Don't get me wrong, I have my bf, my roommate, and so many amazing people here on SG...but it's not the same. I am ALWAYS around my bf, which doesn't bother me but it makes it not as special when we go out and do stuff. My roommate is a sweetheart and I love her to death but she is so busy I never get to see her and if I do we just talk about school...we never really go out to do anything. My SG life is awesome because I have met so many awesome people but none that live close enough to hang out with on a regular basis. I do love texting people (especially jimcurt99 who is like my BFF
I sometimes worry I am boring. I at least feel boring...I just never know what to talk about. I kind of get jealous when I read other peoples blogs....BLARG! okay enough moping! I'm just being silly
Art
I wanted to start drawing more morbid stuff for halloween! I really love this drawing so much! I wish I had a better copy to show you guys but my scanner is broken so yeah

GAH I LOVE IT SO MUCH! I can't wait to scan it in and start inking it!
Also I am seriously in love with Lass...so I had to do a quick drawing of her...I don't usually draw people because I can never really make them look like who they are which pisses me off..but oh well...She is just so classy!

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ALSO ONLY 2 DAYS LEFT ON THE CONTEST!!! we only have 2 entries...so please please please send them in! ---> rules
be awesome peoples!
~Nuka <3
-My friends back in Philly are taking care of my suicidal friend. He is still not doing great but he is feeling a little better. Hopefully I can see him when I go back to Philly for my winter break.
-My roommate made up with her bf, which I think is for the best. He truly learned his lesson.
-My bf bitched so much to the credit card company that they reduced his interest for a couple months and banned them from calling my phone EVER. He also got an apology from the lady that bitched him out over the phone...hehehe
Anyway...this is going to a picture blog!
so where to start...
Art
These are just random doodles from class and such...they are taken with my phone since my scanner is still broken to kind of crappy but still I want to share them with you!
Cute pictures of me
BOOBIES!
AND world market cute things
okay my cuties! I got to go study, but remember about the contest--->RULES it ends the 12th!!! so get your submissions in!!! we have been getting a couple more so yay!!!!
~Nuka <3
Bad news
earlier in the week I read a facebook post from one of my good friends from PA which read "I swear I'm going to blow my brains out soon." He has always been depressed but I could feel that it was different this time. I talked to him on facebook for a while after I read it and life has just turned to shit for him. Lost his gf lost his job, no friends (because we all moved away) he also have diabetes (the kind where he has to use a needle...I'm not very good with my diabetes lingo) pretty much all his life. He just kept saying I'm done...I'm just done. I haven't heard from him since.
I am so upset that I can't be there for him. I am stuck here in GA and can't get in contact with him. I called some of our mutual friends to check on him and they seem to be helping a little bit...hopefully.
Just remember if you or anyone you know is contemplating suicide there is always help.

More bad news...
My roommates bf lied to her. Realize that she had an abusive relationship before and does not tolerate lying (neither do I!) I don't want to get into it but she came out of her room sobbing with her arms open for a hug. I comforted her on the couch as she buried her face in my boobies (my boobies have magical happy abilities!)
Once she calmed down she called him (because he was calling non-stop) and just went off on him! OMG that was so amazing! I have so much more respect for her now! she was yelling at him with gusto man...LOVED IT...and was trying hard not to laugh.
I know it can't be easy for her to live in a house with me and my bf but she seems to be doing better. Hopefully it will all work out.
One more bad things then onto the good:
Yesterday was my bf's birthday but he got a call from his credit card company. They said that in the last two months they raised the interest without telling him and that he was in default. He normally pays online but his online account didn't reflect the change so they said he wasn't paying...realize he has been making consistent payments on this card for 5 years now, never missing one payment even though he is on unemployment...
BUT on the good side:
I gave him his birthday present a day early since I had classes yesterday.

more good news:
BEAVIS AND BUTTHEAD are coming back!!! I am so freaking excited!!!!

and a preview:
I was always a big fan! hahaha...
okay! so now on to pictures:
and don't forget my new set comes out Nov. 21st...I don't know if I can wait that long though!!! I'm so excited!!!

