so i havent wriitten in awhile so here it goes. Hopefuly ill get a my old job back soon, i worked in a store at a mall but the mall closed down. Put me out of a job but theres a new store opening hoorah. My luv had a verry succesfull photosoot yesterday i am verry excited for her. She did her first paying shoot and did some good networking. iT was rainy all say as well and her and only two other mdels showwed so i think that made them look good, plus she was the most gorgeous girl there im sure. all in all she won alotta brownie points :-) other than that i need to make myself go take this compass/evaluation test so i can go to schoool again.

Had to renew my account hooray. Tommorw my luvs birthday a already got her stufff for , some clothes for a photo shoot but i wish i had something for her to unwrap but ahe likes it that way not big on surprises. But hopeffully ill come up with something. but its hard to surprise someone you with all the time :-) i just want her to have a goood bday. its hollywoods bday too hell be two and hollwood in non other than the greatest dog in the world !!!! hell be easy a bone or something . waiting for packages sucks....

havent osted in forever. i need to update pics. been boored need a 2nd job and some more schoolin. i just dont feel like taking a comprehension test. o well i justy need to do it. i think ive been smoking to much...still..lol

spook now has a friend horah ill put up pics soon

im tired of feeling as if im alone even in a full room...i dont care about most people being arounf lately ...man the days keep passin me by i need to get myself together if im ever gonna have a chance

cannnt slleeeepppppppp ...alll i can think about is well u knoo;-)always on my mind.. cnat wait till today...not too much longer but yea i had i be in bed for atleast 3 hours not able to sleep i say fuck it....i havent had enough dro lol ugh but all i knwo is im fucking excited...i hope everything works out...time away is horrible but ..it deff helps build desire

its alll got a point we must stay strong its way too late ttoo still be up...i am happpy masshopping is done i hoe it gets warm again soon winter suxz...i miss the warm outdoors

So im boored again surprize surprize ...just sitten here suxxxz tho...i want a nice camera i have a good one but i want to start taking more photots and i need to start using photoshop mare and learn how to use it well..so im gonna start dooin that...but i have to many ohots need to get a external hardrive and get it offf my computer ne who..im deff boredd .. well have a great day everybody

i should be tired but im not and im trying to get the search to work on this site but its not going so welll...my cats beggin for attention which makes me happy ..but he needs food i hate waiting for payday...neway i am really boored and want something exciting to happen soon .. i think i need to go outside some or just out period i need a vacation or just something fun to dooo ..wheres sum excitment ..