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OCTOBER 10, 2011 @ 01:02 PM | 21 COMMENTS


I miss having friends frown I miss going out and having coffee or just walking around being silly. I feel like a social hermit. I never really made friends easily...I have tons of school acquaintances because people always like talking to me but it never goes farther than talking in class whatever
Don't get me wrong, I have my bf, my roommate, and so many amazing people here on SG...but it's not the same. I am ALWAYS around my bf, which doesn't bother me but it makes it not as special when we go out and do stuff. My roommate is a sweetheart and I love her to death but she is so busy I never get to see her and if I do we just talk about school...we never really go out to do anything. My SG life is awesome because I have met so many awesome people but none that live close enough to hang out with on a regular basis. I do love texting people (especially jimcurt99 who is like my BFF biggrin ) but texting is just not the same.
I sometimes worry I am boring. I at least feel boring...I just never know what to talk about. I kind of get jealous when I read other peoples blogs....BLARG! okay enough moping! I'm just being silly

Art

I wanted to start drawing more morbid stuff for halloween! I really love this drawing so much! I wish I had a better copy to show you guys but my scanner is broken so yeah surreal
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GAH I LOVE IT SO MUCH! I can't wait to scan it in and start inking it!

Also I am seriously in love with Lass...so I had to do a quick drawing of her...I don't usually draw people because I can never really make them look like who they are which pisses me off..but oh well...She is just so classy!
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and some legs wink

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ALSO ONLY 2 DAYS LEFT ON THE CONTEST!!! we only have 2 entries...so please please please send them in! ---> rules

be awesome peoples!
~Nuka <3
OCTOBER 8, 2011 @ 11:07 AM | 17 COMMENTS


so to follow up on my last post (if you all were wondering)...
-My friends back in Philly are taking care of my suicidal friend. He is still not doing great but he is feeling a little better. Hopefully I can see him when I go back to Philly for my winter break.
-My roommate made up with her bf, which I think is for the best. He truly learned his lesson.
-My bf bitched so much to the credit card company that they reduced his interest for a couple months and banned them from calling my phone EVER. He also got an apology from the lady that bitched him out over the phone...hehehe biggrin

Anyway...this is going to a picture blog!
so where to start...

Art

These are just random doodles from class and such...they are taken with my phone since my scanner is still broken to kind of crappy but still I want to share them with you!

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That one is a visual representation of my depression. I find whenever I am getting emotional about something I try to express that emotion through a drawing...it helps me a lot. He is black and white and drains the color out of anyone he is digesting biggrin I know I am weird.
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I have been trying to draw more movement...
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KITTY!



Cute pictures of me

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me looking like a bum at school
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I got my period and when I do I tend to want to look pretty so I dress up yesterday to go to World Market with my bf:
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and I cut my own hair biggrin my split ends were driving me nuts...it is very raggidy but my curls hide it and I think I did a good job.
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BOOBIES!



AND world market cute things biggrin

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SUCH A CUTE OCTOPUS biggrin



okay my cuties! I got to go study, but remember about the contest--->RULES it ends the 12th!!! so get your submissions in!!! we have been getting a couple more so yay!!!!

~Nuka <3

OCTOBER 5, 2011 @ 11:27 AM | 18 COMMENTS


SO much has happened this past week...eeek where to start...
Bad news
earlier in the week I read a facebook post from one of my good friends from PA which read "I swear I'm going to blow my brains out soon." He has always been depressed but I could feel that it was different this time. I talked to him on facebook for a while after I read it and life has just turned to shit for him. Lost his gf lost his job, no friends (because we all moved away) he also have diabetes (the kind where he has to use a needle...I'm not very good with my diabetes lingo) pretty much all his life. He just kept saying I'm done...I'm just done. I haven't heard from him since.
I am so upset that I can't be there for him. I am stuck here in GA and can't get in contact with him. I called some of our mutual friends to check on him and they seem to be helping a little bit...hopefully.
Just remember if you or anyone you know is contemplating suicide there is always help.
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More bad news...
My roommates bf lied to her. Realize that she had an abusive relationship before and does not tolerate lying (neither do I!) I don't want to get into it but she came out of her room sobbing with her arms open for a hug. I comforted her on the couch as she buried her face in my boobies (my boobies have magical happy abilities!)
Once she calmed down she called him (because he was calling non-stop) and just went off on him! OMG that was so amazing! I have so much more respect for her now! she was yelling at him with gusto man...LOVED IT...and was trying hard not to laugh. biggrin she is such a strong lady.
I know it can't be easy for her to live in a house with me and my bf but she seems to be doing better. Hopefully it will all work out.

