FUCKING STRESS! FUCKING MONEY!
FUCK!!!
I have $20 to my name. I don't have a job, and I can't get a job because I'm going to school full time, starting the 31st, from 8:30am - 9pm. I'm literally broke. My dad's trying to help me out, but he doesn't have much either. My mom might be able to help me out, but I doubt she'd want to. I don't have any paid modeling gigs coming up, and I really don't know what to do. I have a donations button for my PayPal, but no one's donating me anything. I'm so fucking stressed...I don't know what to do. $20 pays for a week of gas if i only drive from school to home.
I'm so god damn stressed right now. I feel bad for my boyfriend. I'm taking all this out on him. He hasn't done a paid shoot in months, and he works part time at McDonald's. We were living pay check to pay check while cutting into my birthday/Chirstmas money since January. Now, we're definitely screwed.
You know what also sucks? The fact that I know people are going to read this and say "Oh, look. That skank Niki and her asshole boyfriend Jack are broke. HAHA" all because there are people who don't like me and/or him. And, those people, for the most part, are my old friends. Yes, less than 6 months ago, I called those cowardly bitches my friends.
*sigh*
Fuck.
NO MORE PAYPAL LINKS HERE
FUCK!!!
I have $20 to my name. I don't have a job, and I can't get a job because I'm going to school full time, starting the 31st, from 8:30am - 9pm. I'm literally broke. My dad's trying to help me out, but he doesn't have much either. My mom might be able to help me out, but I doubt she'd want to. I don't have any paid modeling gigs coming up, and I really don't know what to do. I have a donations button for my PayPal, but no one's donating me anything. I'm so fucking stressed...I don't know what to do. $20 pays for a week of gas if i only drive from school to home.
I'm so god damn stressed right now. I feel bad for my boyfriend. I'm taking all this out on him. He hasn't done a paid shoot in months, and he works part time at McDonald's. We were living pay check to pay check while cutting into my birthday/Chirstmas money since January. Now, we're definitely screwed.
You know what also sucks? The fact that I know people are going to read this and say "Oh, look. That skank Niki and her asshole boyfriend Jack are broke. HAHA" all because there are people who don't like me and/or him. And, those people, for the most part, are my old friends. Yes, less than 6 months ago, I called those cowardly bitches my friends.
*sigh*
Fuck.
NO MORE PAYPAL LINKS HERE
MAR 20, 2008 07:19 PM
Lol.. yeah, i took it down.. but only cos i realised she weren't actually SG yet, lol. Oops. 
MAR 20, 2008 08:08 PM
MAR 20, 2008 08:11 PM
and hey. You guys live in Stockton...i like you both, I think we should hang out. are you going to delta?
I really feel for you with the financial stress. i've been in it for months, and I just keep getting myself into it worse. I see no way out of it and really don't know what to do. I hope things pick up for you two.
I'm thinking of planning an SG night...and I was going to ask if Jack would like to be the "even photographer"? It wouldn't be paid right away, but if we can get enough girls interested through promoting, he can start shooting for Sg...just an idea.
xox
MAR 20, 2008 08:14 PM
RebekahGraves
HOPEFUL
Philadelphia, PA
MAR 20, 2008 09:09 PM
RebekahGraves
HOPEFUL
Philadelphia, PA
MAR 21, 2008 02:38 PM
MAR 21, 2008 06:22 PM
MAR 21, 2008 06:38 PM
yeah sure why not you'll have a longer time to think about what you want done
MAR 21, 2008 06:50 PM
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