Hiya.

I think my SG account expires May 1. (Make that May 21st)

Financially, I have no means to renew it..at all.
& since I rarely update here...I suppose it's for the best..

However, if anyone would like to add me on Myspace
http://www.myspace.com/neniafragile

or Facebook, search for "Nenia Haven" ..however, I only add those I know in person, or
have known for ages and ages online for this account..

xoxo


(((I first joined SG in 2001....it's been so many years...hard to leave behind even if I rarely come on or update.. ;( )

I wish I was more outgoing ..I've lost touch with a lot of people.
I'll be happy when the snow melts and hopefully I'll get out more.
I want to move out west. or to another country. haha anyone have free living space for me?
le sigh xxo

Howdy^^

I've been out of commission past few weeks with Strep Throat and Sinus Infections that don't seem super keen on going away. I don't have health insurance so I try to get by as much as possible with over the counter meds or holistic remedies but sometimes a bit more than that is needed.
I ended up having to go to Urgent Care and shelling out $ I don't have for a lady to look at me for literally 10 seconds, prescribe some antibiotics and go back to playing Solitaire on her computer...
I'm not so sure that is worth $200 but the antibiotics did help the strep bit go away.

*le sigh*

I am trying to decide what to do about an upcoming trip I have planned to San Francisco. I got super cheap airfare, but due to it being a discount airline they also like to change their flight times around to awkward hours and changed my flight times substantially. I have the option of canceling the flight or changing the dates around somewhat. I'm torn as I really want to go to SF, however my health and mental state haven't been the greatest, and I do not have the funds to really do anything there. I do intend to try to sell a few things on ebay, and a few stores around here that take cds, dvds, used clothes ,etc.
if you happen to be in need or want of something let me know maybe I have it

I hope to get some of these health ickies fixed up soon. I miss going out and being fun liked I used to be ( at least sometimes) I'm working on thinking more positive, and de-clutter my life, but it is a constant struggle.

"After the jar was opened all of the evils escaped and, after the lid was replaced, only hope remained in the jar."



Pictures of: A drawing of moi & 6month old Golden Retriever puplet.

Life's nuts.

I rarely post here because I don't like always being the bearer of bad news. My happy times are so fleeting they escape me before I get a chance to mention them, but anyway...there is still a glimmer of firey hope down deep inside me somewhere. Hopefully I will re-emerge to the world when the new year rolls around

I recently have been dealing with a lot of ick, like my dog died of Cancer, the same week I found out my girlfriend had a brain tumor, also cancer....with only up to a year to live prognosis. Currently she has dropped off the edge of the earth and I can't even guess if she is alive anymore, it's a long complicated story. I wish her only happiness and peace wherever she is.....

I'm hopefully maybe moving to LA soon. Depends on a job coming through, and it's been something in the works for awhile and I don't know what the deal is..I tend to be a dreamer and tell people, ooh I'm off to this and that-- and then the plans fall through and I'm here staring at the ground again like "wtf?"

If the plans do work out I'll probably be here more often, as I'll be more motivated to wander out in public and actually do something FUN.

meow. I'm gonna stop for now. Happy Holidays to those who celebrate, and Bah Humbug to the scrooges as well

beep.bop&out.

Happy Halloween pretty strangers!! (or whatever other sweet and spooky candy holiday such you're into ..Samhain, Dia De Los Muertos....etc)

I've not been feeling well at all lately. I've been totally reclusive and depressy, anxious, etc. I am taking meds and trying to work on feeling better though.

The only news with me is that I just booked a trip to Honolulu, Hawaii in May. So I have that to look forward to. If anyone has any tips on things to do or anything please let me know.

xo.