One more bad things then onto the good:
Yesterday was my bf's birthday but he got a call from his credit card company. They said that in the last two months they raised the interest without telling him and that he was in default. He normally pays online but his online account didn't reflect the change so they said he wasn't paying...realize he has been making consistent payments on this card for 5 years now, never missing one payment even though he is on unemployment...madmadmad After yelling at them for an hour he got it fixed but then I looked at my phone and found out they called me first (and realize that they do not have my number, he never used my number, never told them my number) so of course he was in ultimate rage mode...he called them back and bitched for hours about how that is not appropriate and wanted an explanation. At first they denied it but I kept the message on my phone to play for them, then they said they had the number since 2008 I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW HIM IN 2008!!! WTF...he is still calling them today (he even called the CEO tongue) he is really pissed. SO his birthday was pretty much ruined. frown

BUT on the good side:
I gave him his birthday present a day early since I had classes yesterday. biggrin hehehe...most of you saw my announcement: "My boyfriends birthday present lasted 3 hours and now I am exhausted and can't walk straight. biggrin he loved it." Since we both don't have money we had to create our own entertainment! He also likes taking videos for fap material later, so I let him...AND NO YOU CAN'T SEE THEM...it makes me feel uncomfortable kind of but I don't mind with him. Let's just say it involved restraints, toys, dirty talk, and a hell of a lot of positions. I am still sore today...damn it was fun!
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more good news:
BEAVIS AND BUTTHEAD are coming back!!! I am so freaking excited!!!!
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and a preview:

I was always a big fan! hahaha...

okay! so now on to pictures:

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study time!
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just cute
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and don't forget my new set comes out Nov. 21st...I don't know if I can wait that long though!!! I'm so excited!!!
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I have also been working on Narada_'s new set! so hopefully that will be done soon as well!

Also don't forget about jimcurt99 and my contest! still only one entry...frown you suck if you don't enter tongue rules here---> RULES BIOTCH!!!
that is all I have time for right now...I will try to take some more naked pictures if I have time but I am heading towards midterms so I won't be on as much! love you all!
~Nuka <3

OCTOBER 1, 2011 @ 11:14 AM | 33 COMMENTS


So I changed my name to Nuka and so far I really like it. Easy to remember, sounds really cute, and charbo told me "in norwegian it's the adjective form of "to nuke "" hehehe I'm going to drop a sex bomb on you guys wink hehehe so I think I will keep it...it also makes me happy that everyone seems to like it as well!
ALSO PLEASE DO jimcurt99 and my contest!!! details are here...--->here<--- you will win a picture of anything you want drawn by both jimcurt99 and me!!! We just want your silly pictures!!! biggrin please!
we only have one entry so far frown

So my set got accepted to MR which I am so excited about!!!!
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a picture to keep you interested wink
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I can't wait for everyone to see it *squee* >.< yay!!!

and some sexy pictures for you guys and gals wink



then I took a shower and fixed my bangs that were driving me nuts love




I hope everyone is doing well!!! love you all sweeties! thanks for keeping me motivated and making me feel like a million dollars kisskisslovelove
~Nuka <3

