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I will let you know how it goes when I get back
Set up email accounts and watched a 1 hour long video on Zero Inbox then another 45 minutes on GTD. I felt so so tired watching them because I had only 2 or 3 hours sleep before my first day at work. I was nervous and bored and felt totally out of sync.
I start training properly tomorrow. I'm going to try and get a early night. I have to be up at 6am.
I want any and everyone to ask me a question.
Something I can tell you all about me that you either want to know or think will be a fun answer.
I saw my sister today and asked if she was going to wish me good luck she said
"Why the fuck should I bother? You have been doing this (IT Support) to everyone that you know and me since you were 10"
" But I might be nervous meeting new people and new place"
"When the fuck have you ever been nervous meeting anyone ever and why the fuck would you start now?"
So with those words of wisdom I'm going to sleep get up have a panic attack for 20 seconds get rid of my morning glory get showered shaved and get ready for work like every other person who has a job.
Wow I'm a anti-climatic fuck aren't I?
So my jobs now go IT Support Baker IT Support maybe I can now put it behind me that I spent 4 years of my life watching bread go past and wishing I had used the knife on my wrists or neck.
This is going to offend some people but I don't mind that
What type's of SG's are there? As far as I can tell there are 3 types of SG's. I will describe them in nice broadly defined categories. So some of the ideas will overlap a bit.
"The No Show"
The SG who doesn't do many sets and almost never posts and really doesn't interact with any of the community on the site. She just had a whim and felt like showing herself and her set idea. I think a good 1/4 of SG's are this one to be honest.
"The community SG"
This is the SG who loves being a SG. She has lots of ideas for set's and submits them quite often. A vast majority of members know who she is. She keeps a up to date blog and is generally very active on the site. This is the SG who makes this website a community and not just a porn site. These are the SG's I actually like.
Now the 3rd type of SG is strictly in a idea stage I think but knowing the world it won't be long before there are a vast amount of this type of SG here.
"The Famous SG"
SG has burlesque shows that tour the world. It had a episode on CSI. It has a regular radio show. SG is something that can lead you to being famous. It won't be long before people look to using SG as a stepping stone into something else. We are in a age where being a celebrity can actually be a job. How long will it be before a girl with a few tattoo's decides to become a celebrity and use SG as there launch pad?
I have had this idea running around in my head for a while now and the more I see things like the weird kid crying over Britney and the whole lonelygirlrandomnumber thing the more I realize that someone is going to come along and use SG it really is just a matter of when.
toree madrane: horny, bi, man
11:00 AM Woke Up
11:03 AM said hello to Mr Glory
11:20 AM carried on reading the 2nd book in the Night Watch series (SO GOOD)
12:30 AM went for a walk with the dog
1:00 PM Started Watching Resident Evil : Extinction
2:15 PM went for another walk with the dog (Paused Resident Evil)
3:00 PM phone call from Mart about Football
3:40 PM arrive for Football 10 minutes late
4:16 PM Juan Arrives for Football 36 minutes late
6:00 PM we stop playing football and break to shower change and go watch Hancock
10:50 PM I get home
11:00 PM I post crap on the boards and go on Facebook
11:30 PM finish watching Resident Evil
12:00 PM start feeling like I'm on a rollercoaster and that gravity is constantly changing even though I'm a 100% still
12:30 AM I write some really dark poetry
2:00 AM I get home and start writing this
I will get around to transcribing the poetry and scaring you with that soon.
Well i had a nice shower and shave dressed all smart and went for a 50 minute interview with OSA. They have out me forward for 3 job's. 2 of which I'm qualified for so that's fun and shiny.
I went to the club chatted with Graham Goody and Rob.
Then I came home and couldn't sleep. The wind was howling outside. So I started thinking about going away in October for Halloween to a goth party with a few friends. The I started thinking about how I wouldn't be able to do a ritual for Samhein. Then i started thinking about how the wind was keeping me awake and had the idea that i should just go outside for a walk at 3am.
It's at that point that i think i stopped being logical and started being a weird religious guy. So i sat down on my computer to check while getting my shoes on and started chatting to a random person that messaged me on skype.
Note to people that don't know me you really don't want to I'm really goddamn strange. The conversation is in the spoiler.
The I went for a quite hours walk got back into bed and fell fast asleep. Aren't you glad your not me?
2. When in a place of worship (or other places that have aisles and pews), if a man is at the end of the pew, when exiting he should stand in the aisle and let all the females go before him.
4. Play one of the songs that would make any woman weep like the little girl she once was (but in a good way).
7. If you miss her, or love her, TELL HER! Even your friends like to hear it every now & again.
9. Remember: the best gifts you can give are usually free of cost.
10. Leave a note (or send a message) just to say "hi".
11. Ask her questions about herself.
12. Dress nice every once & a while. Any girl likes to see her brother/friend/boyfriend/etc. in a well-ironed button-up with some nice slacks.
