast. Fucking awesome! Thanks to all the SG, Hopefulls and Members who attended and made it such a great night, and special thanks to Zoey for setting it up in the first place .
Now, for the last couple of days I've been layed-up ill. Flu + sinus infections = yucccckkk.
If you want to take a look at my freakish eyeball, here it is.
The weekend was GREAT. It didn't start out that way though, but I shall talk more about that later.
The SG Night in Vice, Swansea was a-maz-ing.
Firstly I got to meet (after sitting next to them and not saying anything for ages because I am a big WIMP) the SG Cymru members! Oh my word. I'm not just saying this, but they were some of the lovliest, most welcoming people I've ever encountered. I hadn't really spoken one-to-one with anyone online before either, so I was astounded by how lovely everyone was
monkeyspoon, finlay, boomstyle, gtwr, jenova and lembow were the people I spoke to in particular, and they were all darlings.The night it self was amazing too. Wow.
I got to see some of my all time favourite Suicide girls! Yummm! They were all even more lovely in the flesh, espcially Zoey, who was a perfect hostess
Her and Aymie's fire breathing was my favourite part of the night! I filmed it *uploading later*. The heat was intense! Even though I was ill, the night was fantastic, and went sooo fast. Fucking awesome! Thanks to all the SG, Hopefulls and Members who attended and made it such a great night, and special thanks to Zoey for setting it up in the first place . Now, for the last couple of days I've been layed-up ill. Flu + sinus infections = yucccckkk.
If you want to take a look at my freakish eyeball, here it is.
Meanwhile, cooped up in my sickbed I have been doodling!
I don't think they're too bad seeing as I can't see properly! Hehe.
I'm going to run off and get some more sleep now.
Ohhh, I was going to ask - if anyone is a member of SG UK, and think's I'm half decent, could you please vouch for me? I'd love to get into the group
Love and vegetable rights.
x
P.S - All I did today was play Pokémon Platinum like a big nerd.
Ooooooh nooooo.
I woke up this morning and my eye was screwed up. I have some sort of allergy related eye infection grossness.
Now, to top that off, I'm coming down with the flu
I MUST be better for tomorrow, at least for a while.
I can't miss the SG Night in Vice tomorrow!
I woke up this morning and my eye was screwed up. I have some sort of allergy related eye infection grossness.
Now, to top that off, I'm coming down with the flu
I MUST be better for tomorrow, at least for a while.
I can't miss the SG Night in Vice tomorrow!
Things I must do .
Before tomorrow -
* Read Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince, again. It's a ritual that I must read the book the day before the film comes out. Luckily reading fast is one of my talents
Tomorrow -
* Watch Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince (And enjoy it, hopefully).
Before Saturday.
* Get muchly exited about The SG Night in Vice. Wooot.
Saturday.
* Get Passport photos taken. Do some more voluntary work.
*PARTYYYYY.
That is all
Before tomorrow -
* Read Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince, again. It's a ritual that I must read the book the day before the film comes out. Luckily reading fast is one of my talents
Tomorrow -
* Watch Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince (And enjoy it, hopefully).
Before Saturday.
* Get muchly exited about The SG Night in Vice. Wooot.
Saturday.
* Get Passport photos taken. Do some more voluntary work.
*PARTYYYYY.
That is all
I'm really sleepy right now!
The weekend was awesome. I hung out with my lover, and forced him to watch all the Harry Potter movies with me! Mwhahaha There was also much cuddling and lazing around to be had, after a party at our friends house. Awesome. I got pretty shitfaced, but forgot to take photos. *sigh*
Today I watched the rain. It was gorgeous, especially to watch it in my back garden, over all the greenery. My littlest cat, Piebald, got soaked though - so I had to dry her with a towel. We hung out for a while too
The weekend was awesome. I hung out with my lover, and forced him to watch all the Harry Potter movies with me! Mwhahaha
There was also much cuddling and lazing around to be had, after a party at our friends house. Awesome. I got pretty shitfaced, but forgot to take photos. *sigh* Today I watched the rain. It was gorgeous, especially to watch it in my back garden, over all the greenery. My littlest cat, Piebald, got soaked though - so I had to dry her with a towel. We hung out for a while too
Here she is in all her dampened glory. Haha.