SEPTEMBER 30, 2011 @ 10:33 AM | 12 COMMENTS


Thank you all for your kind words on my last blog...I needed to hear other people call him an ass biggrin hahaha! just a couple things I want to say before I have to go to a grad meeting at school!
Wednesday:
so it was a freaking shit day. In the morning I had the adviser debacle, then had to get all this annoying school work done for game design documentation that was sprung on us last minute (apparently everyone had a website but me so I had to make one over night so the class can critique everyone's website *sigh*), then while I was doing school work we (my bf and I) heard really loud gun shots.
We have this night club that has always been trouble. It was shut down (such a happy time) then reopened recently. Well we heard the gun shots and went out on the porch to see what happened. There was a guy at the front door toppled over and not moving. No one was helping him...when the cops came, one guy checked the pulse and shook his head. I then realized I have seen my first dead body. (well I saw my grandfathers open casket which was awful but this was different.)
I don't think my brain comprehended what was going on, but my body sure did. I started to feel nauseous and shake. I went back inside and did some homework trying not to think about it and seemed to calm down. Then right before I went to bed I tried closing my eyes and all I could see was the man. I started to emotionally break down. My bf was there to help...we talked about death and dying then he let me cry into his chest. It was a very mentally, emotionally, and physically draining day.

Thursday
After everything that went down Wednesday I needed a good day. My critique went well for my game design documentation class. Though there were some people that didn't have there website up which I was PISSED about because I spent all the time doing it! mad but at least I looked good!
my second class was awesome. We didn't have anything due (thank god!) and we started our new group assignment, but to get us creative we played a game first! our teacher gave us a pack of index cards each person in the group got 10 cards and had to make up a card effect. IT COULD BE ANYTHING...at first people were like wtf...but then we got really creative. then you play...deal the cards, dealers left starts. No dice, but has a points systems. Best cards ever from our group: last one under the table losses 1000 pts (I killed my knee doing this but it was AWESOME!), chosen player has to act like a monkey (full body) for 10 sec and will gain 400 pts, be sneaky and still someones hats...that was funny biggrin it was just a lot of fun!!!
On top of all that I might have a lead for a job! My roommate is now working at a horse stable and said they needed more people. So hopefully I will hear back from that!
So all in all a pretty good day!

Other news!
I got my set!!! woo!!! thank you Rockii for an awesome time! I submitted it for MR so hope that it goes through!!! Though I don't know if you guys and gals deserve a preview wink comment about something good you have done recently and I will consider posting a preview in my next blog!

SPEAKING OF CONTESTS!!! the Epic Contest of Doom is still going on and we still only have one person who did it so far!!! kind of disappointing people frown apparently jimcurt99 and my art isn't good enough (guilt trip) see the rules here: http://suicidegirls.com/members/DeliriousWisdom/2589397/

No pictures today...because truthfully I don't have any pictures to post confused since it has been a bad week...I will try to make my next blog a photo crazy one biggrin
stay well my lovies!
~DeliriousWisdom
OH P.S. I need to change my name for my set but I still don't know what I want to change it too...I didn't realize mine was 15 letter eeek I really really really want Delirious but some inactive person has it frown so any suggestions?

EDIT!!!! my set got accepted into MR! set your date for NOV 21st!!! YAYY!!!!! Also changed my name to Nuka to see if I like it...what do you think?
SEPTEMBER 28, 2011 @ 11:31 AM | 21 COMMENTS


