I must say that last weekend was the most amazing time I have ever had with a person.

A long story short, there is this chick who I have known for about 8 years. The first time I met her I was head over heels. Seriously, I knew she was someone important. But she was moving to Vegas from Germany and it was less than ideal. So we kept in touch over the years and drifted apart as she was in a four year relationship and I just went on my own way. Turns out we both got out of our shitty relationships around the same time and started talking again in December. It should be noted that the last time I had talked to her was when I was drunk dialing her Sophomore year of college, so I wasn’t expecting much respect. I guess I would call and tell her how much I loved her (she now gives me shit for that because she use to tell me to call her sober and tell her that but I never did).

Anyhow, we met up over Christmas break for an evening at her Aunt and Uncle’s place and after she bought tickets to come visit. I know it sounds weird since we have only hung out twice before in our entire lives, but at the same time we’ve been friends for 8years. So we just went with the flow and now I’m headed out to Vegas in three weeks to spend time with her. I don’t know if its just the fact that someone whose sexy and interested is the driving force for the both of us or if its just a lot of feelings that have been there over the years that can now be explored. But whatever, were both having fun and my dream of 8 years has come true.

Enough of my lameness. Other than that I have been drinking a lot of 40s on the weekends and started smoking Cigars. Its about the only time I have to relax. Work has been intense and shows no sign of slowing down. I haven’t even had time to study for my classes. Just this past weekend I spent 11 hours on Friday in the lab, another 11 Saturday and 7 today working on this instrument called a Twin Laser Profilometer. But I think we have most of the bugs in our software fixed.

Man, I can’t wait for the summer! Since I’ve been in Syracuse I feel as if I don’t get the chance to do cool stuff anymore. I so could go for a gallery opening or an independent film… If anyone is around here let me know! I’m up for chilling.

(15:33:25) Retarded chick: which is also why you keep trying to call me
(15:33:31) Retarded chick: its a tough spot for me to be in
(15:33:52) Retarded chick: which is probably why i havent made much effort to call back, im sorry about that
(15:34:46) SuperAwesomeDude: sorry for putting you in a hard spot
(15:35:02) Retarded chick: its like, youre cool, and i didnt mind hanging out with you while you were here
(15:35:24) Retarded chick: but we were never really close, just had a lot of coincidental friends...im not one of the cool printing people, so yeah...
(15:35:36) Retarded chick: and meghans my best friend, i have to stay true to her


So did I just break up with my ex’s best friend? Fucking moron. Seriously, this conversation makes no sense. I only called three times over break and that was to be nice and try to hang out. But wait, I guess I was used by her too. Man, ass holes really do hang out with other ass holes. It’s just funny how she came out of nowhere and tore me a new one. Of course I had to ask if she was seeing another dude. The response was:

(15:38:44) Retarded chick: haha
(15:38:53) Retarded chick: no idea

I talked to one friend and she said that the response means “yes” and that I should have phrased the question as “How long has she been dating her new dude?”

Alright, enough of that. This time I actually do have some good news. So my friend who I have been in love with for 8 years is now coming out Feb 9. I’ve been keeping myself from extreme thoughts since I know no relationship will come of it, but still. She’s the one I had seen over break and had a good time with. I guess it’s something if she’s flying up from Vegas to spend Valentine’s weekend with me. So now I have to get some cash and a plane ticket for spring break. That will be a good time. She’s a RA at UNLV so I can crash there, but the plane is still $250-350.

Yeah, this weekend was weak. I ended up spending most of it being drunk. But I have decided that this new liquid diet needs to stop. No wonder why I’ve been losing all this weight…

Well, I guess that’s about it. School is just starting to pick up and I am counting down the time till my blond haired blue eyed mistress is out to spend some time. Later

So after an interesting month at home I am back. I'll have to write later this week considering I have class at 8am... But my blond hair blue eyed lady is coming up in Feb to visit over valentines.

HAPPY NEW YEAR

I wasn’t even sure if anyone still checked this, but I guess now is a better time then any to update you all on my life.

