So...I'm thinking about writing again. I'm thinking probably a short story instead of just poetry, or maybe a short story based on my poetry. I haven't decided yet. Anyways I feel like posting one here just for the hell of it. Leave feedback if you wish.

Moonless Night

The sky dark as the blackest seas
No stars swimming tonight
Standing atop the highest hill
Arms raised to the heavens
Voice ragged
As I continue to cry out to you
No moon to light my way
No stars to guide me
I am lost
I can't find myself
Where are you?
You are right there
Next to me
I try to touch you
But you are a million miles away
Like the nearest star
Only you can light my way
And make me find myself

~MonSteR~

Memorare

Slipping between us, the ghost and the mourning
Prayers spent on finding, a reason to stay
Painful and aching, the balance is breaking
So many words, I don't know what to say
Our planets break orbit like paper and water
Delicate dancing on the edge of her lips
Something unsettled, and something remembered
Something forgiven, keeps silent within
She turns to me with tears in her eyes
As if she doesn't see the tempest inside
And our hearts are beating, but no one is breathing
A small thing I think, so close to the end

The clock is ticking, time is escaping...
I know I must be standing on my own
And something sacred, it could be dying... I know
And I stare with headlights now approaching
Blankets of sadness, bound up and cover, happiness lost.
I must have buried here
Inside I'm reaching, inside I'm pleading.
I can't be losing everything
That I remember...
Oh Memorare
Oh Memorare...

Kisses left longing, somewhere behind us
Asking for comfort, like cats in between
This new regretting, how foolish the choices
That once seemed so meaningful, so sturdy and sane
Seconds in silence, last half of forever
Searching for glimpses lovers embraced
How close and how distance, we stand to each other
Knowing that nothing here can ever be replaced

Oh Memorare
Oh Memorare
Are we together?

By The Crüxshadows

I was tired of the big empty blog space, so I decided to post lyrics of one of my favorite songs. Listen to the song. It's really pretty.

~MonsterXIII~

I'm thinking about changing my screen name to "The Thread Killer". Seems every thread or blog I post on it ends right there!! What?!! Does anyone even read this? I'm seriously thinking about stripping and running around here singing "I'm A Little Teacup"!!

~MonsterXIII~

Alone In A Crowd
03/24/07

All blank faces
Heartless beating
Breathless breathing
Alone in a crowd
Sightless seeing
Thoughtless feeling
All blank faces
Alone in a crowd
The clock is ticking
Time bleeds away
The alarms are blaring
Yet stillness remains
All the blank faces
Alone in a crowd
Screaming but not hearing
I'm all alone in the crowd

The Fade Away

Last I saw you, you were as bright as a star.
Eyes shone like the sun,
Over taking the shadows I live in.
Crawling back into the depths of darkness,
I can only watch from afar.
Lurking around every corner blinded by your light,
And I'm afraid to look,
Afraid to step into you.
Cover my head in silent darkness,
Avoiding your eyes.
I will crawl around in the shadows you cast,
And follow till the light fades from this place inside.


Just felt like posting one of my poems...

~MonsterXIII~

So here we are with my first blog. Been an SG member for about a month now, and I am enjoying. Blah that's boring...OK we'll try this again...Hi everyone!! No, no, no. Too cliche. Hi my name is Monster and I'm an alcoholic? HI MONSTER!! Meh. Mindless rantings are fun. I really don't have too much to say right now. Oh yeah I saw Mushroomhead last Wednesday night. The show was amazing. I'll have pics up soon. I don't know if anyone is gonna read this, but the big blank spot was annoying me. If someone does read this...Thanks!!! Now I just wanna post the Chicken... Hehe I like that.

~MonsterXIII~

This is a mysterious blank blog from my first night on SG...My roomies bought me the subscription for V-Day. Yay!!

~MonsterXIII~