So many things happenned in such a few time...

- I miss so deeply the only person I was crying with. She was my strength, my anchor. Now I don't know anymore who calling when I'm lost. Actually, there is this stupid reflexe to take my phone, look at 'Mum' to call and realise. No. She's not here anymore. This sentence is SO fucking hard to spell and to understand. Every nigjt I cry. Alone. Cause crying front of anyone is like officialize that she's dead. I still can't. It's like a very deep big black hole inside of me. And I'm always afraid to fall in. So I turn around, trying to not see it... Not falling. Not falling... Turning turning. Again. Faster. Not falling.


- Just before that I broke up with my sweet traveler lover. I realised (finally!) a big thing. It's over with boys. I cannot anymore. They disgust me. It's like that. I don't have to fight. Just accept. I did. Finally... I'm gonna stop crying each time I have sex. I'm gonna stop being afraid of reactions. I DECIDED.

- So now, I'm -not me actually, but my body- looking for a girl. I WANT a girl. Announcement is spent.


- I'm leaving. Again. I knew that I will not be able to stay in place so long... So, I'm leaving to INDIA. I'm dreaming about this country for so long... I think now is the good moment. My spirit needs it. My body needs it. I need it. I'm gonna travel with the girl I love the most there in this life. My room-mate. My Soul Sister. What a promising journey! Isn't it?!...


Soon...

So if one of you has some advice, anything, just MP me! You would be lovely! <3


- I changed my head again!!!
I think this one is one of my favorite! Red-head for real!! Yeah.

- I've one of the most important interview of my life next week. I will maybe leave in Antartica for one year next December... Another dream to come true... Maybe. Cross your fingers please!

It's there:

With them:

And them:

Mmmrrraw!!...

I just lost my sweet little Mom. She died after ten days fighting against death, in coma.

Pain is indescribable. I don't know how will be life without her. She was my strength. She was my love. She taught us Life with Love.
I'm lost in the middle of nowhere. Trying to show that everything is allright. Trying to understand all these fucking administrative formalities de mes deux.

Life is sometimes unfair. But life is like this. It was her way. I'll try to find mine now.

So... I didn't have the job... Someone had "more experience". Again. Fuckdickshitfuck. Always the same thing. After 2 years of volunteering... I'm SO fed up with this country, all this hypocrisis, all these funcking absurd procedures, all these papers all the time...

Anyway.

I will travel again.

Buuuuut... My back-pack is ready, I'm gonna to hit the road again!!

> First stop: PARIS! (Oct. 12th to 22nd)
I WANT to see:
- Franny, Amstramgram and Andromaque of course
- my sweet Raimei
- Antiope and Hipolyte
- Tarmasz again
- everybody there too!!

> Then Angers

> Then Lille
I WANT to see:
- Sinnah
- Maquerelle
- who is there too? Valium? Ortie?

> Then Liège
I WANT to see the beautiful Maedusa in Belgium!

> Then Paris again

> Then back in South by Lyon.

So, keep in touch! If someone wants to shoot me, it would be fun, great and welcomed! A bon entendeur salut!...
I'm so impatient!!

See you!


Brunette again!!

Thank you Tarmasz !!!! ♥





And little pirate brother's number one:

The story is: after 1000 miles, sailors used to be tattooed a swallow, then, one new dor each 1000 miles (especially when they crossed Atlantic ocean)... Little brother did it! On this amazing boat:

I'm so proud of him!!!! (and so jealous!!)


So, I'm even more in love with Tarmasz, she is as wonderful IRL than I saw before...


PLEASE, make her PINK!!
Abadacor
La Cabane
The Wild Room, by Dwam


PS: I have a job interview tomorrow in Paris for a sooooo perfect work.... Please, think of me!

Kiss on you.

.Ollie.

I finally came back home. Alone.
Lover's troubles made him totally unbearable. He was bad with me, violent, depressed and depressing... I was going into self-destruction staying by his side. It's sad to say but it was the only solution to keep our relationship alive. One of us had to leave. I was not able to cross Europe by bike alone. I left.