What else did I do today? Not bloody much. I did take a picture of my hair - the second time I've dyed it red and it looks better now. Please note the stupid face I made. Haha I seem unable to take a serious picture these days.
I must go to bed, before my brain explodes, but I promise an indepth blog full of feelings, and other junk.
Love, love, love.
x
I haven't updated this sucker in a while! Eeep.
Friday night was a lot of fun. I expected it to be bad - our town doesn't have the most accepting towns people and usually someone will kick off about what we're wearing, or who we're with - but it was peacefull. Alarmingly so, in fact. I went out - spent the first few hours in the pub waiting for Triaxis to play (who were amazing, by the way), and then afterwards we went to the new rock night called 'Kazbar'. We danced our asses off and didn't care who saw! It was liberating. That was the reason I wanted to go out really - to dance. I only had one drink, and that was only because someone gave it to me. I'm now confident that I can go out with my girls, and even if I don't drink I can allow my guard to come down and have a really good time.
I don't think I've ever been able to do that before.
I took a couple of pictures of Jodzilla, Spaz and myself.
Friday night was a lot of fun. I expected it to be bad - our town doesn't have the most accepting towns people and usually someone will kick off about what we're wearing, or who we're with - but it was peacefull. Alarmingly so, in fact. I went out - spent the first few hours in the pub waiting for Triaxis to play (who were amazing, by the way), and then afterwards we went to the new rock night called 'Kazbar'. We danced our asses off and didn't care who saw! It was liberating. That was the reason I wanted to go out really - to dance. I only had one drink, and that was only because someone gave it to me. I'm now confident that I can go out with my girls, and even if I don't drink I can allow my guard to come down and have a really good time.
I don't think I've ever been able to do that before.
I took a couple of pictures of Jodzilla, Spaz and myself.
I still have this weird sleeping illness thing. I woke up this morning to look after my little sister and we watched 'The Pick of Destiny'. No one can cheer me up like the D!
I then proceeded to read a book. Yummy. I played with my camera also. You can tell I'm half asleep, yes? XD
I've also decided on a possible theme for the set that I want to shoot in a couple of months! I thought I'd never decide. Phew.
I'm half asleep yet again, so have a lovely night/day, everyone
x
Well, because I have a strange tiring illness right now, I thought I'd reminisce about the last month with a little picture blog! Wooop.
So, here's what I've done in the last couple of weeks.
^ I found a strawberry half as big as my face! Yummy!
^ Jodzilla and I paint ourselves with acryllics and spend the next hour peeling our faces, taking off half our eyebrows in the process. Smooth.
^ I have a little BBQ with m'boy, and geek out with my new puzzle book!
He steals the camera, and when I get it back I have about fifty shots of my cleavage.
'Least he appreciates my boobs, right?
^ I attempt to take a photo of my favourite dress. Need camera with timer.
^ I also attempt to take a picture of myself and Piebald (my kitty) but she freaks out at the sight of the camera, so I spend the rest of the time watching her being a weirdo in the garden.
I took a strangely small amount of pictures this month, for me, anyhow. I feel my creativity picking up, though.
Also, I love this site. I've been here for just over two weeks, and I just love it.
I'm shooting a set for my friend soon! Muchly excited about that.
More bloggage to come later, as I am housebound and bored.
Love! x
So, here's what I've done in the last couple of weeks.
^ I found a strawberry half as big as my face! Yummy!
^ Jodzilla and I paint ourselves with acryllics and spend the next hour peeling our faces, taking off half our eyebrows in the process. Smooth.
^ I have a little BBQ with m'boy, and geek out with my new puzzle book!
He steals the camera, and when I get it back I have about fifty shots of my cleavage.
