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man am i tired but ohwell i gotta go to work here very shortly anyways i am listening to some good old saosin a screamo band from newport beach california and the album in question is their self titled album and in my usual fashion pics and links to their music





http://www.facebook.com/saosin
http://www.myspace.com/saosin
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zJALPNdJsHU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gtc3ENy8meE

Hi motherfuckers whats been up good things real good things i do believe all my good intentions have been making life better things just keep getting better i got a promotion at work 12.50 to start with the raise i should be making 13 an hour two dollars more than i was making i get off of papers in like 4 days and i can start working on getting my nephew out of foster care and home with his family if i had or have advice for anyone it's that when you do good things and mean them and have good intentions things get better i do believe so for instance it's happening to me and i know why it's because of all the good things i keep doing and whatnot so when anybody says good deeds go unoticed is full of BS because they do get noticed and the lord and or whatever or whoever it is has been blessing me but i am enjoying this high and want to ride it for as long as i can anyways it's time for me to get ready for work goodbye...

Hello been slacking on the posts been busy lately with the assesment telling the courts i need to do 12 weeks in group therapy 'lmao' sounds like a group porno to me or maybe i'm just fucked up and some AA meetings twice a week i wont be doing the 12 weeks of group therapy because im off papers in less than 2 weeks and the probation dept agrees but anyways this blog is going to be kind of a dual blog and a rather long one so lately ive been doing too many opiates as in painkillers and at work i kind of felt like shit,sick and or queezy because i wasnt on anything so im going to stop doing them so much besides ive been feeling crappy lately it's cold and i'm lonely but theres a bright side to the shitty feeling everytime i take a look at my little nephews picture i just sit back and smile and realize it's not so bad and the good thing is feb second i am off papers and i can start working on getting him out of foster care and letting him be with me and his family since my brother and his deadbeat girlfriend are such fucking losers so yeah on to music theres two new bands well both aren't really new one is new to me and thats bleed from within and the other is an album i purchased and they're called miss may the style is not sure what to call them but i like it so it's cool the album is question is a rarther old one called 'Apologies are for the weak' the album is pretty good shit but anyways as i said my time is limited so i gotta get off of here ubt as i do in my usual fashion pics and links to some of the music and what not thanks and have a nice day....



My little nephew adrian such a cute little nephy just rememeber buddy you're comming home soon and you will always be loved can't wait to shower you with love and affection and all the toys and love you can get love your uncle nick...





http://www.facebook.com/missmayi
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XP8IGTgYVVI&feature=share&list=PL22EC6199B44FCA56





http://www.facebook.com/bleedfromwithin
http://youtu.be/AY27BtVz3uE

hey guys & gals it's saturday morning and i am half tired and totally awake but anyways yesterday i got suggested this amazing band called? 'Gorod" from amazon and i totally purchased it and in my usuall fashion i am going to post a photo and some links to their music but while i am at it my friends band is going to jam out and do some recording today and im going to sit back and relax and enjoy the free music so today should be a fun and relaxing day i hope everyone is having a wonderful weekend of rest and relaxation but i dunno what else to say so on that note i am going to skeedaddle ....



http://www.facebook.com/gorodofficial
http://youtu.be/3009z1wWf3o

When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace.
~ Jimi Hendrix

Hmm? while i am eating and getting ready for work im going to post a blog about my music tastes as cold and calculated as i am Lol i'm a fairly nice person but anyways on this site i haven't yet to meet any people who likes any crazy and awesome music as i do prefferaly deathmetal and deathcore i like music that breaks the boundaries of normal stuff thats fast,odd and crazy and i'm not talking about regular metal such as metallica and or killswitch engage im talking about stuff so fast and growling so fierce you can hardly tell what they're saying but you love the sick guitars and crazy ass drums as crazy as this might be i first heard death metal watching a video a friend told me to watch years ago it was some video on throatjobs.com where she was getting nailed in her throat till she blew a snothonker from the nasal but besides all that nonsense the music in the background was so brutal and amazing i just kept watching the video to listen to the music in the background till i knew all the lyrics than i googled to find out who they were and the band in question was dying fetus and ever since than i questioned what was real metal but as i grew with the music i realized it was a totally different genre called death metal but the way they played made gave me goosebumps and had me tingling with excitement and ever since than it was love at first sound now it's like my interm gf till my deathmetal beauty appears most people think the music i listen to is crazy and off the wall but i think it's a rare artform the shows are sick the most pits are crazy and the music is amazing but none the less i just love the music and the live performances and or shows anyways if such a woman shall ever appeare in my life that loves deathmetal she shall be worshiped like the true goddess she is well, i think this was a true and pointless rant into the deep and dark mind of a true death metal fan pouring out his true feelings on the amazing genere called deathmetal it's about that time and work calls so i hope everyone has a wonderful new year and let the music set you free goodnight....

So it's saturday and i don't know what to do with myself i was going to go to the bar but i'm getting tired of the bar scene it's just not my cup of tea it's not like i'm going to meet ms right at a bar either maybe with a few friends cool but i don't like getting wasted much anymore well getting drunk all i do anymore is work and when i am not working i do shit around the house like an old man and i always told myself in my mid 20's when i was fooling around and being young i'd settle down and have kids in my late 20's but time has passed and now i'm over 30 and it's harder than hell to meet a non superficial girl or a snob wheres all the good girls who just want to relax at home and watch movies and eat pizza or chinese food as opposed to going out for drinks maybe i need to find other hobbies or become more social whatever it maybe blah blah blah and on that note i'm going to run along see ya...

So i came across a new band well, new to me but you get point anyways the name is? 'so this is suffering' which they sound pretty good i think and i have the EP to share with you guys but i'm not sure if they have newer stuff or not so in my usual fashion i am going to post a pic and link to some of their music enjoy...

(bringing deathmetal to the masses since being cool was in style)



http://youtu.be/n56vpTaQf2I
http://youtu.be/wCtkqg8KiK8

Fear me
I am destruction of innocence
I am the violence embedded in flesh
I am the pain in the bones of the mortal shell
The dark heart of the Earth
I am Hell

Fear at the throats of the father of deception
Let the blood of the cowards flow as the wines
False claims of retribution
May they choke on their lies

Lay waste the relics
Silence the hymns of deceit

You will know pain
You will see the true face of panic
Devastation now and forever
Reign of darkness

The masses one with the cursed
Godless in time
No longer a helpless slave
To the mask of the divine

Lay waste the age of man
Return to the Earth

You will know pain
You will see the true face of panic
Devastation
Now and forever
Reign of darkness

Fear me
I am destruction of innocence
I am the violence embedded in flesh
I am the pain in the bones of the mortal shell
The dark heart of the Earth
I am Hell

LYRICS TO THE SONG? 'REIGN OF DARKNESS' BY? THY AT IS MURDER!

Stacking that paper because i'm addicted to greenbacks oh and on another note my awesomeness radiates like a hotspot baby.....