Oh Hai!
It's been a loongg time since I posted anything.
However, now is the time. I woke up this morning and looking in the mirror... I'm convinced those two lines of stress between my eyebrows are getting more and more permanent by the day. It's too early to call them wrinkles but it's a worrying concept...
I'm thinking I've probably got another year or so before the only way to hide these damn 'stress-lines' is by botox so I'm contemplating shooting another set before it's too late.
If anyone owns a camera and wants to spend a few hours chilling with my naked self, let me know. Otherwise it will be a case of 3 shots of vodka and a self-shot set.
xxx

Hello all! I've decided today that I miss SG! I've been so busy lately that I haven't been on here at all, but after my last summer's worries, I'm finally starting to feel like my sexy self is making a return.
I've even been thinking of shooting a new set.... a friend of mine (a photography student) has offered to shoot me and she's so amazing it would be like an honour... so watch this space.
I hope you're all well, I miss you!
xxxxxxxx <3 Ninde

New blog time!
Things are still really busy, I haven't seen any new sets in months and this makes me sad.
I've started uni again, it's been alright so far but once things get going again it will probably be hectic like last year. I've met some nice people, one especially, a lovely German girl called Annelie who is my new friend! Woo for friends! :p
My brother is done with surgery, he's even walking around a bit which is good news. My grandma is still in hospital, which is less good news.
However, things are getting better for sure, I've been driving my car, and the other day I drove myself to my new house! I'm living with two lovely people, they're amazing and I'm having such a good time here. We finally got the internet working too so I can be online whenever I want to.
Money is still an issue, I made £200 on ebay though which is brilliant! But then I had to buy a new laptop, which cost £558 (but it's so worth it, it's a Dell Studio 15 with 4GB memory and 250GB hard drive, just what i need for work). I'll soon be selling my old lappy though so hopefully that will bring in some much needed cash. I need to invest in some good food! I'm still losing weight, no matter how much I feel like I'm eating it doesn't seem to be enough, I'm close to 47kg now. That puts my BMI in the underweight region.
Hmm what else.... well, I think I'm gonna quit the life modelling, I can't seem to find any decent sounding artists, theyre all weirdos who want to meet at MY house instead of their studio. It's like a bloody dating service! And I'm still being pestered to do the audition. Fuck it, they can keep the £30.
On the romance side of things... I met a boy. An amazingly beautiful boy... and then he turned out to be a drug dealer who has sex with underage girls. I feel heartbroken even though I barely knew him. Ouch. Anyway, I'll get over it. In the meantime, if you are a Colin Farrell lookalike and you are NOT a drug dealer, message me for my number.
Can't wait for life to get back to normal.

Here's a picture of me posing in my new room like an idiot. xxxxx

Hello everyone! Long time no blog!
I'm back from my holidays now... well I've been back for a while but I've been really busy so I haven't had time to check SG or update my blog... think of all the sexy ladies I've missed! I think everyone should tell me their favourite set from the past few months and I shall have a looksie!
Anyway here are some of the reasons I've been absent.
1) Been looking for a new place to live. Found something really lovely sharing with a few other people, I get my own room, own toilet and shower and no one really uses the kitchen either so I get to make lots of lovely meals for everyone! I've met my housemates now too, they're amazing. Can't wait to move in! I've still got a lot of stuff to move over there but it's coming together slowly.
2) Been doing my pass plus. Today was my last lesson, it was dark outside and we had torrential rain! My instructor said I've done really well, especially my motorway driving.
3) Been driving my own car! It's not a great car, an old renault megane... the gear box is fucked and the wipers don't work so at the moment it's just a fair weather car. He's called Chokey because he chokes a lot when you drive him.
4) I am poor and I need money. I'm selling all my stuff on ebay, check it out and help a poor girl out!

