I had such a fabulous weekend, I really don't want the work week to start.

That's really all I got.

So I'm finally done shoving my boobs into my old bra. I've been slightly in denial about my boobs getting bigger, not really sure why. I used to just barely fit into a 34B, went and bought a maternity/nursing bra last night and fit perfectly into a 38C. Yet I've been forcing my boobs into the smaller bra for months. No wonder my boobs hurt so much. I just dont even wanna take of this bra cuz it's so damn comfy. I should bought one sooner!

I bought my tickets to go home for a visit in April. I'm so excited to see my parents....my friends too but mostly my parents. I haven't been home since November, far too long.

My knitting project is coming along nicely. I haven't gotten sick of it yet. I am almost halfway through one side of the purse I'm making. I want to give it to Subby's little cousin. His two little cousins are obsessed with my crocheted toys but the girl really wants a purse. This purse is a pink black and gray variegated yarn so I think she'll dig it.

In other news, I'm gonna lay off chat for a bit. My life has been sickeningly good these last couple weeks (pretty much as soon as the morning sickness quit) I just dont wanna keep getting zoned out for hours in chat. I'll still be around in my blog and the pregnancy group mostly though. I figure anyone that I seriously talk to in chat, I also talk to outside of chat so it shouldn't be a big deal.

And as a side note, I think the elastic on this pair of maternity pants is too tight...I wish I could loosen it up

Sleepy most of the time

Knitting like a fiend when I have a minute

I would like some real Italian ice, not the fake kind you get at the store mmmm

It's so funny how your wants change once you're pregnant. You start thinking about all the things that need to be fixed, cleaned, painted, rearranged around the house. You find yourself thinking about things you want your child to have because you enjoyed having them so much as a child. A homemade toybox, I want Subby to make a toybox for our child. I want our child to have every book by Shel Silverstein. I want to let our child have say in how their room is decorated. I want our child to know the value of help those less fortunate than us. I just have so many hopes and dreams for my baby.

In other news, I actually went out with my girlfriend Amanda last night and I got to met her friend Nikki. We went shopping in Zona Rosa which is kind of like an outdoor mall I guess you could say. Then we went and saw Beastly, which I really didnt want to see but Amanda really likes watching the teeny bopper movies lol. It was pretty terrible but it was still freaking awesome to get out the house for several hours without feeling sick.

Oh and Subby made me the absolute best pizza last night. Red peppers, turkey pepperoni, artichoke hearts, and a sprinkling of soy cheese on some of the fluffiest thick crust ever. Drooooooooool

I need you to point out when I swear.

I gave it up for Lent see (yes I am Catholic) but it's come to my attention that I don't always realize I'm dropping F*bombs. It's kind of sad that swearing is so ingratiated in my vocabulary that I don't even notice I'm doing it. All I can do is laugh and try my best to change it. It's a good practice anyways, I don't want my kid to have my foul mouth.

In other news, I ran out of my Quaker Oats this morning so I had to eat Lucky Charms. While they are pretty tasty, they do not fill you up like oatmeal does. I'm left hungry, not sure what I'm gonna nom on now. We need to do some serious shopping, but payday needs to get here first. Just one more day.

Alright, it's early, I got nothing else to say.

So I started doing prenatal yoga in hopes that is will help control my weight gain. No it's not me just freaking out, the Doctor said I need to start slowing down on the gaining. I can eat healthier now that I'm not throwing everything but white bread and beef up. So exercising a few times a week should help too. Plus yoga always makes me feel less stressed. I need less stress during this pregnancy else this baby is gonna come out a worrywart just like me.

I'm finally beginning to love my belly. I don't feel embarrassed about being fat anymore. It is a bit hard on my arthritic bones to carry around this extra weight, but every pain is worth it to finally have a child. I'm gonna be a Mommy. I've been trying for this for 8 years. Just when you give up hope God will throw you the most wonderful curveball in the world.

I can't wait to meet our lil Blueberry. I know I say that all the time, but it's gonna be the best day of my life. A very long awaited day. I just hope I can be as good of a Mom and I imagine I'll be.