Thank the Gods it's Friday...
This week has been ridiculous.
I don't want to remodel the bar any more. I'm tired of it, I'm not making any money, and it's quiet!!! It's eerily quiet in my little walled up hole for a bar. No music, no noise from the lobby, no way to see out except where I send drinks. I can't bring an mp3 player for "safety reasons", and I barely see anyone all day, so I'm stuck in the quiet.
I feel like I'm being punished.
The managers all say, "But, wait till you have your new bar! It'll be great. You'll make lots of money, it'll be busier, blah blah blah..."
But that's not paying my bills now. Grr
So, no more remodeling, I want it to be over with.
Went out late last night listening to NeuroticTim's band play, that was fun but tiring. I like getting the opportunity to hang out with people from work, it's nice to make friends, but being out that late makes me tired. After being stressed out from work all week and not sleeping well, I can't wait for sleeping in this weekend.
Blech. Stupid...life.
I'm going to go drink some coffee and attempt to wake up for my day of sleeping in my hole.
This week has been ridiculous.
I don't want to remodel the bar any more. I'm tired of it, I'm not making any money, and it's quiet!!! It's eerily quiet in my little walled up hole for a bar. No music, no noise from the lobby, no way to see out except where I send drinks. I can't bring an mp3 player for "safety reasons", and I barely see anyone all day, so I'm stuck in the quiet.
I feel like I'm being punished.
The managers all say, "But, wait till you have your new bar! It'll be great. You'll make lots of money, it'll be busier, blah blah blah..."
But that's not paying my bills now. Grr
So, no more remodeling, I want it to be over with.Went out late last night listening to NeuroticTim's band play, that was fun but tiring. I like getting the opportunity to hang out with people from work, it's nice to make friends, but being out that late makes me tired. After being stressed out from work all week and not sleeping well, I can't wait for sleeping in this weekend.
Blech. Stupid...life.
I'm going to go drink some coffee and attempt to wake up for my day of sleeping in my hole.
Ah, beach weather.
I'm a big fan of Summer heat, but lately it's just been too humid to enjoy the sun. It's been really miserable, and I've already been counting the days till Summer ends and Fall begins... We'll be going to the beach today, though
It's gorgeous outside. It's not too hot, not too humid, it's really perfect outside.
...and, I slept like a rock last night, but I was having some weird dreams. I was dreaming about running and hiding in this really dark town somewhere, but I don't remember why I was running anymore. Coffee is really good this morning, too.
I'm just happy today
I don't know why.
So, how is your day going?
I'm a big fan of Summer heat, but lately it's just been too humid to enjoy the sun. It's been really miserable, and I've already been counting the days till Summer ends and Fall begins... We'll be going to the beach today, though
It's gorgeous outside. It's not too hot, not too humid, it's really perfect outside....and, I slept like a rock last night, but I was having some weird dreams. I was dreaming about running and hiding in this really dark town somewhere, but I don't remember why I was running anymore. Coffee is really good this morning, too.
I'm just happy today
I don't know why.So, how is your day going?
The weekend always brings on waves of relief, this one is no different.
I've been really tired lately, mentally more than anything else. I suppose I think too much (better than not enough, I guess...) and worrying about bills, menial stuff. I'm stressed about my job, and having lost my license with no easy way of getting a new one, and about the bar closing for a month, and about what I might do for a second job... it goes round and round.
(intermission for coffee.)
I've been doing more writing (something I have not done in years as contentment isn't really a big motivator... which I'm ok with.) but can't really get anything down. I write page after page in my head, and occasionally something makes it to a little slip of paper, but not much goes beyond that.
It's not bad, really. I'm constantly aware of the fact that I'm in a better life now then I've ever been. I'm in a place in my life where I'm genuinely happy, and that's a big thing.
On a completely different note, I taught my roommate's dog to give high fives yesterday A totally adorable trick, and now she walks up to you and raises a paw any time she wants a cookie. Perhaps she has me trained...
You know, this isn't a whole thought, either. I thought I had more on the tip of my brain, but I guess it's just clips and phrases.
I've been really tired lately, mentally more than anything else. I suppose I think too much (better than not enough, I guess...) and worrying about bills, menial stuff. I'm stressed about my job, and having lost my license with no easy way of getting a new one, and about the bar closing for a month, and about what I might do for a second job... it goes round and round.
(intermission for coffee.)
I've been doing more writing (something I have not done in years as contentment isn't really a big motivator... which I'm ok with.) but can't really get anything down. I write page after page in my head, and occasionally something makes it to a little slip of paper, but not much goes beyond that.
It's not bad, really. I'm constantly aware of the fact that I'm in a better life now then I've ever been. I'm in a place in my life where I'm genuinely happy, and that's a big thing.
On a completely different note, I taught my roommate's dog to give high fives yesterday
A totally adorable trick, and now she walks up to you and raises a paw any time she wants a cookie. Perhaps she has me trained...You know, this isn't a whole thought, either. I thought I had more on the tip of my brain, but I guess it's just clips and phrases.
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