'Least he appreciates my boobs, right?
^ I attempt to take a photo of my favourite dress. Need camera with timer.
^ I also attempt to take a picture of myself and Piebald (my kitty) but she freaks out at the sight of the camera, so I spend the rest of the time watching her being a weirdo in the garden.
I took a strangely small amount of pictures this month, for me, anyhow. I feel my creativity picking up, though.
Also, I love this site. I've been here for just over two weeks, and I just love it.
I'm shooting a set for my friend soon! Muchly excited about that.
More bloggage to come later, as I am housebound and bored.
Love! x
I think I'm coming down with some strange flu-like thing. Let's hope it's not the swine variety . . .
I've had an interesting couple of days, actually. After my amazing couple of days with my boyfriend, I went to visit two friends of mine who live in a shared house. I spent the night with Jodzilla (soon to be a hopefull on this site, by the way ). We watched 'Reeker'. Now, I love horror movies, but this one just didn't seem to make much sense to me. I mean, I 'got' the ending and everything, but blah. It just wasn't my cup of tea, I suppose.
The next day was spent with another of my Dudettes. We went location finding for the film she's starting soon. That was fun. The sun baked me, in the most gorgeous kind of way.
Big brother is occupying some of my evenings, I must admit. I rather love Angel.
I'm itching to do things!
I've been drawing, being social, reading, running around, I've volunteered to work in a charity shop for a while too. It seems like things are getting much better for me. To be honest, I've had pretty intense depression for the last year, but I'm happy to say it seems to be leaving me now.
I'm regaining the urge to drink too. I haven't felt like a drink in over a year - it's strange. I assumed it was because I started drinking around 13/14, and I did it too much then, but maybe I just needed a break for a while? I'm guessing so, because I've got the urge to rock 'n roll right about now
I'm so gutted I can't find a job right now! It's so frustrating. Mostly the job would be to fun all of the tattoos I have planned! I have the designs all layed out . . . . hire me, someone? I'll love you forever!
In other news, I miss my boy. It's only been a couple of days since I last saw him, but still
Tomorrow night will be lush.
Also - this Summer is going to ROCK.
That is all
x
Ooooh - P.S. - I've revised my username to my actual name. I didn't want to use it originally, but I haven't been able to think of an alias that suits me, so it shall stay like this for now.
I've had an interesting couple of days, actually. After my amazing couple of days with my boyfriend, I went to visit two friends of mine who live in a shared house. I spent the night with Jodzilla (soon to be a hopefull on this site, by the way
). We watched 'Reeker'. Now, I love horror movies, but this one just didn't seem to make much sense to me. I mean, I 'got' the ending and everything, but blah. It just wasn't my cup of tea, I suppose. The next day was spent with another of my Dudettes. We went location finding for the film she's starting soon. That was fun. The sun baked me, in the most gorgeous kind of way.
Big brother is occupying some of my evenings, I must admit. I rather love Angel.
I'm itching to do things!
I've been drawing, being social, reading, running around, I've volunteered to work in a charity shop for a while too. It seems like things are getting much better for me. To be honest, I've had pretty intense depression for the last year, but I'm happy to say it seems to be leaving me now.
I'm regaining the urge to drink too. I haven't felt like a drink in over a year - it's strange. I assumed it was because I started drinking around 13/14, and I did it too much then, but maybe I just needed a break for a while? I'm guessing so, because I've got the urge to rock 'n roll right about now
I'm so gutted I can't find a job right now! It's so frustrating. Mostly the job would be to fun all of the tattoos I have planned! I have the designs all layed out . . . . hire me, someone? I'll love you forever!
In other news, I miss my boy. It's only been a couple of days since I last saw him, but still
Tomorrow night will be lush. Also - this Summer is going to ROCK.
That is all
x
Ooooh - P.S. - I've revised my username to my actual name. I didn't want to use it originally, but I haven't been able to think of an alias that suits me, so it shall stay like this for now.
