Whew just got home at 11pm and whew Im burned out tired. I was making more penile implantation tools and tomorrow I will be making suspension hooks, around 100 of those bad boys. Yay fun but hey people have to have them right? 
Bizarre how I see it as a need but I know those that suspend often are addicted somehow so they MUST have their hooks 
Anyway thats about it from me, I'm off to neverland 
Oh and may I say I am a bit sad, Annie is no longer an active SG
Bizarre how I see it as a need but I know those that suspend often are addicted somehow so they MUST have their hooks Anyway thats about it from me, I'm off to neverland Oh and may I say I am a bit sad, Annie is no longer an active SG
I got really ill last night but Im better now. I cant wait to get back to work. I really love what I do. So I was thinking about growing my hair again since I am starting to lose weight. I think I may grow it back just a little so I can put it into a hawk again. I miss my mohawk alot, weird to miss a hari style but I do.
Bitching....
I am just getting so pissed. I have asked about 6 different girls out recently and every one of them has turned me down stone cold flat. Talk about a blow to ones confidence. I havent been on a date in about 8 months. I feel like some kind of troll boy lately. And whats weird is I've lost weight, I am eating right and I have been mostly confident up until now. Fuck...anyway thats enough of my whining back to your regular programming.....
I am just getting so pissed. I have asked about 6 different girls out recently and every one of them has turned me down stone cold flat. Talk about a blow to ones confidence. I havent been on a date in about 8 months. I feel like some kind of troll boy lately. And whats weird is I've lost weight, I am eating right and I have been mostly confident up until now. Fuck...anyway thats enough of my whining back to your regular programming.....
So I went out to drink for the first time since I fasted. It was nuts. I got drunk from like three beers and a shot. Never has that happened since I was like 15. I kinda liked it, it made for a cheap night. 
Okay so long boring day today, I have been fasting for a full week now. I'm hungry...oh so hungry, but I tread on. So yeah Hi if you read what I say. How is your life going eh?
Day 5 of fasting...I woke up feeling like hell, but now I feel like going out. Maybe just to take a walk somewhere...too bad it's so damn hot outside. I may just wait for it to cool down and go for a walk then. Bleh...boredom has set in.
I also I went on and updated our actual retail jewelry inventory on our website for Kaos. It's funny but now I am responsible for that even...although there is another bloke that I am sure is taking credit for it. But I have been responsible for everything on our wbesite lately. Making sure we keep our domain, getting a new ssl certificate, inventory, orders, man you name it and I'm up in it. Fun, fun, fun...but you know I enjoy responsibility. In all truth I love doing this because eventually I will help run this when it is big or I will have my own store that I will run someday. or maybe even a company because I thrive on it somehow.
Anywho, buy some jewelry people its up and for sale.
Kaos Softwear!!
and I still need to update our front page ...it still only says that I make the Jewelry...which I still help with like I said but really when you are responsible for so much it's nice to be recognized for it.
I also I went on and updated our actual retail jewelry inventory on our website for Kaos. It's funny but now I am responsible for that even...although there is another bloke that I am sure is taking credit for it. But I have been responsible for everything on our wbesite lately. Making sure we keep our domain, getting a new ssl certificate, inventory, orders, man you name it and I'm up in it. Fun, fun, fun...but you know I enjoy responsibility. In all truth I love doing this because eventually I will help run this when it is big or I will have my own store that I will run someday. or maybe even a company because I thrive on it somehow.
Anywho, buy some jewelry people its up and for sale.
Kaos Softwear!!
and I still need to update our front page ...it still only says that I make the Jewelry...which I still help with like I said but really when you are responsible for so much it's nice to be recognized for it.
This is totally weird but today I feel like calling up one of my friends of the female persuasion and taking her out. I would like to just doing something really nice for her like buy her little gifts during the day and some flowers, maybe take her to a cute movie and then chill out over some tea (for me tea because of the fasting, otherwise I'd take her to dinner too) or coffee and talk. I haven't done that for someone in a while and I have a bit of a romantic streak and I've been holding it in for the next girl I am with but really should I have to wait?
So I decided since I do not know how to physically find and help my friend in New Orleans I could at least donate some of my money towards helping in the effort. I hope many of you can see beyond you and see that whether you believe in hand outs or not that these are people that need help. They are people not some rabid pack of animals chewing up the countyside. They are in a place where you and I could not imagine unless you were there yourself. It is easy to sit in the comfort of your own home and bad mouth people or say things about their place in the world. These may not be your friends or your family, but they are someone's friends and family and unfortunately some of us cannot get a hold of these people to find out if they are okay. Try and remember if it happened to you, wouldn't you want some assistance somehow?
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