UPDATE :

so...the hospital. As many of you will know..i suffer from blackouts. These seem to be stress related.
Sooo...after lots of test and lots of backward and forwarding...it looks like i have braindamage.
(before you say it....i know you always thought i had braindamage)
Now...i know there was lots of technical shit told to me...and lots of reasuring...but what it boils down to is that i have a tiny tiny tiny tiny bit of damage to my brain..which causes the blackouts.
The good news is that its not a problem...nothing to worry about....and they think that they have found some drugs that will stop the blackouts altogether.
So...im fine...im great...and im just as messed up in the head as i thought i was

Also..i got a kiss of a hot male nurse...so that was good aswell.
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ok...im back from the hospital..and will do a major update later.

just to let you know im ok...and will proberly live a few more years yet.



my new purple hair...although you can only really see it in sunlight or upclose....

Will do a proper post in a couple of hours...with more details...and hopefully better pics. (although there is a closeup pic in my folder MY HAIR that shows it off a bit better)

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my apprecation thread

you people are so sweet
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i think you can see the hair better in this one