SOOOOo two blogs in one day
well im getting quite serious about submitting a new set..so im a lil chunky now WHO GIVES A FUCK ....if im happy with me then thats all that matters. and there are so many of you on here that like the way i look and am either way....BUT i need some serious advice and tips so i can finally becoming a HOPEFUL then a SG!!!! so my loves if any of you have advice or good pointers let em fly!!!! i greatly appreciate it smoochie boochies!!!!





well it has been a long and eventful last week my loves
i posted a few new pics in my attachment album im trying to find recent pics of me so you all can see what i look like now ....hope you like them as much as my older ones 








so my lovelies i did a photo shoot yesterday and have added a few new photos including the one im posted with my blog so lemme know whaat you guys think,...and be honest my lil lovelies 




Hello my lovelies! im feeling pretty good today ...with the exception of my knee. i majorly fuckered it up!. ive lost a total of 6 pounds so far
woot woot. and one of the positive of me gaining weight......i got bigger boobs hahahhaha so freaking happy that it is nice out finally. i still am amazed at how much support i have on here 


it just makes my day so thank you all



ugh so im still in a rut
still trying to loose weight and its a slow slow process. i feel so unattractive
and i am so not an athletic type at all. but on the plus size my tits are huge! lol but it makes my heart happy to see that there are still people on here that like me and think im pretty so thank you everyone 




oh my goodness my loves i have been sick for over a week now. and im slowly getting better. i adore all the wonderful messages i get and i apologize for the delayed responses. all of my peeps are important to me and you advice and opinions matter
fak i cannot wait til spring and summer time everything is better then!!



Well i decided to post a pic up this morning and see what every one thought. I know its a little unusual but what the hell give me your input.........
everything changes doesn't it? i have changed in so many ways and i didnt even want to. i have not posted any pictures for all of my lovelies.....sad;y because rite now i am much heavier than i have ever been and im trying to get the motivation to either change it or just accept it and love myself either way. but ive never been one to have the most confidence...and all of you have helped me with that so many times.i love the support and love from all of you...may you keep me strong
LOL 


So bein feeling lots better lately... haven't bein on much but hope to have a photographer for a set soon. gunna go fishing and out on the boat tomarrow.. hope every one enjoys there weekend let me know what all you did !! LOVES




