i feel really sad and angry
people keep telling me I have to change ... they say I must be more positive ... but what I try I can not see it changing and I do not see any help.
I lost myself, my self-esteem, my confidence years ago
many small events have led me to lose myself
now I can only find myself in a pub glasses
I know it's sad. it causes me anger and i'm intractable.
someone said that I just want a woman to devote myself entirely to her, and maybe it's true.
but for now I would just feel better
people keep telling me I have to change ... they say I must be more positive ... but what I try I can not see it changing and I do not see any help.
I lost myself, my self-esteem, my confidence years ago
many small events have led me to lose myself
now I can only find myself in a pub glasses
I know it's sad. it causes me anger and i'm intractable.
someone said that I just want a woman to devote myself entirely to her, and maybe it's true.
but for now I would just feel better
still not in happy mood...
try to find reasons in my life
my boss and my collegues tried to get me up hunging out with me yesterday


i've found 2 reasons for my life:
- try to buy flight tickets for 2 amazing people for her birthday
- try to go to london to meet the only girl that makes my heart beat
now funny things

ps. i would say thanks to all people here who tried to make me feel better


try to find reasons in my life
my boss and my collegues tried to get me up hunging out with me yesterday

i've found 2 reasons for my life:
- try to buy flight tickets for 2 amazing people for her birthday
- try to go to london to meet the only girl that makes my heart beat
now funny things

ps. i would say thanks to all people here who tried to make me feel better

is so difficult when you always afraid of being hurt or betrayed
When you can no longer trust others
but you feel alone and you need someone
and that someone is always the wrong person
I would really have a heart of stone and stop having feelings for women
I would look more strong and sure of myself, but I'm not sure of nothing more than
I try to mask my insecurities in Pirandello's masks, to look more funny and a geek as I am
I was once poor and happy, with many dreams and I was sure of myself
I found happiness in small things
now I find myself even more, maybe when I find myself alone in the car drunk, cursing myself
money does not buy happiness, and I know it


When you can no longer trust others
but you feel alone and you need someone
and that someone is always the wrong person
I would really have a heart of stone and stop having feelings for women
I would look more strong and sure of myself, but I'm not sure of nothing more than
I try to mask my insecurities in Pirandello's masks, to look more funny and a geek as I am
I was once poor and happy, with many dreams and I was sure of myself
I found happiness in small things
now I find myself even more, maybe when I find myself alone in the car drunk, cursing myself
money does not buy happiness, and I know it

...There are days when you feel insignificant in a world of hypocrites
it's really hard to find people who really cares of you
i would just be happy sometime in my fucking life

it's really hard to find people who really cares of you
i would just be happy sometime in my fucking life
just back home...
after earthquakes, hurricanes, sharks, allgators, broken luggages,deleted flights, tacos, chicken wings, strip clubs, parties, pizza, hamburgers, pretzels, zoos, disney parks, falls...
pics coming soo...
after earthquakes, hurricanes, sharks, allgators, broken luggages,deleted flights, tacos, chicken wings, strip clubs, parties, pizza, hamburgers, pretzels, zoos, disney parks, falls...
pics coming soo...
20th AUG Roma (FCO) 2:40pm - New York (JFK) 6:10pm (@ Juno106's)
22th AUG Philadelphia (@ StuntBird's)
24th AUG Philadelphia (PHL) 12:05am - Buffalo (BUF) 1:15pm (@ Repo_Man's)
25th AUG Buffalo (BUF) 6:18pm - New York (LGA) 7.29pm(@ Juno106's)
26th AUG New York (JFK) 7:00am - Los Angeles (LAX) 10:06am (@ Best Western Plus Sunset Plaza Hotel)
28th AUG Los Angeles (LAX) 4:30pm - New York (JFK) 00:45am (@ Juno106's)
30th AUG Newark (EWR) 1:29pm - Orlando (MCO) 4:13pm (@ Omni Orlando Resort at ChampionsGate)
1st SEP Orlando (MCO) 10:45am - New York (LGA) 1:19 pm (@ Juno106's)
4th SEP New York (JFK) 9:40pm - Roma (FCO) 12:05pm

22th AUG Philadelphia (@ StuntBird's)
24th AUG Philadelphia (PHL) 12:05am - Buffalo (BUF) 1:15pm (@ Repo_Man's)
25th AUG Buffalo (BUF) 6:18pm - New York (LGA) 7.29pm(@ Juno106's)
26th AUG New York (JFK) 7:00am - Los Angeles (LAX) 10:06am (@ Best Western Plus Sunset Plaza Hotel)
28th AUG Los Angeles (LAX) 4:30pm - New York (JFK) 00:45am (@ Juno106's)
30th AUG Newark (EWR) 1:29pm - Orlando (MCO) 4:13pm (@ Omni Orlando Resort at ChampionsGate)
1st SEP Orlando (MCO) 10:45am - New York (LGA) 1:19 pm (@ Juno106's)
4th SEP New York (JFK) 9:40pm - Roma (FCO) 12:05pm
I am increasingly convinced that there is something wrong in the brains of women ... compared to that chaos theory is a fairy tale for children
























