Back to work... for 3 weeks, 3 long miserable weeks, then off work for 2 weeks, 2 weeks that will probably just fly by.

*sigh*

And shortly after that my account here will be up, and I feel like it's not worth renewing. And I might be so fortunate that other aspects of my life might also come to such an abupt end, I refuse to do it myself. Why should I be forced to go through this shitty existence with no redemption, no rewards, people cannot tell me things will get better, they've had 30 years to improve.

I need sleep!