9 trains.
2 days. 2 night.
Lot of money.
Lot of tears.

But also relief.
The only thing is that I'm angry at him not to have allowed me to live this journey too... Now he's still on the road, enjoying the things I wanted to enjoy. Without me. And he seems so happy.
He also said that he miss me........
I don't know what will be our future but for now it's better to be far away I guess...

Self defense.

We finaly decided to come back home... Lover has some health troubles, it will be safer to be in France... I'm quite sad to leave this country like this, without having seen everything I wanted to see and without saying good bye to all the nice people we met... But I also know that life is well done and world is small. I hope to see them back one day, here or somewhere...
It's always like that, just when you start to meet people and appreciate them, you have to leave.

Anyway, we didn't want to close this amazing Romanian adventure too sudenly, so, we will go back half part with train (it promises to be "fun"!...) half part with bikes. We are so impatient to find back our nomade life!!
In prog thus: train from Targu-Mures to Bratislava (which promise some fun!...), then bike through Czeck Republic and Germany, then train again until France where we'll go back to home sweet home each of us! Departure planed tomorrow in the afternoon!

So, like for the first part, we'll try to keep you in touch on our blog. If you are interested in it (also in English), it's here.

And for those who are on our road, please, contact me, we'll be happy to meet you!



See you soon SG!!





Him ♥.

When I was a blond girl...

... EPISODE V of my crazy trip from Angers (France) and Tirgu-Mures (Romania)

** SLOVAKIA **

... TO BE CONTINUED ...
See you later for the suite of our travel!... (And for the beginnig of our travel, go to the previous posts!)

If you are too impatient, you can also jump on our blog, also in English!...

Do some of you live in Romania??...

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I'm blue dadoodidadoodam !!!...

... EPISODE IV

** AUSTRIA **

And of course, I could not stay so long at Turbulence's without passing under his lens! Some previews (without any editing or Photoshop work...) of a set to come... because you were wise! And because I love these pictures so much!! Thank you so much again to Elvira for this amazing place!

... TO BE CONTINUED ...
See you later for the suite of our travel!...

If you are too impatient, you can also jump on our blog, also in English!...

Do some of you live in Romania??...


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New head (again)!!!!!

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DON'T FORGET MY SET...

My set Petit Monde, shot by P_mod, doesn't work very well... I'm sad because I liked it. I find it.... 'me'... It's not loved a lot. Tell me why. I need constructive criticisms.
Thanks anyway to those of you who support it! Thank you for your sweet words! ♥

... EPISODE III

** GERMANY **

... TO BE CONTINUED ...
See you later for the suite of our travel!...

If you are too impatient, you can also jump on our blog, also in English!...

Do some of you live in Romania??...


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DON'T FORGET MY SET...

My set Petit Monde, shot by P_mod, doesn't work very well... I'm sad because I liked it. I find it.... 'me'... It's not loved a lot. Tell me why. I need constructive criticisms.
Thanks anyway to those of you who support it! Thank you for your sweet words! ♥

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I also would like to introduce my last crush: Tarmasz...


She's just wonderful. She's still living in her childhood world, i mean, for real. Everything is color, laugh and a little bit of darkness. I love everything she does, with her crazyly creativity. She's simply amazing.
Her sets deserve your love, now!

... EPISODE II

** SWITZERLAND **

Even biking I think of you all!...


... TO BE CONTINUED ...
See you later for the suite of our travel!...

If you are too impatient, you can also jump on our blog, also in English!...

Do some of you live in Romania??...


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DON'T FORGET MY SET...

My set Petit Monde, shot by P_mod, doesn't work very well... I'm sad because I liked it. I find it.... 'me'... It's not loved a lot. Tell me why. I need constructive criticisms.
Thanks anyway to those of you who support it! Thank you for your sweet words! ♥

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I'm so happy so beautiful French SG/limbo on this front page! Congrats to the beautiful Marlene, Mnemozyne, Judde, Ortie, Leopoldine and the incomparable Dwam and P_mod!!
♥