Hello been slacking on the posts been busy lately with the assesment telling the courts i need to do 12 weeks in group therapy 'lmao' sounds like a group porno to me or maybe i'm just fucked up and some AA meetings twice a week i wont be doing the 12 weeks of group therapy because im off papers in less than 2 weeks and the probation dept agrees but anyways this blog is going to be kind of a dual blog and a rather long one so lately ive been doing too many opiates as in painkillers and at work i kind of felt like shit,sick and or queezy because i wasnt on anything so im going to stop doing them so much besides ive been feeling crappy lately it's cold and i'm lonely but theres a bright side to the shitty feeling everytime i take a look at my little nephews picture i just sit back and smile and realize it's not so bad and the good thing is feb second i am off papers and i can start working on getting him out of foster care and letting him be with me and his family since my brother and his deadbeat girlfriend are such fucking losers so yeah on to music theres two new bands well both aren't really new one is new to me and thats bleed from within and the other is an album i purchased and they're called miss may the style is not sure what to call them but i like it so it's cool the album is question is a rarther old one called 'Apologies are for the weak' the album is pretty good shit but anyways as i said my time is limited so i gotta get off of here ubt as i do in my usual fashion pics and links to some of the music and what not thanks and have a nice day....



My little nephew adrian such a cute little nephy just rememeber buddy you're comming home soon and you will always be loved can't wait to shower you with love and affection and all the toys and love you can get love your uncle nick...





http://www.facebook.com/missmayi
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XP8IGTgYVVI&feature=share&list=PL22EC6199B44FCA56





http://www.facebook.com/bleedfromwithin
http://youtu.be/AY27BtVz3uE