***Buy my things!***

5) Been trying to buy stuff I need for uni. I've been sent a massive list of supplies that totals a horrible £155, not including books and a new laptop and an external hardrive! I'm truly fucked, I can't afford half the stuff on that list let alone all the extras and the cost of living... can't wait for my student loan to come in so I can pay for all these expenses!
6) Been avoiding my life modelling audition. I'm meant to have done it back in early August... but I don't want to be naked for 3 hours without pay when I'm already working with clients from the website. Plus, it's in north London late at night: I can't afford to travel there, and I also don't want to travel home in the middle of the night.
7) Been struggling with my health. Food doesn't interest me, and if I do eat, I feel sick afterwards. I've lost a dress size. Maybe more. The other day I bought a size 4 dress. I used to be 53kg and now I'm 48, it's happened so quickly I just don't know where it all went. And where my boobs went! I mean, I like being skinny but I also like my boobs.
8) Been doing a lot of stuff with my hands. I'm crocheting a blanket! I've made a footstool for my new room, decorated some pillows, painted some furniture... Also, I'm making earrings. I've made some for all my friends, I have lots of buttons and beads and both silver and gold jewellery supplies. So if anyone would like to buy a pair of earrings from me, let me know what you want and I'll make them and send them off to you. Prices vary depending on what you want. If people are interested, I'll start making them for sale on ebay too.
9) I was in a car crash. This isn't really a reason for me not being here, it's more of an interesting story. A friend of mine was helping me deliver a wardrobe I'd bought on ebay to my new house. We picked it up from Reading, strapped the massive old thing onto the roof rack, and headed off towards kingston (it's about 40 miles). It was rush hour, and to cut a long story short, the car in front breaked suddenly and because of the extra weight on our car, the breaks weren't working so well and we went straight into the back of him at about 20 mph. Really luckily, nothing at all happened to the car we hit and the guy was really cool about it and said he wouldn't claim. Less luckily, my friends car is about 2 inches shorter and the hood doesn't close. The front of the car is barely hanging on and I feel really guilty cause it was my damn wardrobe that caused the accident. (Although, it's really bloody lucky the whole wardrobe didn't slide off the roof and crash either onto our windscreen or fly onto the car we hit ) I guess it doesn't sound like that much of a funny story but the way my friend was talking about it just an hour later made it sound more like a day at thorpe park than a car crash.

Ooh and I got my braces off! Here's me being happy with now braces. My top teeth still need some work but I've got an invisible brace on them (it's like a retainer that I wear all the time... well I'm meant to anyway haha). So maybe in another 6 months I'll have perfect teeth.



Anyway that's about all that's been going on with me. Here's a picture of me on the day I met my housemates. They're well cool.




Lots of loves! I miss you all, please let me know how you are. xxxxxxx

I passed my driving test! Wooo! I was so SO nervous on the day of it and read all sorts of internet guides on how to stay calm, haha. Crazy. But now I can drive! Well, I can drive once I get my car fixed and get some insurance.

I'm other news, I'm ill. It sucks! My throat hurts and i keep sneezing. Yesterday, I had a life drawing job and almost blacked out at one point from standing still for so long. Then I got to sit down and did a 1 and a half hour pose. The artist liked me a lot and said he'd like to work with me again, which is good news! And I made £50 yesterday!

Also, on the way back home on the train I met a lovely guy (he was finnish, he heard me talking to my mum on the phone and we got chatting after that), he asked for my phone number.

I also got quoted £250 for my new tattoo to go around my roses, I'll post up a design soon. So now I just have to save some money for it.

Finally, if you haven't yet commented on my set in member review, please do! It's been slowly sinking deep down into the depths of sg and if it sinks any lower I'm going to delete it.

Thanks for reading! I promise, there'll be pictures next time! xxxx

Hey everyone! I'm back in England, I had a fantastic holiday in Thailand and even though it's 25 degrees (celsius) here it feels freezing!
I thought I'd show you a few pics from my holiday




We went to the gym every day, I didn't lose that much weight but 2 kg looks quite a lot when you're as short as me.




This is my horse, Eepek. I ride him every year in Thailand and school him a bit as well (most of the horses there are barely trained so you have to start from scratch). I've taught him leg yielding (what he's doing in the picture) and turn on the forehand and how to walk in an outline. He's a clever horsey. ^_^




I had so many cocktails! I like the ones in crazy colours.




There are so many stray cats and dogs there, if I lived there I'd adopt them all. Half the pictures of me from this holiday are of me holding or stroking a cat or a dog.


I'm still really jetlagged, I wake up at 6 or 7 every morning and fall asleep around 9pm. And for some obscure reason, I've booked my driving test for TOMORROW. FUCK! Well hopefully I'll pass and get it over with, I'm super sick of my teacher and taking tests, I just want to pass so I can get from A to B.

I'm only home for another week or so, them I'm off to Finland to see my relatives (it has to be done once a year, haha) and I'll probably ruin my figure again (we see like three relatives a day, they all want to feed us and there's always cake... if you say no they get angry).

Anyway when I get back from Finland, I'll have to start looking for somewhere to live again. And maybe get a job for a month if I've got the time. I need money!

