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NOVEMBER 10, 2009 @ 05:44 PM | NO COMMENTS


These are some of my favorite quotes-

I certainly have an aim of my own, but you must permit me to keep silent about it. —G.I. Gurdjieff to P.D. Ouspensky

"A human being should be able to change a diaper, plan an invasion, butcher a hog, conn a ship, design a building, write a sonnet, balance accounts, build a wall, set a bone, comfort the dying, take orders, give orders, cooperate, act alone, solve equations, analyze a new problem, pitch manure, program a computer, cook a tasty meal, fight efficiently, die gallantly. Specialization is for insects."
-Robert A. Heinlein

Make war on machines, and in particular the sterile machines of corporate death and the robots that guard them. The duty of a revolutionary is to make love and that means staying alive and free. That doesn't allow for cop-outs. Smoking dope and hanging up Che's picture is no more a commitment than drinking milk and collecting postage stamps. A revolution of consciousness is an empty high without a revolution in the distribution of power. We are not interested in the greening of Amerika except for the grass that will cover its grave.
-Abbie Hoffman

"If organized religion is the opium of the masses, than disorganized religion is the marijuana of the lunatic fringe"- Kerry Thornley

“Karma is the Law of Cause and Effect. There is no proportion in its operations. Once an accident occurs it is impossible to say what may happen; and the Universe is a stupendous accident.” - Aleister Crowley

"when I have money I buy books, if I have any left over I buy food" erasmus

“Every religion in the world that has destroyed people is based on love” Lavey

“The realm of the gods is not a distinct place. It is where the traveler stands; and if that stance happens to be in this world, the world itself is transmuted…this our worldly life is an activity of Nirvana itself; not the slightest distinction exists between them.” -stolen (Huston Smith)

"They suck and more suck, you just have to find the right person to find your way way to the good sucky part of it" - My cousin on relationships

"the duffs are out there"
"they love love"

"thou shalt not suffer a witch to live" exodus 22:18
MAY 8, 2009 @ 01:44 AM | NO COMMENTS


First hit when I searched chaos magick blog+++

you get my half formed argument from a completely different topic -

in saecula saeculorum

"Instilling guilt in followers is an excellent method to keep them in the pews." -- this makes me wonder- Here is a quick definition of guilt: "the fact of having committed a breach of conduct especially violating law and involving a penalty"- (as per mer webster.).

Interestingly enough when I look at the way the words move- there is no account here for the biological basis of "guilt" and or the gustatory reaction-

Lets make a blind assumption that animals do not have guilt (already able to strike this down if we derive our belief system from the stand point that human beings are animals- a biologically sound stance and well proported by <3 R.A. Wilson ie humans are animals , therefore animals have guilt).

Though sometimes you can look at a dog and be like "he feels shame!". Shame & Guilt, pack modalities. The teeth around your throat should make your guts clench and dare you not spill your scent.

This is especially true with guilt and biology- I can only recall one incident of guilt in my life- and the next logical step in my brain was to open the bible. Though at this time I could barely read let alone comprehend what I was reading the societal reflex kicked in and I acted it out. It wasn't even a strong back ground- merely some mentions of this god dood and his general dislike. Immediately after I became a polytheist and can't say I've really ever had such an experience again. Generally this isn't the norm in a predominately monotheistic society.

My point here is that everyone biologically goes through that response at puberty and the religion is just there to take advantage of it and offer a relief. the offer of relief recreates the feeling because you can't continuously seek relief if the feeling didn't return on a regular basis. Simple mind association- like learning how to be in a relaxed state but not. I mean it is a great way to keep great breeding stock separated. No guilt during the transcendental experience creates a freer individual.

To say that this incident happened during the intensity of puberty is if you ask me is no little coincidence. As changing animals we all go through the stance of vulnerability as we become actively sexual- it is a bio physiological change!

I think the point I was trying to dig out of my brain was that our species goes through what we call a guilt response at a certain time and the instances (emotions, events, environment) that become associated with what can relieve them.

Yes - Guilt is a great way to control another person. Crafting shame takes a dexterous hand but it is just a thought form riding shotgun on a biological group survival mechanism.
FEBRUARY 16, 2009 @ 10:59 PM | NO COMMENTS


JANUARY 24, 2009 @ 11:14 PM


I haven't been on here in a long time and so I've been cleaning everything up. My profile was really out of date! Ok, this Israel Regardie mantra playing on my computer is either going to enlighten me or make me flip my wig. I have to go back to the repo - the genetic opera soundtrack. I seriously can't get enough of that movie.

was trying to figure out if I should go back through and delete all past blogs up to this point and I was going to say I would let them lay but I just changed my mind. At first I read one and had to smile because I was trying to figure out what I was on. It totally sounded like some acid one world connectedness I am the walrus coo coo ca cahoo. Then I just thought, start fresh.

Like a fuckin 1920's zen raygun! P o W!

Let's see, current highlights include multiple upcoming dates and new expressions for being drunk. I think I'm happy being single at this point but I am still driven with wanting to meet new women for some deep conversation and boning! When I say the word boning in my head it is in the voice of willow on buffy.
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