Here is what I will leave you with.
This site has brought with it a ton of beautiful new friends, a few people I'd rather not know, more confidence, less confidence, a sense of community, and a sense of pride in myself and SuicideGirls as an organization.
The past 3 days have consisted of:
Being hired at a job I've wanted for years
Shooting
Anonymous cyber bullying from a fellow hopeful on Tumblr
Let me start by saying that I am a humanitarian. I believe in equal rights for everyone and I do not tolerate bullying of any form. I think that a lot of the girls and even members have dealt with bullying or abuse at some point in their life. I have gone through a lot, ranging from people talking shit about my hair, face, body, sexual preference, etc, to people making jokes about my stepdad being paralyzed. I do not tolerate any of it. If you have something hurtful to say and have to hide behind an anonymous feature on a website, you are truly a sad individual reflecting what little self esteem and respect you have for yourself. I feel sorry for you and hope that you learn to address things directly with a person or even better, stop attacking someone. I have been in a terribly abusive relationship that included knives being thrown at me, choking, and much more. I have also dealt with a verbally abusive employer that had to be handled by the state because of the severity. I refuse to be in situations that are unhealthy for my well-being. I truly cherish the friends I've made that I will keep in touch with, such as Civil, Morghana, Marlene, and Deliriumm. The four of you are the most beautiful people inside and out and I love each of you more than you know. To everyone else, thank you for your support. It meant so much.
Finally, to the girl that decided to be a poor excuse for a respectable adult, I hope you learn to respect your competition and yourself. No one should think so little of themselves that they put others down for pleasure.
This is the best decision for my well-being and for the career that has fallen into my lap. I love you all.
I will be back to delete my set and that is all. I'm sure you will see me somewhere someday.
Xoxo
This site has brought with it a ton of beautiful new friends, a few people I'd rather not know, more confidence, less confidence, a sense of community, and a sense of pride in myself and SuicideGirls as an organization.
The past 3 days have consisted of:
Being hired at a job I've wanted for years
Shooting
Anonymous cyber bullying from a fellow hopeful on Tumblr
Let me start by saying that I am a humanitarian. I believe in equal rights for everyone and I do not tolerate bullying of any form. I think that a lot of the girls and even members have dealt with bullying or abuse at some point in their life. I have gone through a lot, ranging from people talking shit about my hair, face, body, sexual preference, etc, to people making jokes about my stepdad being paralyzed. I do not tolerate any of it. If you have something hurtful to say and have to hide behind an anonymous feature on a website, you are truly a sad individual reflecting what little self esteem and respect you have for yourself. I feel sorry for you and hope that you learn to address things directly with a person or even better, stop attacking someone. I have been in a terribly abusive relationship that included knives being thrown at me, choking, and much more. I have also dealt with a verbally abusive employer that had to be handled by the state because of the severity. I refuse to be in situations that are unhealthy for my well-being. I truly cherish the friends I've made that I will keep in touch with, such as Civil, Morghana, Marlene, and Deliriumm. The four of you are the most beautiful people inside and out and I love each of you more than you know. To everyone else, thank you for your support. It meant so much.
Finally, to the girl that decided to be a poor excuse for a respectable adult, I hope you learn to respect your competition and yourself. No one should think so little of themselves that they put others down for pleasure.
This is the best decision for my well-being and for the career that has fallen into my lap. I love you all.
I will be back to delete my set and that is all. I'm sure you will see me somewhere someday.
Xoxo