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I have also been working on Narada_'s new set! so hopefully that will be done soon as well!
Also don't forget about jimcurt99 and my contest! still only one entry...
you suck if you don't enter
rules here---> RULES BIOTCH!!!
that is all I have time for right now...I will try to take some more naked pictures if I have time but I am heading towards midterms so I won't be on as much! love you all!
~Nuka <3
ALSO PLEASE DO jimcurt99 and my contest!!! details are here...--->here<--- you will win a picture of anything you want drawn by both jimcurt99 and me!!! We just want your silly pictures!!!
we only have one entry so far
So my set got accepted to MR which I am so excited about!!!!

a picture to keep you interested

I can't wait for everyone to see it *squee* >.< yay!!!
and some sexy pictures for you guys and gals
then I took a shower and fixed my bangs that were driving me nuts ![]()
I hope everyone is doing well!!! love you all sweeties! thanks for keeping me motivated and making me feel like a million dollars ![]()
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~Nuka <3
Wednesday:
so it was a freaking shit day. In the morning I had the adviser debacle, then had to get all this annoying school work done for game design documentation that was sprung on us last minute (apparently everyone had a website but me so I had to make one over night so the class can critique everyone's website *sigh*), then while I was doing school work we (my bf and I) heard really loud gun shots.
We have this night club that has always been trouble. It was shut down (such a happy time) then reopened recently. Well we heard the gun shots and went out on the porch to see what happened. There was a guy at the front door toppled over and not moving. No one was helping him...when the cops came, one guy checked the pulse and shook his head. I then realized I have seen my first dead body. (well I saw my grandfathers open casket which was awful but this was different.)
I don't think my brain comprehended what was going on, but my body sure did. I started to feel nauseous and shake. I went back inside and did some homework trying not to think about it and seemed to calm down. Then right before I went to bed I tried closing my eyes and all I could see was the man. I started to emotionally break down. My bf was there to help...we talked about death and dying then he let me cry into his chest. It was a very mentally, emotionally, and physically draining day.
Thursday
After everything that went down Wednesday I needed a good day. My critique went well for my game design documentation class. Though there were some people that didn't have there website up which I was PISSED about because I spent all the time doing it!
my second class was awesome. We didn't have anything due (thank god!) and we started our new group assignment, but to get us creative we played a game first! our teacher gave us a pack of index cards each person in the group got 10 cards and had to make up a card effect. IT COULD BE ANYTHING...at first people were like wtf...but then we got really creative. then you play...deal the cards, dealers left starts. No dice, but has a points systems. Best cards ever from our group: last one under the table losses 1000 pts (I killed my knee doing this but it was AWESOME!), chosen player has to act like a monkey (full body) for 10 sec and will gain 400 pts, be sneaky and still someones hats...that was funny
On top of all that I might have a lead for a job! My roommate is now working at a horse stable and said they needed more people. So hopefully I will hear back from that!
So all in all a pretty good day!
Other news!
I got my set!!! woo!!! thank you Rockii for an awesome time! I submitted it for MR so hope that it goes through!!! Though I don't know if you guys and gals deserve a preview
SPEAKING OF CONTESTS!!! the Epic Contest of Doom is still going on and we still only have one person who did it so far!!! kind of disappointing people
No pictures today...because truthfully I don't have any pictures to post
stay well my lovies!
~DeliriousWisdom
OH P.S. I need to change my name for my set but I still don't know what I want to change it too...I didn't realize mine was 15 letter
EDIT!!!! my set got accepted into MR! set your date for NOV 21st!!! YAYY!!!!! Also changed my name to Nuka to see if I like it...what do you think?
I have to give a little background before I continue...I got my BFA in jewelry/metals/CADCAM and realized I didn't like it as a profession. College was a really bad time for me. A lot of bad stuff happened and I didn't try my best in school because I just didn't care. Once I graduated I got a customer service job for 2 years and hated it though I started convincing myself that is was the right thing for me since I had no purpose in life. I was then dating my bf and he hated to see me like this and suggested I go back to school and even suggested SCAD. I was so excited I almost crapped my pants!
I came to SCAD and took non-degree seeking courses so I could apply to the video game department. I was going to get another BFA but some of my undergrad courses wouldn't transfer and the advisor suggested I apply to grad school...SHE SAID that a lot of people do that. So I did and got in and this is my first semester as a grad student.
SO yeah...onward to the reason why I am angry.
I have an issue with my classes at school. Since I am a grad I am not allowed to take undergrad classes (which is stupid) but the class I HAD to take was canceled because not enough people were taking it so they told me they would put me in an undergrad course as an "independent study" and that they would take care of everything...(realize I had no say in any of this) FINE I am fine with that, but then last week I didn't have access to the class online any longer and my teacher told me that I was no longer on his class roster ARGHH!!!!! so annoying so I finally met with my grad advisor today (who was supposed to meet with me before classes started and didn't) He said that my teacher will have to give my grades to him and he will put it into my independent study course but I still don't have access to the class notes or anything so of course he was like "I'll figure it out for you"
He then looked at me like I was an idiot and said "how did you get into grad school if you didn't know what you were doing? Grad school is to refine the skills you already have..." I was like WTF! I got in and even got a honors scholarship because I maintained all As (and I mean like 100% in every class) in the non-degree seeking courses I took. Then I explained about my BFA and how I just didn't like it as a profession and he said "well how do you know that won't happen again.." I felt like I had to defend myself against my own advisor. IT MADE ME SO ANGRY...I couldn't even explain it well because I just wasn't prepared for it.
So now I just feel discouraged and angry. I have a lot of work to do and can't even bring myself to sit down and work. I figured writing a blog would help which it is and my bf is giving me lots of hugs and encouragement as well. It just pisses me off when people that are suppose to support me through school are making me feel like quitting...trust me I won't and I will show him how amazing I am...but it just hurts
anyway...with that rant over I wanted to show you guys the finished game that my team made for class...


