Wow,its been way to long since i've been on here.It just seemed one sucky thing after another happened,my ex dragging me intro hell.Making me more depressed,and he crazy family didn't help either.I missed being on here,nice people beautiful women and just meeting new people..I'm back and doing good,and since my ex has been out of my life,i lost weight i have trying to loose for a long time.I was 173lbs in Aug,now i'm 150lbs. I feel better then ever and my self-esteem is way up,maybe even best its ever been. 
I want to rant about people i see on FB SG's fan page,you get a teaser pic..And if a girl doesn't have a tattoo or one showing,they go on and on about she is not a SG..Those cheap bastards want everything for free
haha..But i just hate when they get down on the girls,i have respect for all the SG's and Hopefuls,it takes alot of guts to post yourself naked on here,and you always see girls who say "I make a better SG then her." well then get off your ass and send a set in,its not easy to become a SG..And you see it on here too..I guess it makes people feel better if they pick out everyones "flaws" sorry but SG's is about real women,not the over photoshoped girls on magazines..I know it may be stupid to let those people get to me,but i don't.(it may not seem like that haha
) but ummm end of rant... hehe 
Something weird and cool happened to me,i got a call from my ex's gf,yelling at me i yelled back..And later that night i was thinking about what she said,and it make no sence,next day i called his house and got his mom and i told her what happened..She called the girl and the dirl called me,and said she was sorry about how she acted and told me why she did it...He told her i said if she doesn't stay away from him i'm going to beat her ass and she is a whore etc...And i told her these were some of the same things he told me about her...Turns out he was playing me and her off eachother,i don't know why other then he is fucked in his head..So the more we talked,the more we had in common...So she got rid of him,we both told him to go fuck himself and we are now friends...Funny how life turns out sometimes.. 
Got my haie cut,my hair feels so much better,the end were fryed due to the fact i aabuse the hell out of it,im suprised i even have any left..And i think i should be more of a bitch,but it has never worked for me before..I can't being nice
nice guys always finish last..If crossed i can be a bitch,but i put up with alot before i get to the point...Damn me! And right now my dog is wooping in his sleep(as i call it) i never knew a dog could make that noise until i got him..I love that smelly Nerd. 
Its almost 2010,i'm not going to bother with New Year Resolutions,i never kept one anyway.So why bother making any?ha But for New years eve i would like to get me a bottle of Absinthe,never tried it before.So i hope its good as some people have told me it is,nothing worse then buying booze you never tried before and it turns out tasting like shit,I made that mistake before with cider beer 
Blah its snowing out and its too fucking cold haha I know we have a few more months left of this,and its only just started,but still it gets old quick when your not a kid anymore..Its one of things i miss about being a kid,nothing bothered you,hell you loved the snow.Now you get older and complain more,when you were young you hated it and wanted to be adult,now you hate being adult and want to be a kid again.haha But i got me some hot chocolate with marshmellows and a 20lbs cat to keep me warm. 



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