13. PRIDE & PREJUDICE ...that's all I have to say about that (I mean, that should speak for itself). (It's even more impressive if he has read the book.)
14. Tolerate small children as best you can. Meaning, put up with the things that can get annoying. They're children, after all. Show them love and care, teach them how to become a better man than you.
15. Learn to dance!
17. When she's sick, stay up with her.
18. Pretend to throw her in the pool (or fountain/pond). If you really do throw her in, you'd better jump in yourself.
19. Hold her hand while you talk, drive, or just for the heck of it (it's the small things that win you big points).
28. If you're trying to get more than friendship out of the relationship, take it slow.
31. Guys - always offer to pay for the date.
33. When walking on the sidewalk, always walk on the outside near traffic.
35. Sometimes you have to take the initiative. Don't always wait for her to come to you, because if that's how it always is, you're going to lose her.
40. Stick to these as much as possible. These may help at some point or other but whatever you do let it come from the heart because that's what's going to matter in the end
I pissed people off in my last blog. Hmmm This is not a new experience for me. I piss everyone off it's only when you get to know me and spend time with me you like me. Otherwise you usually just think I am a total bastard. Have fun all
So I'm going to post this list and then rip it to shreds because some of it is just plain fucking annoying.
1. Open doors when possible - whether it be to a building or the passenger car door. the classic example that's stood the test of time.
3. A man should tolerate the occasional chick flick, musical, opera, or ballet - whatever her preference is - *without* complaining about it! (Because the guy may just like it.)
5. Talk! The strong & silent bit goes from intriguing to boring quite fast.
6. Find out what her favorite flower is and buy them for her randomly (regardless of the situation you might be in). A simple yet profound truth: a single rose says more than dozens of anything else. (I encourage the women to not allow a guy to "prove himself worthy" through gifts and flowers and such. Trust is a precious thing and it should take a good chunk of time before he gains it back in your heart.)
16. Kiss her on the forehead.
20. LOOK IN HER EYES, NOT AT HER CHEST!!!!!
21. Stupid jokes = awkwardly adorable moments.
22. Tickle her, tease her, let her tease you back without getting all bent out of shape about it.
23. Don't call her hot, or pretty, or cute; call her beautiful, because that's what she is. (I don't think cute is that bad, but definitely stay away from "hot" [it's so overused and superficial] and step "pretty" up to beautiful or gorgeous or stunning or captivating or...)
24. Offer her your jacket/sweatshirt. (Note: you may not see that particular item of clothing for a while, if ever again).
25. Don't be too proud to apologize.
26. It's not stalking to watch her sleep if you fall asleep watching a movie. It is stalking to watch her sleep if you're standing outside her window with night vision goggles.
27. When she feels at her worst, tell her she looks her best.
29. Just because you're a guy doesn't mean you are completely incapable of calling when you say you will, it just means you are highly incapable of it. There are few acceptable answers to, "Why didn't you call?", & being male is not one of them.
32. Always do everything in your power to keep her as happy as you can. And cheer her up in any way possible. [if she isn't always happy - and i've never met a girl who is - don't be afraid of her and don't be stupid and always, unquestioningly, blame it on PMS. be there WITH her when times are tough and she wants you there.]
34. At least do everything in your power to keep cursing to a minimum while around her.
36. If any lady is walking alone to her car in a dark parking lot/garage, or is carrying a heavy load, always offer to help walk her to her destination and carry things, if not the entire load.
37. If a woman says no, let that be her final answer with maybe one question of confirmation after her first answer. Do not pressure or force her in any way after that. Don't make her give in to something she doesn't want to do.
38. Always be honest with her. No woman wants or likes a dishonest man.
39. A man should always genuinely listen to women; no matter how bored or busy the man is.
It's at time likes these that guys become FAR MORE attractive.
I feel I should make another note at this point. I am HARSH. I don't act harsh I am harsh. I have no problems with respecting and caring for the people that mean something to me. Everyone that I'm close to knows I'm there for them in any way I can be. It''s the rest of the world I have a problem with. I can like love and care for every person I meet and they would still be a small minority. There are to many people in the world and most have shown themselves to be ignorant and stupid. There is nothing I value as highly as friendship relationships and family. But for the vast majority I will never be a part of there lives or be able to separate them from the ignorant masses.
Why have I just wrote that? I realize that some of you who read this just don't know me and will judge me on this one thing and make a snap judgment. You won't go and read my previous blogs. you won't know about things I have done. This is my little way or trying to point out that I'm more complex and hard to understand than 1 bitching comment about a list that is full of stereotypes and sweeping statements. I doubt it will work but I have no faith in the masses so go figure.
