At 12:45 this morning, my son passed away due to complications from pneumonia. He had a stroke last October and never fully recovered.

Many of you have sent kind words of support over the last few weeks, and I wanted to let you know how much I appreciated that.

Back at the children's hospital. Fuck. Jonathan's got pneumonia--last time he had that he nearly died. How much does someone have to suffer? If there's a god, I fucking hate him--cruel fucker. But I don't belive there's a god, so who cares? But I love my child, and I don't want to lose him, but I don't want him to suffer, either.

Fuck.

Now THIS is a hangover. We blew it up big last night--glad to have my son home from the hospital. Met some cool new people, and drank about 3 gallons of vody. I gotta have a screwdriver, a bath, and a nap.

Back from the children's hospital. My little guy is doing ok, just frustrated by the whole ordeal--but glad to be home. We're trying some new food for his feeding tube which we hope he'll tolerate better and bring up his electrolytes.

My son is in the hospital again. This is the 12th time this year--which is a new (dubious) record for him. He's had a 102 temperature we couldn't break, so he's had a run of IV antibiotics and is resting comfortably. He'll most likely come home today--he's a tough little guy.

Thanks to Clover for being the first person to become my "friend". M'love, you are so hot, you scorch the earth itself.

I put up an SG banner on one of my websites:

http://www.open-wound.com

Also recommended:

http://www.stimpsondesign.com

http://www.tripdevice.com

OK, I'm finally going to start posting here, as if you care. I can't stop exploring the site to take time to post. I'm almost always online, so you can IM me or email me if you'd like.