Just got the new Batman game for 360, I have to say it fucking rocks. It can be a touch easy in the beginning so far but it feels kinda like God of war, with a splash of gears of war. yet it is all Batman, it feels like a batman comic. Whenever i am stuck i think what would they do if this was the comic, and it usually works.

Overall pretty fucking sweet!
Id rate it a solid 9

Well Hello there children!

I am back, for at least a year.

Woot

That is all.

Another Aunt has passed away. Most of my family on my Fathers side are old. They are starting to drop like flies. My uncle my father and two aunts. All in a short period. Except my uncle he was the first to go and then there was a lull. but still in like 3 years. I am watching my family fade away. I am the last male McGuire. They all want me to reproduce, but I think i am going to watch the line die with me.

Still it hurts watching my family wither and die. Even though we were not close it is still awkward.

I stand alone the only youngish member of my family, and they are all getting closer to the grave. I just dont know how to feel about it any more. I hate that I have to go through so much death, on top of family shit a friend killed himself a few months back life for me has been a big question, that there is no answer to. Meh fuck it.

I say fuck giant Cheetos! $0.69 for half an ounce three pack! It is like Chester saying fuck you give me $0.69! and for it i give you three cheese puffs, worth about 2 cents! Fucking vampires.

What the fuck, its like "you get shit and you will like it!"

Today marks the one year anniversary of my fathers passing away. It is really odd, these waves of sadness keep coming and going. But overall I survive. I don't know how but I do. I miss him more than I have missed any being ever. He was the only person in my family who ever really understood me. And more important he accepted me for how I was with no reservations. I will always miss that. He was the only person in this world who I think understood how I think, because him and i were very similar. Were, past tense, man this fucking blows.


T

Final final finals! Ive had a harsh week, got dumped got back together, studied my ass off! teh bleh.

More later

What the fuck! I mean seriously what the fuck.

Today my day of study, I had to spend at my job cause one of my emploees bf's smashed our glass door because he is a crazy asshat. He was abusing her, it got worse he tried to do it at work, and shit happened. 2 hours with cops 4 hours with a glass repair dood who broke the glass he brought with him, and the 2 hours putting up plywood to seal it off.


Seriously WTF

Now I am behind on school shit and tomorow i have finals fuck me running!

I just want to be back in Europe. London to be specific. I miss that city, it has gotten under my skin in a bad way. I know there are cooler European cities, but London feels like home to me. When I walk around and go to the pubs I like, striking up chats with the locals ( or in London's case) cool people who have migrated there from other parts of of the UK and the world.

I just don't really enjoy being here as much as I used to. The feeling I get of excitement about where I live. Don't get me wrong I still love Oakland, and the City, but It is not as bright as it once was.

I am just looking for some excitement or just traveling I am usually gone around this time of year and not going seems uber painful. I mean i have plans to return in the summer, but Europe in winter its so nice and less crazy, everyone is relaxed for the holidays, Picadilly has literally 2/3 less assholes its awesome! Well anywho that's enough for now.

Hail Britannia
Tony

I dont wanna go to school, and you cant make me.. Ok Ill go to school but I am going late and under duress!

My girl is what is keeping me mostly on track despite my natural instincts to go look at shiny things! One thing I will say about my Girl is she rocks, and makes my life better for being involved in it. I mean yeah sometimes we get on each others nerves, but we live together in a TINY studio with a cat, and if we can get along her with only minor turbulence then things are going damn well. And I am very happy.



See what I mean we can eat faces! Albeit that pic is kinda old but it gets the point across quite nicely.

So all in all, the girl keeps me going. Even though she tries to beat me sometimes. LIKE RIGHT NOW! Altough I love it, just like I do her.

The semester is grinding my soul into a fine powder. Perhaps someone can snort it I am sure it will get you at least a little high, heh. I have however come to grips with my next 6 months in life. I have a final semester then I am done, which will be nice. Almost a grad, after so long I am so tired, just absolutely beaten down but I am at the point where I am just running on my lizard brain, singing "C is for passing" and spending time with the little women.

I have however just got the outline of my tattoo done and it is looking pretty rad. Pics are in my folders. Well seeing as how I am i class I will cut this short.

Toodles.