Oh yeah, awesome story... yesterday I went to the sales to have a quick look around and found some incredibly cheap jeans from Topshop. The price tag read £3! I was like naah that can't be right, and they won't fit anyway. Well, they fit perfectly and the price was indeed £3... I went to pay for them and jokingly asked the guy at the tills "do I get a student discount too" and he's like yeah of course... so I got a perfect pair of topshop jeans for £2.70! Crazy.

I hope you're all well and having an awesome summer! Tell me things! I feel like I've missed loads in three weeks. xxxxxxxxxx

First of all, thank you to everyone who's commented on my set, I really appreciate it! I'm so glad people have liked it (or liked me at least, that bodes well!) so I'm sure you'll be seeing more of me soon!

Second, I've accepted every friend request so far, but I ask that if you friend request me, at least leave a comment on my set as well... it only takes a minute and would really help me out!

If you haven't seen the set yet, go here:
Lazy Afternoon

It was shot by the lovely Leilani!


In other news, I'm GOING TO THAILAND TOMORROW! WOOO! I grew up there so it's like going home... even if it's rainy season, I don't care.... great food, shopping, lovely people, maybe a massage even!
I'll be gone for three weeks but I'll be back with lots of pictures and I might even be able to update a few times while I'm gone... haha, and keep an eye on my comments!

Haven't got a pic to post today. But don't you worry, there'll be plenty to come.

Hehe, much love!
xxxx

Today's blog is all about NEW things!

First of all, My first ever set goes up today!


Please take the time to leave a comment! I'd really appreciate it, I so want this set to go through! Look out for more sets from me and my lovely photographer, Leilani.

Other new things... I got a new phone! Woo! It's a samsung soul, I love it, it's a thousand times better than my old samsung (for one, it doesn't take pictures of the inside of my bag!). I can't stop playing with it, I've changed all the colours and everything so it's all personalised, hehe.^_^

Today I went to the hair dresser to get a quick trim... and ended up getting a completely new 'do on a whim! I keep brushing my fingers through it and it just ends too quickly! It's so short but I love it. It's perfect for the summer, now I can just leave it straight... all the curling every day and the hairspray I've used hasn't been good for it, most of the ends that were cut off today were fried to the point where there was no point in keeping them. So much for growing my hair!




On Wednesday my mum and her friends all went to Ascot, it was awesome. Pimms and Champagne and gorgeous horses and lovely hats! Just my kind of thing. We won some money on the horses, then lost it again in the next race. It was freezing and so windy that I had to have one hand on my hat pretty much all day but hey, it was so worth it! Afterwards I went to my friend Pippa's house, who lives in Ascot, and from there we went to Havana bar in Windsor to meet our friend Ali for a few drinks. I have to say they're far better company than three old ladies! Hehehe!
Haha there I am with the lovely ladies, my mum's camera work is never that great so you can't see my amazing 5" heels.


Speaking of heels, I'm in search of some gladiator sandals, the bigger the heel the better! Think Sarah Jessica Parker in Sex and the City. I saw some I want at Aldo for £70... If this set goes through, that's what I'll be buying with the money!

So in conclusion, Ascot is great, new phones are great, my hair rocks, and CHECK OUT MY NEW SET TONIGHT! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

PLEASE READ MY "HAPPY EDIT" BELOW!

So... I've applied to be a life model!
It's through an agency, in a way, my profile goes on their website and artists can ring me/email me when they need a model. And it pays like £10 an hour!
Only thing is... I've already been contacted by two people and I haven't auditioned yet! Slightly worrying, slightly creepy. The first guy that rang me sounded so creepy "Hi, I need private model in Harrow, can you come tomorrow?" that I told him I'm busy straight away!
Second guy was a photographer needing a nude model, which is instantly more worrying. I may change my profile to no photography. At the moment I'm writing up my terms and conditions!
Still kind of iffy about the photo job, it would be good money but then you never know where your pictures might pop up!

In other news, last Thursday me and the girlies went out for one last time... I guess uni is now officially over. xxxx



ALSO! My set goes up in Member Review in ONE WEEK! Stay tuned! xxxx



HAPPY EDIT... PLEASE READ!: Lithium Picnic is back!
It looks like the Picnic+Apnea VS SG feud is finally over! I'm overjoyed!

Daaah so I failed my driving test today. It was only my first time trying and I suppose it was fair enough... drove out of the test centre, first thing you encounter is a massive roundabout. I was in the right lane and everything when the examiner starts pointing towards the right, going "we're going straight ahead" and I panicked thinking he meant I was in the wrong lane, but apparently he was just pointing in the general direction we were going in. Only had two minors though. Oh well, time to book another one.

In other news, I re-did my eyebrows, how exciting. xxx