Thus far school has been going well. I still hate the 15 week time period because I just drags on. The only bad thing is that I think I will end up failing my Organic Chem class. Thank good I never went to major in chem. because I think I would hate my life. The stuff I am studying now is already bland enough. But I think I have found a new love for statistics and find myself spending a good amount of time studying it. It’s a bit odd because it is almost relaxing…

Thanksgiving was good, but to short. I was able to catch up with a lot of old friends, but I feel I never had the chance to sit down and do nothing. But hopefully this Christmas break will be different. Already planning on maybe going down to NYC for new years and doing it up with the man (Pretz).

Other then that life is boring. It’s really depressing because all I do is go to class, study and eat. Hopefully next semester will be better. It just hard for me to meet new people and women for that matter. I miss diversity in my life that the people from RIT brought me. I know, I know, let go! But damn I am terrible at change and hate it with a passion!

Now the devastating news. This afternoon the girl I was dating for 11 months broke up with me over the phone. I guess it’s a step up from the last time I was broken up with which was viva e-mail… I’m still kind of dazed at the moment and slightly confused. But I guess this will help me get back on track with school and allow me to focus on other things. I just enjoy how every women who has dumped my ass says, “You still are my best friend and I hope we can keep talking because you mean a lot to me.” Ha. I just hope that this time I do not become as bitter and jaded as last.

So, if any of you cute SG chicks are up for anything, drop a line!

I guess that’s my life in a nut shell. Yeah, I really have no good stories. I really need to get a social life again.

OPETH, NOV. 4TH!!!!!!! Who else wants to hit up Buffalo and the show?

I feel left out of the loop.

This Matha-fucka is back! Oh sweet sweet internet!!!

Moving sucks. The guy in Syracuse who runs the place I am living in needs to also have his face kicked in and a lesson to listening to other people.

Anyhow, due to me moving from where I am now to some dump, I probably will not have internet for a few weeks. Lets hope not any longer... Therefore, I'll catch you all later.

Oh yeah, I'm headed to the Warp tour in PA this week. Should be a good old rocking time! My mission: Search and destroy any little kids moshing.

Here is another good story. This past Friday I did some golf tournament with work. Well, it was only my third time golfing and my team still toook second place. I'm still trying to figure that one out. But it was even more weird becasue I was in the same golf cart as my old highschool teacher who keept passing me beers. Haha. Atleast I did not break any clubs this time.

Oh yeah, new pic. I know, looks like I have my thumb up my ass. Better then the other one. I should put one up of my "O" face. O-O-O!

Oh yeah. Fun weekend.

I picked up a place in Syracuse... A dump to my standards. Now to find a roommate.

I move out of my place this week or next. We'll see what I decide and what school lets me do.

An update is long past overdue. So here it is, yet I would not expect much. My pic also sucks. I'll find a better one later.

For many years now, I have looked at summer as a time to look, feel and show your best. I always feel I’m in the best shape I have been in a long time and once I have a tan that I don’t look that ugly (not to be conceded because I am not). But summer has always been a time when I go out, have a good time and maybe pick up a cute chick on the way. This year has been far from my expectations.

…Who knows. Maybe it’s because of my situation, or maybe it’s because everyone I know is going out and getting jobs all over the states. Either way, the summer is half over and I feel I have missed out on a lot. I do not feel as if I am in my best shape and I feel as though I have done nothing to relax and be me. I have not done what use to make me happy and I have not had much time to drift. All I know is before I know it I’ll be in Syracuse getting my brains crap kicked out of it.

I don’t even know how to regain that feeling of knowing that the summer was everything I expected. Hahaha. I already cannot wait for next summer. I know it’s crazy. I’ve already given up on this one and am looking for the next.

I’m sure that if you are reading this you are thinking “Wow, PMunk is really depressed.” I wouldn’t say I am because I am not. I have done a lot with the people still in Roch. and have had some good outings. But I just feel as if this summer I was not as free and did not travel as much as I really wanted to. I know next summer will be better because it’s as if I’ll be starting all over again and I will not have all the grad school bullshit to be worrying about. But until one year from today, I dread the winter and the new environment I will be living in.

Okay, now a more upbeat tone. Last night my old roommate and a buddy of ours drove in for a night of destruction. Although the night rates extremely low on the de-struct-o scale, it was still a good time.

Man, this post is getting lamer by the word. I think I’ll wrap it up here and I apologize for this mundane writing.

By the way, check this out. The pics are priceless.pictures