Life is SOMEWHAT sucky at the moment.
Last summer I could deal with not having a car and not going anywhere.
I am used to going to work and that taking up my time.
I went to work yesterday to see if I was going to be able to work at all this week.
Nope....not able for some weird reason. I don't know why.
So, my mom and I went to JCPenney's and I filled out an application.
I have a friend that works there (even though she won't be working there too much longer) and she told her manager that I was considering working there.
Hopefully I'll get the job. They pay more and I don't have to deal with a crabby manager the whole time I'm there.
I hate that I don't have a car because I want to see my girlfriend SO bad.
Once I get it, I will hardly be at home before school starts.
It will be work...and then seeing the girlfriend.

It's weird dating someone with more money than me.


Anyway...I'm hoping life will get less sucky soon.

I need $$.

Governor's school was not a total bust.
I cried on the last day, to my TOTAL surprise.

I have a girlfriend....and she's wonderful.
I could go on and on about her...but I won't.

Governor's School starts today.

I am SOOO exicted.


I didn't get a lot for my birthday but when I get my car, I am going to get a Hello Kitty build-a-bear and a lot of back-to-school clothes. =]

I guess I'll update more:





New cell phone.
<3 it.
My mom and I are on a family plan together.
I got tired of my pre-paid phone. I was putting too much money in it...and not really getting a lot out of it. I did talk more on it than my Cingular go phone (33 minutes) and I used like....30 hours...if not more, on this one. So, yeah.

Anyway,

I am so stressed out by these semester tests.

I just want to eat....and study my stuff for like...an hour and it will be retained until my tests.
The eating part I can do...I'm not sure about the retention.

Eh, oh well.
I am hoping for Cs and above. =]

I have a girlfriend.
My mom has to have surgery on my birthday...while I'm at Governor's School.
I want to shoot myself because of all this school-related stress.
I will probably see the gf tomorrow and cuddle and kiss in Pirates of the Carribean. =]

I am SO tired.
It's 8:44 am.
I worked from 12a.m. to 11:15 p.m. last night.
My check was bigger than expected Friday.....

I am just so ready for school to be over, that way I will have less crap to worry about.

I hate being single.

Working at the movies does not help this feeling. I'm always seeing all these hot girls but of course they're with their boyfriend or they look straight.
It's just so hard to tell sometimes whose gay and whose not.

Last night I had an allergic reaction to something. To what, I have no clue. My mom was tempted to take me to the ER but I'm glad she didn't. We went to Wal-Greens and got some medicine and all my bumps and itchiness were gone this morning.

I didn't go to school for reasons I do not want to discuss.

Anyway, yeah....

I really wanted to go to the Warped Tour in KS this August but....I am pretty sure I won't have my car by then. I could have it but the cost of gas would kill me.

I can't wait for this summer.

=]

I shall have my car by August.
I am getting a NEWER car.
The only bad news is I will have a note...but it's SOOOOOOOOO worth it.


Brands I'm looking at: Toyota, Honda, Nissan, and Mazda.
So far I've seen a lot of good cars and some good prices.
I can't wait 'til August. =]

I got my braces removed this morning...and my jaw hurts because I had to hold it open so long this morning.

Uhm....I got accepted to Governor's School and I am reluctantly going. I know it's a very good opportunity but I hate I am losing out on 6 weeks of pay checks. That's close to $900 right there...urgh.
The money was going to go towards my car...so now I have to change my goal month of getting my car to September..and the end of September.
Once Governor's scholl is over though, I am going to work my butt off!!