time for an update

I started going to a psychologist.
he said that I'm insecure and I need to get out of my parents' house and begin to feel truly free to live my life.
he also said that I must learn to seek happiness within myself ... I wonder if I will find it, but I try

Finally, the bank gave me the mortgage, but the owner of the apartment that I wanted to buy it already sold, so I'll have to look for a new one...

I do not post any blog since long time...

Life: i am trying to buy an apartment but i'm having a lot of problems with the bank to have a loan.
living wiith my parent is becoming crazy, i need to run away from this house.

Love: nothing

work: i'm working on myself to be a good boss for my team but it's not easy, there'sn't a book when you can learn and most of the time i'd a psycologist... but i'm working on it

that's all for now

hope everyone is good

i've uploaded pics of my trip in USA for helloween, my first helloween.

Hello people.
My PC died, i'm with my netbook now.
I want to wish all the best things to my SG friends.
Wish my year will be better then 2012.
As i say every 1 gen, i need to change my life.

update: i am still alive
that's all

Ready to flight to U.S.A.
wish everything will go ok this time...
if anyone want to hang in Philly or NYC write me

not a good day

Flights booked.
Now i have to plan the trip: the hardest thing
Greetings from Narni (NOT Narnia) and Marmore falls

lets go to the cinema

nothing much to say
trying to plan to go to usa in last part of october

i feel empty