Things are good, someone makes me very happy these days. They know who they are

Screw it. Im going to go get drunk tonight, like soon.

So over the last few days I have realized some things. I have set my standards for anyone I would be in a relationship with very high. I am superficial in many ways. I really hope I can find some that keeps me interested that also makes everyone stop and notice when we walk into a room (in a good way).

I hate not being out socializing, especially on the weekends. Am I less of a person because I am home on a Saturday night? It is by choice though. Im beat, I wouldnt be much fun if i went out anyway.

I know why I feel all of these things and I know why I am looking for someone that is a certain way.

Sometimes I think its unrealistic, other times I think I should never settle.....

Today is the official One Year Anniversary of my store. I hope i can make it another.

You know, sometimes I just want to drink myself into a damn coma

So I started my taxes today and was determined to finish them. I did, but it was more of a process than I wanted but just about what I expected. Since I opened the store last year I knew there would be some things to organize and get together. Its done....on to the next issue.

I stayed in this weekend, I liked it. There is nothing wrong with staying on on a Friday and Saturday, though staying in alone was something I havent done in a while.

I gotta get me one of those! I mean, seriously, I do!

Usually through out the day a few things will happen that aren't exactly good but not a big deal. You dont worry too much about them and they generally go away. Sometimes a few too many of these things all happen in a very short period of time and the build on to each other, first adding, then multiplying, then exponentially. That is my evening. I am at exponential annoyance level. Alone many of the things would not make one bit of difference to me. Right now I want to punch a koala (puppet, not a real one) in the face!

Is it possible for me to have two good days in a row? At least I am on schedule for a good day tomorrow....

So today I just woke up not feeling very happy. Nothing bad happened, nothing new anyway. I wasnt upset or angry or anything like that. I am just sad. It hasnt gotten any worse or better as my day has gone on. The store has been slow today which never helps. I did print a new shirt though, to bad there isnt anyone here to buy it! soon enough.

Tomorrow is going to be a very telling day. If a certain someone keeps to what they said I will be very very happy. If not, I will be pretty bummed out.