i want to buy you flowers,
it's such a shame you're a boy,
but when you are not a girl,
nobody buys you flowers...

To my Clone

oh you, with the same old face,
one i wish i could erase,
can't forget,
the bullshit,

look at her mistakes,
it's time for her to go,
please give her a break,
and i'll scream no,

beggin for a chance to change,
but you will always be the same,

i'm better than you,
it's hard to tell it's true,
i'm better than you,
it's time to say you lose,

you imitate my smile,
put on a pretty face,
but makeup lasts a while,
and i'm ahead of pace,

i cannot stand your presence,
pretending to be me,
just your simple existence,
won't let me,

beggin for a chance to change,
but you will always be the same,

i'm better than you,
it's hard to tell it's true,
i'm better than you,
it's time to say you lose,

it's like walking through the streets,
and finding my face,
on someone else i meet,
and lose trace,

beggin for a chance to change,
but you will always be the same,

i'm better than you,
it's hard to tell it's true,
i'm better than you,
it's time to say you lose,

After this stressful day with the drama, (Explained in prior blog). I would like to have a drink at home or maybe hang out with somebody, but who. Who wants to hang out today?



i don't like being bored....and stressed and alone...

i am paranoid about anonymous accounts. i don't like them very much.

Listening to tool,
just finished burning my eyebrows off...
took a quick shower,
shaved the legs,
...
now all that's left,
fix the pelo

This must be one of the signs I am wearing

Metric: Torture me

Get the rope, tie me to the bedposts
'Cause I can't find within myself the happy host
If I find my peace of mind, torture me
If I seem too serene, torture me

'Tis a cold day today.

the devil speaks for me

...i like strawberry milk..