This weekend was really interesting for me. Friday: Worked til 5 PM then headed out to Rootstown, Ohio to my buddies house for the night. Knowing we had to be up and leave for Fort Wayne, Indiana at 4 AM, we didn't sleep. >.< Instead, we played Star Wars Clone Wars Monopoly until 3:30 and then left at 4. So needless to say we were so fucking tired. ha

Saturday: Arrived at the Grand Wayne Convention Center at 8:30 AM and got our decks registered for the Pokemon Tournament. The Tourney stared at 10ish and I lost my first match...won my second...lost my third fourth and fifth then dropped from the tourney cuz my deck decided that it would just take a shit on my chest. (It's funny because I live in the Cleveland area ) Decided to nap for 2 hours and we then left Fort Wayne at about 6 PM. Got back to my buddies house about 10:30 and left his place about midnight. So it was a long fucking day and I did soooo bad!

Today (Sunday): Woke up around 2 and haven't done shit! So I am in a good mood, a bit horny, and bored. So you can only guess what might ensue soon haha. Either way, I don't plan on doing much today so if anyone wants to chat, meet up sometime or what the fuck ever, just shoot me a message and we can chat .

About to head out to Fort Wayne, Indiana for a Pokemon TCG tournament . I need to figure out how I'm drinking tomorrow, because I absolutely have to!

For all you Irish Punx out there, I hope you get into bar fights and fuck some shit up! haha

Funny how I can fall for a girl who I have been friends with on and off for years. I guess I have just never looked past the past until now to see how smart, funny and pretty she is. this is basically just me getting my thoughts off my chest so ignore this if you want. We hung out until about 3:30 A.M. last night just talking and playing cards. I can make her laugh and she can make me laugh. And it's weird, she is as tall as if not an inch taller than me, but I don't care. She brought over a little book that she has been writing for a bit, basically a journal with guidelines...weird. But she let me read it and it had some secrets she had never told anyone b4, so idk....i might just be love-struck. I feel a little less stressed about it now that it's kind of out there. Thanks for reading my feelings if anyone does .

Second day of waking up with a splitting headace. Maybe four hours of sleep is a bad thing? Hmmmm maybe. I'm updating this at work at 7:30 A.M. I wonder who is actually on right now. I have been doing a lot of nothing these past few days. Pokemon leagues have taken a lot of my time away from me. Maybe I can find me a girl who will nerd it up with me . Idk I guess i'm just feeling lonely this morning and would love to just cuddle with someone. Look at me, ever the romantic :/. I'm gonna start my long day off and get busy and maybe I will update again tonight. Who knows.....

Woah, day 2 of blog updates?! It's insane for me huh? Well, anyways, It was a long work day and now I'm chilling and watching Batman: The Animated Series. I should suggest a Harley Quinn pin-up set to some suicide girl....that'd be sexy as fuck! This show is awesome and I'm glad I randomly have The HUB now . Dinner is about done. Jeez...I feel like Blogging actually sucks.....I might just be getting into the groove so my blogs suck ass haha.

Monthly blog update! Well my life has gotten a lot more interesting. Girl in my life: Jail.... Nerd Status: Higher... Bored: You bet! I got me a new tattoo, which I will post some new pictures here in a minute. I have been listening to Nyan Cat for like 30 mins now and it's so much fun haha! I am working on new music and will have my recordings up (don't mind my shitty voice, I do try my best). So also, look for me in the local Cleveland area because after I get a few more songs, I will be playing solo Acoustic shows under the name Mourning Dove. So that's exciting I guess. Ummmm, also, I am looking for some help with Cosplaying if anyone of my friends or people who want to read my blog know anything about making articles of clothing, I would love you forever! But other than that, I am lonely, bored, and ready to listen to more Nyan Cat and watch more Anime! <3. Message me if anyone wants to get in touch with me!

Jesus, I am on here like once a month...this needs to change! Well since I haven't updated this shit in a while, lemme give you the rundown on how my life is going as of now. I have decided to quit smoking, first off. It's been a lil over 2 weeks now and I am feeling a lot better. I still get the cravings but soon enough I am going to start jogging and losing some of this fat that I have on my body. Hopefully that gets me looking a little bit sexier, but who knows, I'm gross haha. Ummmm, my friend Jimmy and I have decided to make an Acoustic Punk split. So I will have me a facebook or something of my music which you can all come by and criticize to your hearts content. Let's see, next weekend I am hopefully getting yet another tattoo! I'm thinking about getting the art for the album The Ugly Organ by Cursive going around my right wrist. I think that would be awesome! I'm done trying for girls also. If a girl likes me or wants to go get something to eat or hang out, it's on her fucking head. I stress out way too much over this shit and I really don't care if anyone goes "but it's a guys job to be assertive". FUCK THAT! This is the 21st god damned century and if you can't be assertive as well, then you are not worth my time. Plus a little bit of aggression I have found out turns me on a lil bit haha. I will be uploading a few pictures of me and my adventures in the Northeast Ohio region (mainly from my Pokemon TCG adventures with my friends) I'm such a fucking nerd!!! haha Well, until next time, hopefully I will be on tomorrow but I can't make any promises! PEACE OUT HUMANOIDS!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! I may be an Atheist but I believe that it's a family holiday not a Christian holiday. And even though it is WAAAAAY too commercialized, I do enjoy getting some new clothes from the parents. I'm rockin' a sexy new sweater vest that I will probably wear all the time now cuz I love it! But yea, I hope that all of my SG friends have a nice holiday and I would like to say, Please let me know if anyone would want to hang out sometime. I'm never busy anymore haha.

P.S. Cigarettes and Lighters make the best Adult Stocking Stuffer hahah

SINCE OCTOBER! Well, time for an update! Played a lot of music as well as a lot of Pokemon . Got my haircut, I guess I'll put a shitty pic up of it. Drank til I threw up a few times. Rachel is now dating someone and getting married to her b/f of 3 weeks >.<....da fuck?! But whatever, I had fun while I could and now she's being retarded so fuck her. Been listening to a lot of The Flatliners, because they are...PHENOMENAL! I am going to see Authority Zero in...January I think....and The Lawrence Arms in February. I have been feeling pretty good lately, the depression has subsided and my spirits have been at a very even level so this pleases me. Writers block still kicking my ass though...what can you do? Well, if anyone reads this, please let me know what you have been up to! OOOOOR if we have not met, please introduce yourself to me and I'd be glad to talk to you. CYA FRIENDS!

It's been like a month or something since I've been on and I now have to log on and post a blog. Right now, I'm hanging with my sexy friend Rachel and we are about to go to the tattoo shop to get her another tattoo. Appointment is in an hour and a half so we gotta move. She is hungry and is just bitching about it, so I guess we have to do that . Me on the other hand, I have to sell my drum set so I can get some money and then I can get my next Ink done. I'll probably post pix of her/her tattoo's and my new tattoo (when I get it) later. Yea, I'm gonna flaunt her a bit on the website . As you can see, my depression has subsided a bit and I have been in a good mood as of late. Rachel is now reading what I am writing over my shoulder, almost like she wants to get out of here to eat...hmm... maybe we should get going. lol. Anyways, we are going to get going so leave me some love and I'll post here more often...hopefully. PEACE!