I don't ever post blogs but I have came to a realization and I want to know if I have lost my mind or not. Jm 39, don't have children, got divorced a few years ago and been dating but nothing serious since. I recently left my good job where I was part business owner working 60 hrs a week to move to Miami Florida and live on the beach for awhile. I have been here now for 5 months and although I got a job making as much $ as I was back home and Im only working 30 hrs a week plus the fact that I live on the beach...I have still had a very difficult time. Then today I thought...what am so upset about? I'm making great $, I live on the beach, I don't have a girlfriend or kids. Just me and my 2 snakes. What I am I supposed to be doing? Getting a house so j can have bills? Go back to school so I can have bills? I own my place, I own my truck. So I think I have come to the conclusion that I'm good with what I'm doing. I don't need to have a 60 hr a week job with a house and a wife and kids and 2 dogs and 2 cats. I go out when I want, I buy what I want, I go where I want and I moved down here for the beach and I get the beach everyday. So have I completely lost my mind? My responsibilities have been almost completely eliminated by quiting my job back home and moving here yet I have felt guilty that I am making just as much $ yet working half the hours with almost no responsibilities. Am I supposed to try and get a better job so I can get another house so I can have a bunch of bills and worries or is it ok to live on the beach in my little paid for condo, party when I want, eat when I want, go to the beach when I want and not have any real stress at 39 years old?

I don't ever post blogs but I have came to a realization and I want to know if I have lost my mind or not. Jm 39, don't have children, got divorced a few years ago and been dating but nothing serious since. I recently left my good job where I was part business owner working 60 hrs a week to move to Miami Florida and live on the beach for awhile. I have been here now for 5 months and although I got a job making as much $ as I was back home and Im only working 30 hrs a week plus the fact that I live on the beach...I have still had a very difficult time. Then today I thought...what am so upset about? I'm making great $, I live on the beach, I don't have a girlfriend or kids. Just me and my 2 snakes. What I am I supposed to be doing? Getting a house so j can have bills? Go back to school so I can have bills? I own my place, I own my truck. So I think I have come to the conclusion that I'm good with what I'm doing. I don't need to have a 60 hr a week job with a house and a wife and kids and 2 dogs and 2 cats. I go out when I want, I buy what I want, I go where I want and I moved down here for the beach and I get the beach everyday. So have I completely lost my mind? My responsibilities have been almost completely eliminated by quiting my job back home and moving here yet I have felt guilty that I am making just as much $ yet working half the hours with almost no responsibilities. Am I supposed to try and get a better job so I can get another house so I can have a bunch of bills and worries or is it ok to live on the beach in my little paid for condo, party when I want, eat when I want, go to the beach when I want and not have any real stress at 39 years old?