I am kind of pissed off and I need to get it out here on SG.
I have to give a little background before I continue...I got my BFA in jewelry/metals/CADCAM and realized I didn't like it as a profession. College was a really bad time for me. A lot of bad stuff happened and I didn't try my best in school because I just didn't care. Once I graduated I got a customer service job for 2 years and hated it though I started convincing myself that is was the right thing for me since I had no purpose in life. I was then dating my bf and he hated to see me like this and suggested I go back to school and even suggested SCAD. I was so excited I almost crapped my pants! biggrin I have never been away from home this long EVER so it was a big thing for me but I was determined and still am.
I came to SCAD and took non-degree seeking courses so I could apply to the video game department. I was going to get another BFA but some of my undergrad courses wouldn't transfer and the advisor suggested I apply to grad school...SHE SAID that a lot of people do that. So I did and got in and this is my first semester as a grad student.
SO yeah...onward to the reason why I am angry.
I have an issue with my classes at school. Since I am a grad I am not allowed to take undergrad classes (which is stupid) but the class I HAD to take was canceled because not enough people were taking it so they told me they would put me in an undergrad course as an "independent study" and that they would take care of everything...(realize I had no say in any of this) FINE I am fine with that, but then last week I didn't have access to the class online any longer and my teacher told me that I was no longer on his class roster ARGHH!!!!! so annoying so I finally met with my grad advisor today (who was supposed to meet with me before classes started and didn't) He said that my teacher will have to give my grades to him and he will put it into my independent study course but I still don't have access to the class notes or anything so of course he was like "I'll figure it out for you" whatever Then he goes on to ask me what I want to do in video games and I said I don't know. I have only been recently introduced to this stuff so I truly don't know what I want to do...this is a whole new experience for me.
He then looked at me like I was an idiot and said "how did you get into grad school if you didn't know what you were doing? Grad school is to refine the skills you already have..." I was like WTF! I got in and even got a honors scholarship because I maintained all As (and I mean like 100% in every class) in the non-degree seeking courses I took. Then I explained about my BFA and how I just didn't like it as a profession and he said "well how do you know that won't happen again.." I felt like I had to defend myself against my own advisor. IT MADE ME SO ANGRY...I couldn't even explain it well because I just wasn't prepared for it.
So now I just feel discouraged and angry. I have a lot of work to do and can't even bring myself to sit down and work. I figured writing a blog would help which it is and my bf is giving me lots of hugs and encouragement as well. It just pisses me off when people that are suppose to support me through school are making me feel like quitting...trust me I won't and I will show him how amazing I am...but it just hurts frown

anyway...with that rant over I wanted to show you guys the finished game that my team made for class...
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I also have close ups of the cards if people are interested in seeing them...



so yeah...
how I am feeling right now:
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so pretty pictures from yesterday...we were going to Publix and the clouds were so pretty over the bridge
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so pretty biggrin

and some of myself:
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sorry no nudes...just don't feel like it... that's it for today! hope everyone is doing well <3
~DeliriousWisdom <3

SEPTEMBER 25, 2011 @ 07:49 PM | 20 COMMENTS


school
Pretty much the same stuff going on! busy busy busy at school. I have 2 classes but they are both reading and writing intensive, which is very hard for me since I suck at both confused
My first class is game design documentation, which is learning how to write a game design document...and I completely changed my idea for it so now I am playing crazy catch up to finish the first 2 documents I had to write for the new game UGH!!! shocked but in the long run will make the semester so much easier!!! so yeah tongue
and my second class we have to make a board game while constantly reading stuff and writing papers! I have already written 3 papers and did a powerpoint presentation and I just finished my second week. ugh! I got to make the game tokens though which look so CUTE!!! here they are:
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and me at school biggrin
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Volunteering
So my Humane Society event was yesterday. It was a lot of fun! It was hot though and I was sweating a lot, but the company was nice and I always love doggies!!!
This is Charlie Brown! he is a beagle golden retriever mix so he has stubby legs biggrin
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and other pics from the event
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Unfortunately no one got adopted when I was there but we sold a lot of t-shirts and got a lot of support so yay!

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well I hope all you chickadees are doing well!!! love you all sweeties...also I will hopefully be getting my set soon shocked so more sneak peeks soon!!! I decided to call it Casual Friday biggrin
~DeliriousWisdom <3
SEPTEMBER 21, 2011 @ 03:08 PM | 18 COMMENTS


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I had happy tears of joy when I read everyones comments on my last blog...as well as awesome messages and so on...I love this community so much!!! *gives everyone a big hug*
I feel so much better today! I got all my homework done and found out I got a 92% on my first assignment biggrin I was so happy I called my mom and told her. She jokingly said where is the other 8% where I then said "shove it!" and we both laughed a lot. She was very proud of me and happy I found something I truly love doing.
The issues with my boy have been resolved. I know I was over reacting due to so much stress with school though I did as ChameleonBiscuit said and threw stuff at him...though not rocks since I didn't have any on hand...

