I am alive. Spoilered incase you dont feel like catching up or seeing pictures. I'm considerate like that bitches.

Oops double entry sorry

very tired. very beat up. But is very happy mama. Subby n I made another perfect one.

8lbs 12oz and 22"

very tired. very beat up. But is very happy mama. Subby n I made another perfect one.

8lbs 12oz and 22"

Wish me luck

Tomorrow we head into the hospital to be induced at 4:30am.

Feeling crazy cuz of all the emotions running through me right now

My New Years resolution is set in stone

DO NOT GET PREGNANT THE ENTIRE YEAR OF 2013

2011 and 2012 were enough for a lifetime

Instead of down playing compliments and picking out our physical faults in the mirror, we should learn to say thank you and say something nice about our looks out loud on a daily basis. How terrible is it that our children grow up learning we should not say "Thank You" when someone says we're pretty? How terrible is it that they hear us say "I'm so fat" "I hate my hair" "I wish I could look like her"?

The cycle continues until someone stops it. I am making an effort to stop it. Every morning Olivia plays in the bathroom while I shower. I get out and lotion up now and tell her about how I love how soft it makes my skin. Bonus: she likes to rub the lotion on my feet and calves LOL! Then I get fully dressed, brush my hair, and do something "pretty" like put on a piece of jewelry or a lil bit of make up or a spritz of body spray from OhYum!. When I'm all fancied up I look in the mirror and say "I feel beautiful today" and I'll tell Olivia how beautiful she looks too.

It may all sound silly, but I'm actually starting to feel pretty. It's been a long, LONG time since I've felt anything other than fat, frumpy, and often flat out ugly. Who would've guessed something so simple could start to change things. On top of that, I feel damn good that I'm teaching my daughter to love herself instead of search for her flaws.

I'm trying to clean house a bit before the baby comes. Sooooo I'm offering a 25% discount on anything in my shop www.etsy.com/shop/freaksinyarn. You'll have to copy & paste the link cuz SG is glitching when I use their URL option. All you have to do is put in the coupon code: Holidays when placing your order.

In other news, I'm fat

I'm really tired of being pregnant. My body isn't handling it real well which I guess is was happens when you get pregnant 6 mos after having baby HAH! I smooshed belly photos together of each pregnancy, it's funny (to me) to see the difference in belly shape.



With Olivia I put on about 65lbs during the pregnancy. With Bennie so far I've put on less than 20lbs. I'm pretty sure it's because I'm constantly chasing my toddler around. I actually feel semi-pretty this pregnancy

I guess that's really all I had to say. I thought I'd write a long blog but my mind is blank now so that's all you get.

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