super sad day
today my puppy's older brother mogul.. who has been with my family for 14 years.. was put to sleep.



it was his time, but that dosnt make it any easier. it was so hard to let him go this morning.. i almost feel guilty. like im sending one of my best & oldest friends off.. but there was nothing we could do anymore & his life was just getting to be to hard. he was in a lot of pain & had to take a lot of meds everyday. plus he was very close to being totally blind and deaf.. so i guess this was better then him going out and getting hurt somehow.

i'll miss you mogul.. i love you..




to top it all off i have the worst allergies right now.. so crying all day hasn't helped much.

wowzazs its been way to long, sorry for falling off the face of the earth.. after the super bowl my life got crazy with work and all other kinds of bullshit.. but its getting back to normal.. as normal as it can anyways..

im working at a hair salon in the burgh right now, so far i love its working out, my boss is pretty rad & easy to work for. i love the location (minus how long it takes me to get there) & the salon itself has a great look.

martini is getting so big (14lbs!)
shes such a little hussy



i got to go back to florida 2 weeks ago, it was a nice relaxing vacation that was much needed. tried some surfing, it was a lot of fun but i need someone to teach me!!

OH i finally finished my back!! ill get a pic up as soon as i can.. im gonna start my arm at the end of june.. im SO exicted!!

& the boobs are doing great. i love them.. ill have to get some pics of those to


i promise ill be back soon!! xoxo

i know i know i suck at updating.
here are some pics! went to tampa for the super bowl.. SO MUCH FUN.


then we went over to my beach house in melbourne for the rest of the week. i love it over there, so relaxing
the trip was last minute was totally worth it. i had so much fun.

things here in pittsburgh are alright.. ive been looking for a job that i totally love & i cant really find one. i know i should be happy with ANY job right now but i hate driving (& right now im driving an hour n' a half to work) i dont really wanna move down into pittsburgh, i would really rather stay here in gbg. i PROMISE i will update later but now i have to go to work!!

xoxo

me and my girls from high school on new years


dancing on the bar


my new years kiss

the week before new years it was 70degrees out.. obviously new year eve its FREEZING

another night out with the girls


i hope everyone had an awesome new years!!

im starting a new job tomorrow, its not my "dream" job but im going to give it a shot. im used to paul mitchell, i love paul mitchell! their culture & the crazyness. this new salon is more of a "classy" kind of place. im going to have to keep my hair one normal color but i really am going to go into it with a good attitude.. ill be learning an entirely new method of cutting and coloring.

im still thinking about moving. im not doing it for any radical reason, i just think that everyone should get out and experience something new at least once in their lives. i have a really hard time getting out of my comfort zone. i know that if i would allow myself to take the first step.. which will be one of the hardest.. my life could be so much better then what it is now. i love skiing and snowboarding and just being up in the mountains. i love the people, i love the weather, i love the parties.. but i also love being in a city. getting all dressed up, going to clubs that are to loud, getting drinks in fancy cups, and dancing like im the hottest girl in the room. any suggestions?

bah humbug! no snow AGAIN this year for christmas.
it was so fucking warm all week, we lost the little snow we had because it rained solid for a week. if it would have been cold enough we would have gotten dumped with snow. but no, we got dumped with rain instead! there goes any hope of getting up to the mountain this week.
as much as i love pittsburgh i think its my time to go. iv been wanting to move for so long but got all held up with working for my dad the last three years, it was to hard to leave a job that i made too much money and got to be my own boss. those days are finally behind me and im ready to start working in a salon.. i have a job at salon i start on monday.. but im only working every monday at first. maybe i can do something traveling during the week.. look for a new place to call home
i would LOVE to move to colorado. i have a few friends that live out there and they love it. a girlfriend of mine moved to denver a few weeks ago and she really likes it. i'll have to get out there for a visit.
my dad has a house in florida, its a shame i dont like the beach more.. but i just cant like there. to hot. to flat. i dont think martini dog would like it.
so if you could live anywhere, where would it be?

p.s. i LOVE my new boobs

Hi ya SG land!

i feel like its been forever!!, i got my boobies done last week so that has kinda held me up these last few days. anyways, the boobs are doing great! im going to get some pics up here by the end of the weekend.

other then the boobs iv been working a lot, which sucks! i need to find a new job.. working for my parents just isnt working for anyone anymore. my parents hate each other, but refuse to get divorced so they take all there anger and aggression out on me all day! i seriously cant take it anymore, i know that i do not have to work in that sort of stressful atmosphere. outside of work my mom and i are like best friends, but with every bad day we have at work i step back from her. the best thing is for me to just get on with my life.. im trying so hard to "help" them by staying there, but in reality its not them i need to help.. its myself.
i wanna get back into a salon so bad.. i just dont know which one or where. i want to be really careful about deciding bc i wanna go somewhere and stay there for a while. iv been doing all my friends/family hair at home..which is annoying. i hate cutting hair in the kitchen, its to messy.

So things to work on over thanksgiving:
1. getting a job
2. getting a new apt
..hum wonder if i should just move somewhere new all together. i would love to move to vegas, i have a girlfriend out there. or maybe colorado.. its so pretty out there.. my parents have a house in florida i could go live in for a while but its not in a very big area and im not crazy in love with the beach everyday. sand is to messy.

is everyone ready for thanksgiving? can you believe its here already!!! we have a ton of snow here to, which is weird for this time of year. the ski resort is open already! sucks i cant ski for 6 weeks

hello sexy people!
so friday morning i got my boobs done, i went from a B cup to a full C cup, i think i did anyways. Right now im wearing this bra that goes all the way down to my belly and im not allowed to take it off till THURSDAY! i wanna check out my new tata's SO bad and i have to wait!! thursday feels like years away.
the boob job was kind of a last minute thing, my mom and i went for a consult monday night and then there i was friday morning getting prepped for surgery! i was really scared going into the operating room but before i knew what was going on i was sleeping! i didnt wake up till i was in recovery and got to go home shortly after that. now its two days later and i can finally sit up by myself!
so now i just have to wait till thursday for this all to sink in and become a reality.

how was everyones weekend? its almost thanksgiving!

so yesterday, i got my boobs doooone