so ive been reading alot of stuff on a site called collarme.com bdsm site about being a dom and what not

ive goten alot of ideas and most of my questions have been answered by reading those forums and threads started by people in my same situation

but i am pretty confident in my self and this, and i think thats one of the biggest things.

allright so tuesday i am going to shadow another department at where i work....they dont let just any one shadow this department...the would have to want you to let you shadow them....or at least be some what interested...so....after i shadow them i am going to hand them my resume my application and 2 letters of recomondation....its in scotsdale its sallary and would be a raise....no more sales...not that i dont like sales....also some one from dev shadowed me today...uhm....other then that that how works going.....

personal life...hmmm so theres a girl ive been interested in but i dont think she is interested in me oh well....other pursuits hmmm so i think i might have a sub....ill bring her around for a bit test her....and maybe ill make her my slave...my roommate is fighting with his fiance not fun.....and i cant think of much else

till later

oh oh oh oh so thers a movie on right now...its such an awsome movie.....v for vendetta...oh snap what a great movie

so been a bit since i posted last...new shifts great...sold 1200 friday....thats really great...

anyways i hung out at my freinds had some really good beer :-D mmmm tonight i am going to horror pops with a girl and thinking about useing the line...
"wanna head back to my place watch zombie moves and make out?"

who thinks that will go over well? :-D

then sunday i have a date with some one i am told is 100% lesbian...were going to eat sushi and ride her bike to dinner...ill be sitting bitch in yellow

oh and in a bit today i am going to mesa to see my family and get a hair cut...then its back here to die my hair and shower...i need to go wash my hair out first before i leave there palmade in it and not about to have it cut with that shit in there

so far my new shifts been great it feels like it goes by so much faster...

my first day was good 600 my second day 300

my date on sunday went good and i am going to ask her out again next week or so woot

oh and i got dead rising the other day for the 360....thats so cool....i ran around with a horse head hat for a while

anyways i need to kick my roommates and get them moving got to head to work soon and get a bagel sandwitch before work starts mmmmmm bagel

cya

ok so...last weeks date got pushed its this week...were going to eat sushi and then maybe see a movie

monday i start my new shift....mon-friday 6-230

and that means....i can go to shows...WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO and what ever other late night shindigs i want to

nov 6 gets ever so closer ever so slowly....its a monday this year....rather shitty but meh oh well

i am really excited about this shift....its fucking PRIME TIME (as theres no viking ill settle for a pirate)

did you take a p cus your makeing me irate
dont ask me where that came from
sleep.........i have 3 day weekend to turn my sleeping schedual around wish me luck

so signed up today for a pen pal site learning german and want a pen pal to help me work on it


my room mate got a 6 week old puppy.....puppys suck to train....

and i got a new cage for natasha....thats my ferret

uhm other then that lets see....oh and sunday i have a lunch date with a security guard at my work.

its more orange then that....it was a camera phone so not the best....no mention of what i am going to get for doing it but i am not about to press it

so just bleached my hair from my normal with black tips....and tomrow i am dieing it orange for work...its kinda orange right now haha the tips are still dark but it needs to be really orange...



and ive got the green glasses

pitty is hr said i can only have it for a day....maybe ill let that slip and the boss man can say bull shit haha

ok off to work

so lets see what i did today....

i had the best burgers in the world...my brother made them
i watched fox news at my parents...and laughed at the UN....i wouldnt choose fox but they do
i started whatching sahara and got pissed off cus i had to go to work
the que died early and i think i did only about 260 dollars today in sales...
we watched google videos and people doing live action final fantasy...wow that was funny
i helped this pretty girl out with how she uses her systems at work went to said girls party this weekend

couple comments were made....so your gf doesnt care that you go out all night to girls partys with out her?
well...i dont think were going out any more
oh good then i can have you all to my self

i tryed calling tosha but she didnt return my call or any of my texts from the day before...she might of sent me a picture but i dont know...i cant get pictures on my phone....nor did she call me to pick her up from work....i think were done but havent been able to talk to her to say it....we hadnt done it for a while...she says it was becuse shes worryed about startying her period yea ok i guess...but the day after she found out her ex had died she said she didnt think she was ready for a relationship ....and i dont know she didnt even want to make out with me for a while....last time we got to hang out she just sat there and texted her ex...i would be kissing her and that fucking phone would ring and she would pull away and go ohh got to reply go take your shower so we can go
and one other time we were talking with her freind and they asked if i was her BF....reply sometimes....

anyways if your with some one that your envloved with dont fucking text peope none stop its fucking annoying and hurts to be pushed away for a phone and a msg from some guy that rejected you twice and moved to another contenent

ok so maybe i am a little bitter...and looking for some one new now
oh yea 3 months till i am of legal drinking age....