School

school has been crazy...lots of stuff to do in a very short amount of time. Already wrote 2 papers, made a powerpoint presentation, made a mock up of a board game with my group, and read A LOT of articles in the span of a week. This quarter is going to be interesting! biggrin

Volunteering
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my bf and I are going to be at this on Saturday!!! yay helping animals miao!! ooo aaa bok oink if you are in the Savannah area you should come support the Humane Society for Greater Savannah biggrin

cool stuff
Ozma wrote an announcement about this site a while back and I just looked at it today! I am secret obsessed with socks!!! so I was super happy to find this site (of course right when I have no money)...so here are my favorite ones because I love sharing! click on the image if you want to go to the site.
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If you didn't already figure out my name is Alice...I was named after Alice in Wonderland and love the books as well as almost all of the movies biggrin but I am not really an Alice fan because I find her to be ignorant and that is just not me. I am OBSESSED with the Cheshire cat though. My name DeliriousWisdom has to do with the cheshire cat...so of course when I saw these socks I freaked out because they totally remind me of the Cheshire cat biggrin

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pretty much anything with pink and brown I find to be cute because it reminds me of desserts tongue


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these are just to cute not to post! RAWR!

and my all time favorite on the site because I have never seen them before:
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I love when people create new inventive ways of doing things! love love love these socks!

anyway! enough sharing...next!

pictures

No nudes today since I have been feeling really gross recently about myself...the exercise and eating right thing has gone down the toilet since I started school, plus stress makes me feel icky tongue hopefully I will take more when I have free time...I also have been getting a lot of requests for more videos so I will try and make another one for all my fans out there! wink
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a cute updo I created since I felt like my hair is getting so long...it makes me want to cut it short biggrin
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after my first class...I look so tired confused
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another picture of my school building at night
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the lighting was so cool I had to take like a million pictures of myself
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and now I will leave you with the wonderful spellers of the south:
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at a Krystal down abercorn...biggrin

anyway I have lots of stuff to do for class tomorrow! hope everyone is doing well and please give your good vibes to Royal you can read her blog to find out what I am talking about!
~DeliriousWisdom <3
SEPTEMBER 19, 2011 @ 01:04 PM | 22 COMMENTS


I am very frustrated today...I don't really want to talk about it but I will say it has to do with lots of school work and my bf being a butt head. *le sigh*
In other news
I really want this so bad! the bookbook for the iPhone I put it in my wishlist but I doubt anyone has any money to buy it for me so I can hope and look at it everyday with stars in my eyes.
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like that!
Anyway...
enough pandering...school is going really well. Finished my first paper, which didn't take me very long. I was very proud of myself because I am usually very ADHD (yes I am diagnosed but won't take meds anymore) and I was able to focus and get things done. I feel like I am truly conquering my ADHD biggrin I have a powerpoint to finish (it's almost done) and another paper to finish...some more reading and I am done for tomorrow's classes shocked hahaha.
Well I need to get back to work
pictures in no particular order:
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my school building:
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hope you are having a good one! send some good vibes my way! biggrin
~DeliriousWisdom <3
SEPTEMBER 16, 2011 @ 09:36 PM | 16 COMMENTS


OMG WANT! ---> cute cute cute! and this and that
I love wigs! I always have! Narada_ sent me a link to them biggrin I need to take more pictures with my other wigs on or maybe do a video! wink
love love love them biggrin anyway...
school has been keeping me really busy already. I already have 2 papers to write and a board game to make with a group. I don't have a lot of free time so I doubt I will be updating a lot, but I at least wanted to leave you with some pictures eeek
some pictures from the other day at school:
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Now for some more interesting picture wink
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hope you enjoyed! hehehe biggrin and one more photo that I really love that I was playing with in my awesome photo apps...I kind of want to dye my hair this color:
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love you guys! hopefully my set will be done soon!
~DeliriousWisdom <3
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