I also have close ups of the cards if people are interested in seeing them...
so yeah...
how I am feeling right now:

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so pretty pictures from yesterday...we were going to Publix and the clouds were so pretty over the bridge

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and some of myself:

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sorry no nudes...just don't feel like it... that's it for today! hope everyone is doing well <3
~DeliriousWisdom <3
Pretty much the same stuff going on! busy busy busy at school. I have 2 classes but they are both reading and writing intensive, which is very hard for me since I suck at both
My first class is game design documentation, which is learning how to write a game design document...and I completely changed my idea for it so now I am playing crazy catch up to finish the first 2 documents I had to write for the new game UGH!!!
and my second class we have to make a board game while constantly reading stuff and writing papers! I have already written 3 papers and did a powerpoint presentation and I just finished my second week. ugh! I got to make the game tokens though which look so CUTE!!! here they are:

and me at school

Volunteering
So my Humane Society event was yesterday. It was a lot of fun! It was hot though and I was sweating a lot, but the company was nice and I always love doggies!!!
This is Charlie Brown! he is a beagle golden retriever mix so he has stubby legs

and other pics from the event




Unfortunately no one got adopted when I was there but we sold a lot of t-shirts and got a lot of support so yay!
Other pictures





well I hope all you chickadees are doing well!!! love you all sweeties...also I will hopefully be getting my set soon
~DeliriousWisdom <3

I had happy tears of joy when I read everyones comments on my last blog...as well as awesome messages and so on...I love this community so much!!! *gives everyone a big hug*
I feel so much better today! I got all my homework done and found out I got a 92% on my first assignment
The issues with my boy have been resolved. I know I was over reacting due to so much stress with school though I did as ChameleonBiscuit said and threw stuff at him...though not rocks since I didn't have any on hand...
School
school has been crazy...lots of stuff to do in a very short amount of time. Already wrote 2 papers, made a powerpoint presentation, made a mock up of a board game with my group, and read A LOT of articles in the span of a week. This quarter is going to be interesting!
Volunteering

my bf and I are going to be at this on Saturday!!! yay helping animals
cool stuff
Ozma wrote an announcement about this site a while back and I just looked at it today! I am secret obsessed with socks!!! so I was super happy to find this site (of course right when I have no money)...so here are my favorite ones because I love sharing! click on the image if you want to go to the site.

If you didn't already figure out my name is Alice...I was named after Alice in Wonderland and love the books as well as almost all of the movies

pretty much anything with pink and brown I find to be cute because it reminds me of desserts

these are just to cute not to post! RAWR!
and my all time favorite on the site because I have never seen them before:

I love when people create new inventive ways of doing things! love love love these socks!
anyway! enough sharing...next!
pictures
No nudes today since I have been feeling really gross recently about myself...the exercise and eating right thing has gone down the toilet since I started school, plus stress makes me feel icky

a cute updo I created since I felt like my hair is getting so long...it makes me want to cut it short

after my first class...I look so tired

another picture of my school building at night

the lighting was so cool I had to take like a million pictures of myself


and now I will leave you with the wonderful spellers of the south:

at a Krystal down abercorn...
anyway I have lots of stuff to do for class tomorrow! hope everyone is doing well and please give your good vibes to Royal you can read her blog to find out what I am talking about!
~DeliriousWisdom <3
In other news
I really want this so bad! the bookbook for the iPhone I put it in my wishlist but I doubt anyone has any money to buy it for me so I can hope and look at it everyday with stars in my eyes.

like that!
Anyway...
enough pandering...school is going really well. Finished my first paper, which didn't take me very long. I was very proud of myself because I am usually very ADHD (yes I am diagnosed but won't take meds anymore) and I was able to focus and get things done. I feel like I am truly conquering my ADHD
Well I need to get back to work
pictures in no particular order:






my school building:


hope you are having a good one! send some good vibes my way!
~DeliriousWisdom <3
I love wigs! I always have! Narada_ sent me a link to them
love love love them
school has been keeping me really busy already. I already have 2 papers to write and a board game to make with a group. I don't have a lot of free time so I doubt I will be updating a lot, but I at least wanted to leave you with some pictures
some pictures from the other day at school:




Now for some more interesting picture





hope you enjoyed! hehehe

love you guys! hopefully my set will be done soon!
~DeliriousWisdom <3











































