If I have to wright one more word on mitosis or endoreticel I'm going to explode.

aaaaaaawwwwwwww ther is no way any more can fit in to my brain.

Any way I gess life is good. mostly studeing and whanting for the baby to come. Low on cash but thats how it is. Had a shity week last week but I gess it's beter now. I'm not gona think about it to much. I allways do that over analyzing think. I think I have a problem I think I think to mutch heheheh. Trying to live more in the moment I gess...and now I'm rambeling on....so now I'm going to thake my as to bed and snuggel with my gorgeus hubby.



love ya

studie studie studie do anybosy whant to swoop.

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LOve

I miss you.
It simple.
I miss you but some how I can’t seam to tell you. I guess I’m afraid that you don’t miss me. Or perhaps it’s my fear that if you do we will just end up barking the others hart. I find my self wondering if I will ever tell you and if you would ever answer me. I guess I don’t need you in my life I’m really good, but I guess maybe it could be beater if you where here.

But I don’t think I will tell you. I don’t want the rejection or the pain. People are better at a distends where they don’t have access to your hart. And it will never be like thus days. Like hung over Sunday mornings talking about boys and smoking cigarettes. Never like Wednesdays drinking coffee and getting angry at are mothers.

But I miss you and I love you.

On my wish list:

Retro Makeup: Techniques for Applying the Vintage Look

Vintage Hairstyling

and some maturnety clothing for rockabillys I mean seriusly how hard can it bee....

Life
It hits me sometimes that this is what it is. Right in this moment this is my life, and sometimes it makes me happy but to be honesty lodes of times it just makes me wish I hade accomplice more. Like I should have a job I actually enjoy now but I don’t. I should look like I feel on the inside but I don’t I just look boring.
But when it makes me happy I realize that I found a man that I love and that loves me back, the sex is fantastic we have a wonderful son together and a baby on the way. We have good economy even thou I want more but hay how here doesn’t. in the end I come to the same conclusion I am where I’m suppose to bee in life and there is more then enough time to do all I haven’t don yet.
And life is good.



And I just hade to uplode som ego pix

So going on a rodetrip to day.
Heading to see reletivs for a big 30's party. Yay
Hopefully get some reast and having some fun after exams.

Thinking of trying out as a suicidegirl after the baby is bourne. but havent desicded yet need to think about it some more I gess. Now of to see the Good Wife.

Love XOXO

Hey babes

so I whent to the ER on friday meet a doctor and she was so bad. Any way had to go back in to the ER on sunday morning. Now had the first doctor don her job and explaind wahat was wrong and taken the time to really check every thing I wouldent have had to return. God I love doctors. The second doctor we meet now she was good made me feel realy safe.

Just whanted to give my Hubba soom lovein he really is the gartest and I love him more then any thing.



Any way nothing new has really hapend and life is prity bouring.

TAta